omg it has be a long time since i have been on xanga. i dont believe it. well anyways i graduated from high school thank god. cause i hated my school. and im going to college soon. i cant wait. but yra my best friend left me for florida. i cant believe she left me. shes such a bitch. but i still love ya girl. but yea anyways, so bored here and the fucking bronx. there is like nothing to do. its umbelievable. but i dont have much more to say to im gonna go. talk to you soon.

Well i am havin a five day weekend becuz wed was patricks prom and it was madd fun. but poor patrick cant dance. but i was dancin all nite. and then afterwards we went to his friend Denise's house. patrick brought vodka but to tell u the truth i didnt have any i wanted too but i didnt. oh n i got home madd late too it was lik 3 when i got home didnt except to get home that early but oh well. and i didnt go to skool thrusday yay for me. i missed 3 tests i heard but who cares, i hate skool anyway. ill jus make it up when i got back to skool on tues. oh and tonite is gonna be madd borin cuz my friend amanda is goin to a invite party. and my friend katie graduated from H.S today and shes goin out to eat with her family then 2morrow shes goin to Miami for a graduation present, so shes not gonna be here till wed. Great!!! now what. i cant even seem to get in touch with any of my friends. and my moms out so u know what that means, the devil and her kids are here. so basically im gonna be bored all nite. Ugh!!!!! what am i goin to do now. well ill try to survive the nite and see how it goes. TTYL. BYE.

hey its me, ive lik been dead. i havnt been online in like fukkin 2 weeks. i rlly wanted to wait to go online beacause of all this bullshyt. but im back n i aint goin anywhere.

so let me tell u wats been goin on. school has been sucha bust. i hate school and everyone in it. i rlly do . everyone is so fake i cant stand it. it makes me wanna kill 'em all. i hate school so much. the people in my class rlly have no respect for me. lik today fat ass faget marshall hit me today. n they he tried to play it off to mrs. ross like he didnt touch me n i hit him. n dumbass jessica got her goddamn 2cents into it. like it involved her. n to tell u the true ms. phillips didnt do shit.

but this week was annoyin. 1st off my daddy was away for a week with joanna. n i missed him so much. cuz 2nd of all he left me with the devil n the devil's kids. n many ppl know who im talkin about. linda, matt, n kat.

well i guess that that was all for now not much rlly happened in 2 weeks to be surprised. i know my life is rlly borin. but w.e ill ttyl. byezzz.

wow i havnt updated in a while, but it dont matterr nun excitin has happened neway, but i saw patrick this weekend, yay for me!!! last monday was a disaster, n so was tuesday, got detention on wednesday, n thursday was actually quiet. n friday was too.

monday was so horrible. i got pestered so much and i cried it wasnt pretty. tuesday was kinda the same jus worse i cried throughout most of the day. and wednesday i got detention for somethin i didnt do of course. thrusday was good it was quiet n i had a good day. fri was jus the same.

yesterday was great nick got detention, n that made my day. good for him he diserves it cuz hes an immature asshole n he needs to fuckin grow up n get a life. but it was funny n he yelled at me n said it wasnt but it was cuz he doesnt learn n i told him "no it is funny cuz ur madd immature n u need to grow up n shut up n get a life". i said exactly wat u just read before.

but neways that was my week n weekend hopefully ill hav a better week this week.

today was like the worst day ever. i got so upset. i rlly hate school so much. i cant stand it anymore. i rlly dont think i can lst another year at that school.

but neways lik i was sayin. it was rlly bad. i got upset cuz nick told me we couldn't be friends nemore and he said it was because i fucked up cuz i cudn't keep my mouth shut. and i agree on some extent. my mouth has gotten me into alot of trouble alot ot times. but thats the only thin i agree with to some extent.

but neways i got rlly upset in religion and no one in the class seemed to care at all they jus laughed at me cuz i was cryin in class. n i got so upset cuz no one gave a fuckin shit about me. its rlly bullshit. and nick told me we cudnt be friends no more and i got upset from that n mostly cuz thats not the 1st time i fucked up. and i got upset cuz of that.

but neway, i cant talk bout it nemore cuz it makes me too upset. but watever ill try to get trou it. talk to u lata.