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Name: chris
Country: United States
State: Oklahoma
Birthday: 8/20/1986
Gender: Male
Interests: playin guitar, sk8bording, masturbation, not really, looking at chics from a distance. Bands i like; senses fail, hawthorne heights, avenged sevenfold, from autumn to ashes, my chemical romance, nofx, the vandals, as i lay dying, norma jean, atreyu, bleed the dream. Not much up for rap-it hurts my head. m.s.i. modest mouse, franz ferdinand, mewithoutyou, rammstein, thrice, finch, cky, ill nino. Anything with bad ass guitar. 80's metal, jimi hendrix, stevie ray vaughn, metallica, the used, killswitch engage, lamb of god, pantera, midwest revolution, rise against, anti-flag, former death of a prophet, fear the clown, pennywise, taking back sunday, thursday, primus, breaking benjamin. Thats just some of them.
Expertise: mental ejaculation
Occupation: Student
Industry: Government
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  graphiculsk8r
Yahoo:  xmetalsk8rx
Member Since:
1/6/2005
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| man its ben to damn long since i've ben on this thing. i really don't like doin this anymore. i've got better things to do like watch my pubic hair grow. thats fun. but seriously, alot of shit has went down and im not up for typin it all but i got my own place and i've had 3 cars since the nissan. gotta lil red dodge truck now. i wash windows for a living. 10 bux an hour isn't to bad at all. just ended a year and 3 month relationship. DRAMA. i don't have the friends i used to. that sux. just grew apart and went our ways. my hair isn't so damn crazy. its still wicked but, i think i went to far with the blonde and black. i regret that one. i got a gnarly mohawk after that and kept that forever. now i just got the top part of a mohawk. its long.it looks kinda weird to but thats alright. im down. i still listen to the same music. except i don't have the money or the way to listen to them still so in a way, i don't listen to them. but i want to. man i just said i wasn't gonna do this. HAHA tricked ur bitch ass's. i got my own place. lil apartment in guthrie, its wicked nice and cheap. life has gotten alot better since i got kicked out. me and the parents are gettin along. i can cus around them now which is awsome because more then half my vocabulary is cus words. i cant help it. but im gettin bored so later nugka's | | |
| whats goin on my furry butt fucked friends? how are you guys? its been going pretty good for me. things are definetly lookin up. i've started to get 2 new tattoo's. im getting "C" on each foot. 2 c's for my initials. im bein a test subject for my brother and it seems like its working out pretty good. im not disappointed with em at all. i've only got half of a "c" b/c the tat gun fugged up but its alright. and my lip piercings are doin good. im loving them. in a more personal region. im alright. im still feeling down but my new good friend is helping me along. work has been a beyatch here lately. my friend tyler is working with me now so thats gonna be some havoc up in the chicken cookin area. sorry i haven't posted much. i've been busy and working and school and hangin out with some old friends. i've slowed down on the sk8n. i haven't had time to, and when i do get time, its shitty weather. that always happens. my car is still kickin some righteous ass. im gettin myself a system in the next couple of weeks. i just want loud music playin when i pull up somewhere so people can be like..."ah shit, its chris....leave his ass" know what im talkin about? i don't think you do!! haha, im gonna get outta here. im tired. later kids!! | | |
| hello there peoples. things are starting to get better. im living with my grandma now so i can watch over her. i like it already. but im trying/starting to get over my grandpa passing away. it was horrible for me and it sucked when i lost control of things a few days ago. im still confused about some things. im thinkin about others, its alot of brain work and i get alot of headaches now. im starting to hang out with my old friends from freshmen year. its been great so far. just talkin about the old times and what not. lol....old times. anyways, thats about it for me. later gangsta's | | |
| things aren't so good right now. i've been feeling alot better but i can't think of anything else but this. I've already lost something special to me b/c of it. I don't like it. I hope i can get over it. I've lost all my energy in wanting to do something. I don't want to go outside. i just want to be with my family and just be alone. i hate whats goin on. Its made me feel like i've never felt before. its like carelessness. but i dont know. im just confused. i've got my friends and family to help me through it. my friends have helped out alot. i epreciate them very much. some i never expected them to be there when im down but they were. my family has always been there. the thing thats pisses me off is the majority of the family is talking about the stuff they want. they're not thinkin about the fact that my grandpa's gone. they want his valuables and his belongings. i find that quite disrespectful. i think so anyways. the only people who aren't wanting anything is my grandma and me. im pissed off b/c of that. i just don't know anymore. i had always said " i don't know what i'd do if my grandpa died." and its true, i don't. he was like a father to me. he raised me since i was born. i never had a real father. my step dad came around when i was 7 but he drove a truck so much i never got to see him so my grandpa was there. he raised me to be the person i am today. | | |
| today has been the worst day ever. Im sitting there in 6th hour and i get a note to call my mom. I call her and she tells me my grandfather has passed away. At that moment i drop the phone, run back to class, i grad my stuff and throw em in my locker and jet to my car and i got 75 miles an hour all the way to the house. I got to see him before they took him so im really glad i got my last goodbye. I'll definetly miss him. He's been like a father to me my whole life. He raised me to be the person i am today. I'll miss him forever. but i can't let this get to me. i always said i wouldn't know what to do when he passes away. he did and im lost now. everything in life right now is super stressful then this comes along. its not good but i can't let it keep me down. i'll loose all ambition. i won't have very many entries anymore. i've officially moved out. talk to u when i can
REST IN PEACE - Donald Lee Conant
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