Amazing. My pyshic Nikki said i was going to move far away. I didn't believe that one bit. 2 years ago, almost 3 i moved to be with my girl. Actually she is my Wife, we have two kids.

Meet Kola and Yukee

We lived with her dad for year and half and now we finally out and livin in our OWN sweet ass pad. Looking back at the stuff i wrote, its just amazing how our Lord plans work. I am complete, and happy i found exactly what i wanted, He blessed me with a girl with all the qualities i needed. a girl whos downe and loyal. I thank the Lord for leading me the way to her. It just goes to show that if you believe he will answer your prayers. Just be patient! trust me!

My parents know about me, and my bro and i got hella tighter, and, i am finacially free from all my credit cards except for one,(so i can keep a good credit), I have a wonderful girlfriend, own place, sweet ass job here, whats to complain about????? Life is good.

Pictures of my wife and fam

1.halloween 2004 2.My birthday 2005 3.Pride 2005 4. halloween 2005 5.kola sleepin. 6. ma n baby

Im back !!. This summers been hella fun....but its almost over!! =(. Remeber...the late nights, meeting up wit new people, gay clubbing, smokin up, truth or dare, cards, bubble teas, sunny dayz, girls!, beaches, drinks, being gay!!! haha, laughters, wings, bp, and red, shopping, bowling, eating out, being broke! ice cream, touching molesting each other lol, pool, checking out girls, dramaz.

It aint gonna be like this forever, somtimes gotta learn to cheerish the momments that go by so quick. Before you can realize what's happening it could be gone, within a blink of an eye. and it will never be the same. Whats been real is...im finally with people who appreciate who i am..and know about how i  am...and they respect that. Because maybe cause their gay too. Just its been cool hanging with people like yourself. Now your happy.

I am looking for a girlfriend. and when i say this..people might say im hella picky. But why be with someone who you aren't interested in. Someone you have nothing in common with . The girl im looking for will knock me off my feet. When i meet her. you'll see the effort. If i dont think she worth the effort. I leave it. Not only that..i think its time i take care of myself. I've always put myself into the position of getting hurt. And I've gained nothing but pain. But when the time comes i'll know.

Other than that..life is going smoothly. =). Been slipping a little from family tym...but i got that in check...oh and I just gotta watch my spending habits. a 20 dollar meal aint realli necessary is it?. Dont think so. But yeah putaz...werk is beginning to get on ma nerves. The superviors are on your ass constantly and being nagged like that mann..thas the worst thing you can do to me. It gets me hella heated when someone nags at me like that. lol.

so guess it ends here folks........till next time..

Dayum so whats good?. Haven't written here in a while. Since i finally have time on my hands, let's do some updating on this mothaaaaaa...LOL Anyways folks... as usual stayin well away from drama. Life is good! I've realized many things about myself.. Lived and Learned. Life goes on. Met a lot of new people along the way. Its been real. The only shittay thing that happened recently was the car. Smoke started coming outta the steering wheel...and to find out...the ignition n the starter blew. Great. ah well i aint paying ..its my bro! haaaaaaaaaah ...lol well its his fault cause he set up the system wrong. Lately I've been werking a lot too...cause our store is doin hella renovations and its tiring...mann...and theres this white guy named Simon..came from a different store to help with the Reno. and dayumm i swear....sumbody needs to murder that foo...i hate dat bitch..he gets on ma dayum nerves everytym i see his stupid ass face. "Hey that glass has fingerprints on it. can u do sumthing about it? " *pumps fistssS* oOooo...Like biaaaaaAtch YOU SEE. WHY DONT YOU DO IT!?...He can see i was busy..with other things..but yet...arggggh..*punches the wall* LOL frustrations. its all good tho. He walking around like he the shit..freakin white boy...on the upside of the reno...they hired morepeople. with more people more girls ;)...hahaha..dayum..folks Anyways...thas about it..trying to enjoy life..and enjoy what i got..and try to make friends with everyone as possible. I wanna go gay clubbing!. ok thas it for now. lateer putaaaazzzzz! 

Im officially done English 12!. YES!!!. I did my exam this morning. BUT FUCK...i don't think i did so good. "Discuss the contrast in the poem"....First of all. what da hell is contrast? I KNOW THAT!..WHAT IS it? ....but i forgot it. I usually forget things when i need em. stupidddd.*slaps forehead*.I'm stupid. I didnt even finish the freaking paragraph. Then the short story was so gay...made sum good bull kaka up though haha hopefully..its good enough to get a decent mark...Plus the distractions mannnn..... you know how summers here and all....lol.ma fav time of the year...you see more ass and legs n breasts thighs...and  wings....hahahha i was talking about CHICKEN!!!!...( what you think i was talkin about? lol ;)  )..anyways.in front of me was this fione ass asian girl that dayummM...n then to ma left was this sexy white girl...dat had her skirt up to there. so tell me..how you gonna try and get a good mark with those distractions?. hahaha. 

What else is up?. Been meeting some girls from here...and its been fun..hehehe....wow and me n xty thought we were alone =).  We trying to get all these vancity girls out so we can chill and have sum gay fun.. hahaaa.. Went drinking with these gay girls an asian one n white girl.

Dayum i know i've seid this for the 10th millionth time.....I NEED TO WERK OUT!!!!!...HOLY SHIT ....for realzzzzz now....ma belly startin to bulge out. haha seriousllly...i need like a werkout partna....get me motivated..stay outta fastfood n da whole deal. Maybe i'lll get this shit down this week. maybe get sum muscles 2 or something. I feel so weak. LOL. This week Vancouvers been having the crazyiest weatherss...sum nights i couldn't sleep cause i had no fan =T. and my room felt like a sauna. I've been hella selfish with my parents. Ima give up my room for them tonite. and sleep in the living room..where the temp. is worse. ahh....its ok.. so anyways thats it.! Im out.

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In slow motion Im picking up my pieces and walking back into the dark..thru the sunset is where im going...where my heart and future lies. hopefully i will wait till the day i get mines. But in the meantime i will be the clown ...laughing and smiling. because don't want people to know the pain runs deep. Im laughing cause noone knows the joke is on me.

Whats new ...haven't written in here for a while...i usually only write here when i want to vent out something, but i don't really have anything on my  mind right now. Nothings new...same old shit...living...TRying to live day by day..lol mmm im thinkin back 2 days ago...when we went to the casino with nikki..she was telling us a story about when she first came to canada from thailand because she didn't know how to order from mcdonalds.....hahaha....anywayys shes like...i always wanted to order the fish sandwich....shes like...how do u say dat.....im like ...."fillet fish.." shes like..."flowwwing poLLwing...fayyyying fhayinggg.....FfiHAUhsdfhs PISH"...maUHAHAHAAAAA!!!!!! it took her ten mins jus on dat werdddd.......HOLY SHIT that was HALARIOUS.....lol i guess theese are one of the stories where you had to be there....hehehhehe

dayum i really wanna go see sheirk 2............anyone wanna come with me =T?....what a beautiful today...it would be soo nice to go to the beach....have a nice lil picnac...but guess what..i gotta go to werkkkkkkkk.......lol...haaaaa..thas it for now.bye!