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Name: kayla
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: Perry County
Birthday: 2/25/1989
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Friday, September 05, 2008

why can't i be satisfied?

i'm annoying myself...

no song as of yet.


Wednesday, September 03, 2008



Antisaint

by Chevelle
Visit again white elephant
Who sent you to loom
Shall we sever everything
Ponder this while we ponder why
He's starting to follow crows
And climbing the ladder
Somewhere out to
Really begin to scare
And plotting to comb the grounds
With a fine tooth comb

You poor little antisaint
You poor little antisaint
You poor little antisaint

Nothing to say for the last time
Just want to sink his will
Like a predator's prey in the cold
Slowly starts to show

Assurance is what they need
Hold the lion until its fed
It's still only morning
But the fly's surfaced

You poor little antisaint
You poor little antisaint
You poor little antisaint
You poor little antisaint

The stakes are too low
We may not need any
Course we never feared it
And if you couldn't tell
That the cleverest acting
Was the lying by you
Was the lying by you
Was the lying by you

You poor little antisaint
You poor little antisaint
You poor little antisaint
You poor little antisaint


Sunday, August 24, 2008

i'm so stupid sometimes


though i don't know what i would've said even if i could've talked to you...

it's probably for the best.

besides, you confuse me


Empty Walls

by Serj Tankian

Your empty walls 
Your empty walls
Pretentious adventures
Dismissive apprehension
Don't waste your time
On coffins today
When we decline
From the confines of our mind
Don't waste your time
On coffins today

Don't you see their bodies burning
Desolate and full of yearning
Dying of anticipation
Choking from intoxication
Don't you see their bodies burning
Desolate and full of yearning
Dying of anticipation
Choking from intoxication

I want you to be left behind those empty walls
Taught you to see from behind those empty walls

Those empty walls
When we decline
From the confines of our mind
Don't waste your time
On coffins today

Don't you see their bodies burning
Desolate and full of yearning
Dying of anticipation
Choking from intoxication
Don't you see their bodies burning
Desolate and full of yearning
Dying of anticipation
Choking from intoxication

I want you to be left behind those empty walls
Taught you to see from behind those empty walls

Want you to be left behind those empty walls
I taught you to see from behind those empty walls

From behind those empty walls
From behind those empty walls
The walls
From behind those empty walls

I loved you yesterday
Before you killed my family

Don't you see their bodies burning
Desolate and full of yearning
Dying of anticipation
Choking from intoxication
Don't you see their bodies burning
Desolate and full of yearning
Dying of anticipation
Choking from intoxication

I want you to be left behind those empty walls
Taught you to see from behind those empty walls

I want you to be left behind those empty walls
I taught you to see from behind those empty walls

From behind those empty walls
From behind those walls
From behind those walls
Those walls
Those walls





Wednesday, July 30, 2008

so... last week, work was really slow. it's been really slow lately... makes it ten times worse.

but, interesting enough... a guy gave me his phone number ... i didn't call him. other than the fact that he was a complete stranger, he was also there with his girlfriend... or at least that's what we all thought.

and sunday night, i went to the 3 doors down, staind, and hinder concert with brian. that was a lot better than i expected. and a lot different than what i thought it'd be like....

and here's some big news.... from the looks of it, i will only be going to scad for one more quarter. yes, that's right... no more georgia for me. financially, it was impossible for me to go there for 4 years and then be able to live on my own. there's no way... i would've been back in perry county, living with my parents... not making films. so... i'm going to be transferring. most likely to messiah, but i'm not positive.


this is an awesome song that is on the trailer for the watchmen.. which also looks awesome.

The Beginning is the End is the Beginning

by The Smashing Pumpkins

Send a heartbeat to
The void that cries through you
Relive the pictures that have come to pass
For now we stand alone
The world is lost and blown
And we are flesh and blood disintegrate
With no more to hate

Is it bright where you are
Have the people changed
Does it make you happy you're so strange
And in your darkest hour
I hold secrets flame
We can watch the world devoured in it's pain

Delivered from the blast
The last of a line of lasts
The pale princess of a palace cracked
And now the kingdom comes
Crashing down undone
And I am a master of a nothing place
Of recoil and grace

Is it bright where you are
Have the people changed
Does it make you happy you're so strange
And in your darkest hour
I hold secrets flame
We can watch the world devoured in it's pain

Time has stopped before us
The sky cannot ignore us
No one can separate us
For we are all that is left
The echo bounces off me
The shadow lost beside me
There's no more need to pretend
Cause now I can begin again

Is it bright where you are
Have the people changed
Does it make you happy you're so strange
And in your darkest hour
I hold secrets flame
We can watch the world devoured in it's pain
Strange
Strange
Strange


Wednesday, July 23, 2008

so something that i thought would happen, happened. kind of sucks, but at the same time doesn't. but i was right the entire time. oh well.

oh...so amazon.com sucks and suckered me into buying a bunch of cds (they were all under 10 bucks! how could i not buy them!)... so i can't wait for them to get here music heaven.

1,000,000

by Nine Inch Nails
Kind of hard
Hard to see
When you crawl
On your hands and your knees
With your face
In the trough
Wait your turn
While they finish you off
Don't know when it started
Don't know how
Should have found out
Should have happened by now
Got these lines
On my face
After all this time
And I still haven't found my place

I jump from every rooftop
So high so far to fall
I feel a million miles away
I don't feel any thing at all

I wake up
On the floor
Start it up again
Like it matters anymore
I don't know
If it does
Is this really all
That there ever was?
Put the gun
In my mouth
Close your eyes
Blow my brains out
Pretty patterns
On the floor
That's enough for you
But I still need more
More, more

I jump from every rooftop
So high so far to fall
I feel a million miles away
I don't feel any thing at all

I don't feel any thing
I don't feel any thing
I don't feel any thing...




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