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Name: faith_walker450
Country: Taiwan
Birthday: 1/18/1972
Gender: Male
Interests: Like golf? How about Friday night poker? What about singing "LIVING LA VIDA LOCA" in the shower.....what, don't everyone? Don't forget....Brown Suga Eggplant baby!
Expertise: Thought provoking, word speaking, jive talking, poem scribbling and on and on till the break of dawn......
Occupation: Retired
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  blee450
MSN: blee450
ICQ:  199595991
Member Since:
3/7/2003
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| Missin' You...Dang girl......I miss you tons......
I think about you almost daily
It brings me to smile in remembering you
Soon.....
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| Lovin' It......i love it....my work is so quick and fast and things and people come at you at an
incomprehensible speed, i love the fact that you have to always be on
your feet and think quickly on the go. it's different everyday and
never dull. i have a deadline to meet each day and once we finish with
today then there's another for tomorrow. it never ends. other people can plan their week and spread out the workload but that's a luxury i can't afford.
i guess it's
not the work because it can be repetitive and robotic but to hear
people say you did a good job or excellent and many thank yous makes me
content in the heart and happy with my skinny pay check. to be able to feel that even if they crash, burn and all
die in a ball of flames.....at least they will have the memory of their last airport flight check-in experience was a pleasant one
before they had to eternally check out. ahahhahahaha that was a good
one....i make myself crack up with that one..........
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| It ain't never easy...i am pulled to act a certain way, the right way towards someone that, well...irk me in every sense. i innately decided to avoid this person and maybe in that way he and i don't have to have stress but then i realize the stress is all on me because there is no boundaries with him and he don't know when to stop and just chill out. to lead by example i have to bite my tongue and not say anything back. my silence leads him to believe that it's a sign of weakness. oh my good lad, how much you are mistaken. do you not know what strength it takes for me to discipline myself not to just blow up.
in service this sunday i thought to myself and was touch by God that i should instead letting this resentment towards this person grow that i should change my ways and my thinking of him and help him out. i decided to act more than just civil but actually nice to this so called brother. twice i tried to approach him to converse with him about how i can help him with ANYTHING. twice with no results. i wouldn't say it was a failure but i guess it just takes time. he just in my mind need A LOT of growing up to do.
as we were bathing in the sun outside of church he started cracking off this and that. the very thing i was fighting to resent him for. man this brother just don't make it easy on me for goodness sake. in the end, i know what i am SUPPOSE to do and how i am SUPPOSE to act but man......dang doode he's just difficult and a professional prick, how do one get like that? can't he tell i am already ignoring him to avoid conflict and argument?
i don't know where i stand with this now. i had enough of this hurting and stabbing, should i return to just avoidance and distancing and ignoring his comments or should i keep on keepin' on with being patient with him and hoping he grows up soon and act right before he gets smacked right.....ain't nothing easy eh Jesus?
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| Ain't Nothing Like Itis it more the routine of this i dig or is it the daily regiment that intrigues me so. not quite sure if it's the people or the job that keeps me there. can it be the rush of getting the assignments done and pushing the plane on time? certainly it can't be the constant deadline and arduous tasks i am bound to. the scare of making mistakes and doing wrong surely aren't something i look forward to. being chewed out don't please me and it ain't one of my favorite things to do to someone else neither. yet here i am still at sfo and lovin' each day i am there. how weird eh. my hours are whacked and days off are non-consecutive. there is no weekends really for me and don't even talk about fridays, i have none. think i have too many mondays tho.
usually my shift ends about 930pm but this night due to some mechanical leakage problems with one of the 12 brakes i stayed until 2am. what an event it turned out to be. had to call this person to get this and that person to get that truck. defuel the plane and transfer the fuel for even balance. a lot of waiting around. we HAD to fly tonight. there was not one single hotel room available in sf. nowhere to send the 300 passengers if we offloaded them all. fortunately after waiting and waiting and then some more we got the "OK" from the engineer to go go go. finally i can go home.......personally with a brake fluid leakage like that, shooty shoot shoot, couldn't pay me to fly in that plane. they some brave souls.......
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YOU UNDERDIG WHAT I BE SPEAKALIZING....?
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