FACTS:
I was not allowed to go to prom my junior year with my friends because I did not fully get along with one of my friend's boyfriend. I was told in a note, by these friends. When I asked them what it was all about, they just got angry that I was upset because they thought I was being silly. "You can still hang out with us there." As if I need permission to hang out with my friends? Whatever.
SO NOW they've brought it up again, saying it's immature to keep bringing it up, saying that I keep bringing it up. WHEN did I bring it up? I didn't. They haven't brought it up, until now. Until someone blogged about it in her MySpace.
This entry said that if "this person" had a problem with them, then the person should just confront them instead of talking badly about them behind their backs and then pretending to be a friend.
What now? When have I talked about these people behind their back? I haven't. One of my other friends, when I asked her about what was going on, told me that these friends of mine are mad because I don't invite them to do activities with my hall. A) These are Field House activities only and B) they are usually impromptu. You want to spend time with me? Make an effort, and then don't ignore me when I'm there or whisper things to each other when I'm sitting right there. Don't want to tell me why you're whispering? Then wait until I leave. Because guess what? When you whisper, it sounds like you are talking about me while I'm sitting there. I see your big eyes glancing over at me as you whisper. I'm not blind.
And it wasn't your boyfriend's prom anyway. It was everyone's prom. Furthermore, I decorated that prom, I fundraised for that prom. I designed an entire picture backdrop for that prom, so please don't tell me it was your boyfriend's prom. It wasn't his last thing in high school. Graduation is. Don't worry, I wasn't involved in that. He got to go to prom with you the next year anyway.
I didn't appreciate it when your boyfriend created a Xanga account called "Jenifersucks" (I have evidence, do not contradict this fact) and wrote malicious things about me on it, then tried to apologize for it. It's a fucking journal. It's just where I write things that are on my mind. If being ignored and ditched by people that I've known 8 and 11 years is on my mind, then that is what I'm going to write. It's not up to you or anyone else to tell me what is okay and not okay for me to write.
It was fine for you to write your entry. You should have "confronted" me first if you were having problems wtih me, like what you said in your blog on MySpace. Instead, you blogged about it. I already "confronted" you for the ditching, and THEN I wrote about it because nothing was being fixed. I dont' have a problem with you writing what's on your mind. That's what I do. But don't be a hypocrite about it.
Don't get mad because I didn't eat with you guys and hang out before prom with you guys for the senior year prom. Just don't. It wasn't my fault you guys tried to book limos too late. It wasn't my fault that you guys weren't with me. I had fun. I would not have had fun with you guys. Why? Because you talk to each other and each other only. I would have tried to join a conversation at its beginning and everything that I would have said would have been ignored. I know this from experience, please do not try to tell me otherwise.
And if bringing it up is immature, then why did this person blog about it? That sounds pretty hypocritical to me. I'm not bringing it up. I'm just trying to figure out what brought all of this on and what makes people think I was talking badly about them?
I'm a little bit better than that.
I'm just a little bit nicer than you.
I never wrote you a letter about not going somewhere with me and gave it to you via someone else because I was too chicken shit to do it. I wouldn't have enlisted another person to write it because I was too chicken shit to do it either. I would never have ditched you because any boyfriend of mine didn't like you. If that were the case, I wouldn't be hanging around you now anyway.
And I'm not jealous that you guys are still roommates and are still getting along. I didn't want to room with either of you anyway. I wanted to room with someone new so that I would get to meet other people. I was not afraid of rooming with a random person. I seriously could not care less if you guys were roommates for eternity. Trying to pull the jealousy card is a little bit silly, considering I have nothing to be jealous about.
And it's not like I hate you guys. I don't even dislike you. It's just upsetting that you guys think I'm still dwelling on things that happened two years ago when I'm not. It's upsetting that you guys jump to conclusions and think I don't include you when I could. You don't include me. It's not a big deal.
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