| Wow I havn't updated in a while. Probably because no one reads these things or maybe just that Xanga died like 17 years ago. Either of the two, Its been a while.
So How has everyone been? Good, I'd like to think.
The dreaded TAKS took place today, which was quite upseting, considering the fact that TAKS is gay. And I truly did not feel like working on a 60 question test today. But yeah, it was ridiculous. I just didnt have a good experience with it this year. Most of the time its ookayy. But today was just not the TAKS day. Whatever. Better now than later. So psh.
Today is Tuesday. And I have Guitar tonight, but I'm going to be a slacker and not go, mainly beacuse I feel like passing out, and I want a nap.
Easter has come and gone. But the "EASER EXPERIENCE" was really good, I think Adam really presented in a very good way. He made you think, and get into everyone else's skin. But I'm beginning to find, I really like that. To look at things from different places. See how everything else is. Like people in different countries and all? I think it would be so cool to go somewhere [AFRICA] and go serve children, and be a missionary. And actully suffer, and actully feel hunger, and sickness. I really want to do that. No kidding, I'm consdiering on having that be my 'job' when I get older. You know...Like a nurse? but a missionary. And + I'm like in love with nature and adore it, so that would be cool. I mean, Who says I cant do it? I'm tired of people underestimating me, so I'm going to do it. And everyone will be like "I never though Haley would do that." And I'll pop in and be like "Yeah, dis. I could, and I did." I have more confidence in myself now, not like a conceded or whatever, but you know, believing I can accomplish things. I say all this, again, because no one reads it anyway. Hahha.
And, I have a new obsession with Mae. Like, I think I'm in love. ah. I lovelovelovethem. :D
I sound like I just got a new boyfriend. "I think I love him!" hhahh. NO. If Mae was my boyfriend [hha, if a band was my boyfriend] I would probably never see any of you guys again. I would probably go into somekind of nerolectic [& I so just made that up] shock and never talk again.
Oh yeah. Boyfriends. Hah, no. I've had several people ask me: "Haley, Why dont you go out with anyone"
So pretty much...I havnt really been 'asked out' in some time, but really thats not my resoning. The way I look at it, I'm not going to date someone that I hardly know. And if me and this other one, isnt close, and I cant talk to him...Then what am I dating him for anyway? No reason. exactly. I mean, I'm not saying I have to disect him to date him, because in the process I would like to get to know him BETTER. But, he cant be some complete stranger either. Maybe God has made it to where I dont need to be dating anyone, currently. I mean apparently, beacause it has been like wo years, but you know. I mean, I've spotted some that I find interesting, and would maybe consider getting to know a little better, most I dont think they are feeling the same. But thats cool. Whatever you know? I mean, I dont need a guy to make me happy. Besides the only guy I can trust anyway is my dad. But whatever, he'll come. maybe. Pst. [moreonthatsubject]
Not ONLY that, but when you get serious with a guy, you are tempted to do things. and everyone [the everyone that isnt reading this] knows what I am talking about. You like this person and you want more. But I'm not going to do that, thats why thats not a problem to, I dont have someone to have sex with...so i'm not having sex! I'm staying pure until marriage. I dont care about all the judgemental parents and adults out there saying "Well, you dont know..." Excuse me, yes I do. Just because you didnt, doesnt mean I dont. The only reason I would have sex was if I were to raped or some weird thing like that. But I KNOW if I will be willingly giving my virginity away. I DO know, so all the people that doubt me, can suck it. Purity is a very massive thing for me. I know what I am doing.
And modesty. but...whatever. =]
okay, thats enough. i'm not here to spill myself.
So people who like to complain about updating of the xanga, can read this with their nothing lifes, staying on xanga. Especially when MySpace™ is better. Hahhha. yeah check that out, I'll postalink. Well, I ota be going. So have wonderful weeks, and everything.
Goodbye. 
When was the night
that showed us the sign?
Revealed in the sky, to leave all behind.
But where to begin? throwing caution to the wind,
We reached for the stars, everything was now ours.
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But yeah, I had...Fun.