it seems i've been fooling myself again

into thinking maybe someone would care, but i was clearly mistaken

when should someone care

when should they not

i find myself caring about too many things

because i believe that everything matters in someway

to whoever is telling me something

i try to push myself to be interested in what they are interested in

and to see what it is that interests them

i wait

but.....do they care that i care

i realized that you wouldnt care about the things i care about

nor would you care about what i'd like to discuss in passing

because it would be deemed insignificant and unintelligent

what is common sense, what is logic

does everything need to make sense

once again i am questioning why

because all i have are the thoughts in my mind and the feelings coursing through me

trying to learn, trying to care