there's always that one person that will always have your heart, you never see it coming cuz you're blinded from the start, know that you're that one for me it's clear for everyone to see, oh baby...you will always be my boo.

-usher

sometimes...i lay on my bed, in my room, and stare at the ceiling. somehow, doing that, i can find some reasonable explanation for things. this time...i couldn't find one. i layed there for hours...and still i sit here with an unaswered question. why lie? you could have just told me the truth. i thought we were both better then that. i don't know...i guess i just wanted so bad for it to be "us." bad enough that i didn't bother to stop and see how you felt. i'm sorry if i did a wrong. i just wish i could go back and take all the things i did so i can make things right between us again. i still don't understand. give me a chance...

-annie ann

geez. i'm so confused right now. my weekend was a wreck. i got so many things rambling through my head, it's hard to keep track of what's going on around me. nothing ever turns out the way i picture it. just when i think everything's all peachy keen...someone always has to go and fart on it. it's impossible to keep myself happy, sure i always smile a lot and crack jokes, but that's only to hide how much i'm hurting. i just wish that for once something can turn out the way i plan. when you really care about someone am i right when i say that you want them near? and if you care as much as i do, you wouldn't give up. i put my heart out there. maybe i didn't get what i wanted in return, but only time can tell what will happen next. maybe there's still a chance. maybe...

-ann

howdy. ahh i finally went to practice today. i'm contemplating on whether or not i should quit. i don't know but, so much for sleeping in this weekend, i freakin have practice in the morning and on labor day. it's ridiculous. but yeah. hmm...this week went okay i guess. i was just happy it was my birthday! woot woot! holla! lol. i'm so confused right now, well actually...i'm frustrated. skip that, i'm confrustrated. i don't know how to explain it. i have so many things going through my mind it's hard to stay focused. the only thing that should be on my mind is...GRADUATING. dude...i'm freakin failing economics. c'mon with a teacher like mr. peirce, it's hard to concentrate...i tend to just zone out. the guy doesn't even have a clue what he's talking about. it's ridiculous. i need to bring that up somehow. oh my...and english...i'm on the edge of failing. i need to get myself together, seriously. i'm a procrastinator so...hopefully i bring up my grades at the last minute. man...john goes to johansen. i miss him like crazy. ahh! why the heck did he have to transfer our senior year? yeah well i feel like i'm boring you guys. i'll cut it here.

-annie ann