| im back.
it hurts to say that.
im sick of this cycle.
leaving and coming back. its sickening.
i quit dance at the beginning of this summer. precisely because of this, but it looks like it wont leave.
no one finds out this time. not my girlfriend. no one. it will be harder though, last time i had someone suporting me.
not anymore.
school is about to start.
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| i havent eaten for 3 days
and i dont plan on ever eating again
i can no longer cut...
so this is where all my emotions will go
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| i havent gone anywhere, im just sharing a xanga with my best friend
a way to keep motivated
the xanga is
keep_me_from_myself
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| im back, and this time for good, i dont even want to look healthy, i
want to be fragile, i want my face sunken in i want bruises, i want to
be all bones
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| i want someone to punch me in the face and give me a black eye...just
so that people i see will ask me how i got it..and i can lie about it
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