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| Confession: I'm head over heels for a girl... does that make me lesbian? maybe not. bisexual maybe... she has a way of making me feel so.... loved... so protected... so right...but we got in a fight yesterday and now... well i'm sure she's not interested in talking to me for a while... why is it that I feel like I can have a connection with someone and then it happens to be a girl... and then ... it all goes wrong? whats up with...
she played guitar for me... and it was just the best feeling in the world... the way the music felt... the way it sounded... and her voice...
sorry-- not interested in boys anymore...can't believe I actually have a crush ... a BIG crush... HEAVY crush on a girl... who would have thought.
oh man I met her ex... awkward!... more awkward moment... when she told me I remind her of her ex and she confuses us in her head.... not a cool feeling.. made me feel like shit...
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| about to pack my things up to get ready to leave tomorrow... it sucks, I just want to be on vacation!... or just a conference attender... I should be a "seat filler" for all kinds of conferences.
Watched "good luck chuck" today. pretty funny.
not ready for my exams!... oh well it happesn.
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| at a conference at walt disney world resort in orlando fl. fully paid! :) my cousin got married today... gave her a bachelorette party last night in my hotel room... got tiaras and bling bling from walgreens. Had ice cream sandwiches... stayed up late... woke up early and i'm beat... i still have yet to study for my exam on Thursday and Saturday.... and I want to go out with my friends tomorrow... would be a shame to make it all the way here and not enjoy it. Got a roommate today... not as cool as Steph. did my cousin's hair for her wedding, made a veil... and had a good time...
she pulled into the yard... (backyard intimate wedding) in a Jaguar. rolled down the window and was looking all hot... she cried... my dad gave her away and he cried... (if you're keeping track, my dad has given 2 girls away in the last 6 months...) ceremony was pretty long for just being simple by the pastor... but I guess pastors are know to talk forever! and say AMEN a lot!....
got lots and lots of pictures to share! my cousin introduced me to the groom's brother... kind of had a crush on him... just b/c his brother loves my cousin so much... does that make sense? i'm talking about wishing that someone could feel the way the groom feels about my cousin. :) or :(... false hope that in my crush thinking that he had potential... eh... thats what happens... just having crushes... dude he just turned 21 like a week ago... then again i've dated younger than that...haa... okay procrastinating... my face burns so much!...... don't know if i'm sun burned and peeling, allergies or just plain skin irritation from being somewhere new... dang it my roommate beat me to the sink... i was just about to go finish getting ready for bead.
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| PHEW, I took part one of my number theory exam, I feel like I did fairly well, but then again, I was just literally BSing my way through it... just from photo-memory. at any rate, I was considering dropping, but who knows... can't give up until I know there's no way to pass.
I'm super tired. and really can't take anymore number theory.... but here goes... just another hour to study tonight... then tomorrow morning... and we'll see where it takes me... man i need to get out on the open road and bike a long distance at faster MPH....
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