| Its not the best thing to come home to. I walk in the door and find all my dogs things gone. At first i thought mom moved him upstairs with her so she can take care of him while i was gone. I thought he could get better. He was for awile so mabey he just isn't feeling good right now. And everyone told me it will all be alright. Buddys gone. My mom had to put him down. Everyone called and told me they were sorry he had to go.
I don't feel it. I just don't seem able to believe that hes gone. Like hes on this long vacation and mabey i won't see him for awhile but he will come back. But I know that isn't true. But I feel like he isn't even gone. My aunt said that when i finally axcept that he gone I won't feel like he is still here. And even if in my mind he is only on a vacation i still miss him. My dog drove me crazy all the time. Anyone who lives with me knows. But it just dosen't seem as bad as i thought i was now. Not to get mushy but isn't it funny how the things you thought were the most important thing can seem so insinifigant later on. |
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| I must of had a burst off good luck but now its all gone. I am having a pretty bad day. My dog is not getting better anymore. He started to but then just stoped and just got worst faster. My dog is a skinny dog he can't aford to lose weight but he isn't eating now. Hes like skin and bones now. My dog never barks. But he barking now because he is in pain. I feel like a big meanie not being able to help him. Plus all this rain isn't helping not only is it making him feel bad with his arthritus but it is making me depressed. |
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| About 4 enterys ago i talked about this guy who i liked but could go out with cuz he was moving...well thats all changed. But let me start from the begining. At gym this guy who i have know for a few weeks wanted to hook up with me and i was like well since i am not doing anything with guy i like (Anthony) i might as well get involved with other guys. But i told the guy that we'll see. I go home and go for a walk to Pick It Deli but instead Anthony finds me and we start talking. He just happens to ask about the guy going on in my life. I told him about the guy that asked me out. He told me he didn't want me going out with other guys. But i told him he isn't my boyfriend so he has no in what i do. So in the end he changes that by asking me out and ofcorse i said yes. Today was a good day i was asked out by two guys. And one just happen to be the exact guy i like. Later on when i went home i thought i was just going to do hw for once. But i ended getting a call from Pauly that she wanted to hang. I guess i am just going to pull another late night of work. But my day was so good it dosen't matter. |
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| He is ALIVE!!!! My dog can live. There is a way to cure him. It going to take alot of work but we can do it. We have to keep giving him medison and make sure he drink enough water even if we have to force him. I feel mean having to get all stricked on him but if it is what i have to do to keep him alive then ill do it. I never knew how many people cared untill i went out on the street the other day and everyone was there wanting to know how i was and how buddy was. I want to thank everyone who was there for me. I hope i can return the favor. |
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| I am so SCARED. My dog Buddy is sick. We took him to the vets and whatever the test say will tell us if we have to put him down or not. I can't take it. I don't know if I want to be there when they tell us or not. Mom said if they say it is something serious they we have to put him down. And i know this because it was what we did with our cat but it dosen't make this easier. Mom almost put him down today but i stared to get so upset she decided to wait for the test results. Bit if the test results come back bad I am going to feel bad that i made him suffer longer. I don't know what i am going to do. I think I actualy want to go to school today to keep busy and not worry. But I don't want to start crying in school either. I also found out my dog has gone blind and death. This is so much to take i am going nuts. Mom kept asking me what I wanted to do. Whether or not we should put the dog down. What was i aspose to tell her. Kill him so he isn't suffering. I know it wrong to want him to keep living. But I couldn't say it so i let her make the decisions. |
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