Hmmm..Change song (Should start if u visit i guess)

      Wonder if anyone listens to this band, il keep yall guessing. No lyrics this time.

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             Well, the concert was wonderful, bought two cd's, my sweater still smells like smoke though, man, they dont check at the door, and there was this guy smoking  weed in there, like right next to me.  Blah, well, anywayz, saturday was fun too, stayed out crusing and looking at different things like we stopped and looked at the tree in front of city hall.  The ornaments are like basketball size, well, there was some funny stuff done there. we skated on a bunch of platforms over a manmade pond, and grinding and junk.  We board slided and 50/50.  Im trying to learn how to 5.0.  but oh well.

          Nice weekend, but last weekend was better, I got my mind off of alot of things...My ears still hurt from when i got jumped, i think  i have hearing loss, i have to go to the doctor, they hurt when i sing even, so it takes alot from me to even sing for about over two weeks now, my ears start ringing and buzzing like if some bomb went off.

Change of pace, bleep broke up with griller yesterday, and bleep doesn't care, but griller does and didn't want to break up with bleep. 

Bleep/Griller---fake names for real people.

Back to doing crazy things.Living life.  Yes next weekend is party again.  Well, its two times a month the buddy throws a party.  Lots of fun and dancing, of course we danced to hip hop, cuz rock music doesnt have much dancing.

Well, i think were gonna have a huge party for together george, bryan and david... but umm.. its gonna be huge.. were saving up money from now until then, dunno if my parents will know about this party.  They really dont care though.

Well, you all know the holidays are coming up, and well, dont all rush at me trying to give me your gifts so soon, come in an orderly fashion, single file or double file line please  ;)

Well, as you all know(you dont know) im a Volcom,(brand) freak, and these are some items that are guidelines to give you an idea of what i like...

Volcom Polo Shirt...25 dollars

Volcom Swim Trunks/Boardshorts...35 dollars

Volcom Belt...25 dollars..

Watching Juan's Eyes Light up when he sees you bought him one of these things and sent it express shipping to His house...PRICELESS..

for everything else use master card..(I forgot this part..)

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Well, The other day i went to fiesta(a food market in texas, its for Hispanic people, most of them think its owned by mexicans, but funny thing is its owned by jewish people making a profit of of them because they are everywhere down here.)   While i was coming out i saw the coca cola bear that comes out in the commercials, and a little boy was taking pictures with it, i was so jealous, I was like AWWWW i wanna do that.!!!

I just wanted to go up there and hugg him, just hugg and hugg and show him a REAL bear hugg, and man if it was pay day, I would have spent all my money there, just posing with him in different ways, GOsh what a fun time it would be, im gonna search for him now.  On sunday i took pictures with santa claus and his wife. At a hockey game(houston aeros) plus the cheerleaders, but heres my pic, man that girl was hot, its too blurry to show though.

Funny thing is, My little brother, the hairy one to the far right, asked Santa if he could have his wife for christmas because he had been real good, she smiled, and then my brother said it was time to be real bad...hes 14..lol that girl was like 23, I laughed my butt off so hard man, and Santa just said "huh?" then laughed and said "Shes mine, get your own"  Talk about the spirit of christmas...By the way, im the guy in the middle, with the white sweater, for those who dont know..its too blurry anywayz, but oh well. Camera phones suck.

Heres a picture of the coca cola bear, man this one looks retarted though, i just found it while searching on the net, the houston one, was kool lookin, oh and the white people in the picture, i have no idea who they are, i just found this pic on the net to give those who have no clue an idea.

I still wanna hug him... push them people out the way and just hugg that bear.  The guy to the far right looks he wants to push them people out of the way and hugg that bear too, we think so alike...look at his expression.

Today i begin with...(the song should play, after a few seconds)

Artist: The Juliana Theory

This Valentine Ain't No Saint Lyrics

Hey, well, these days have been a rollercoaster ride..I wish I could scream "WEEEEEEEEEEEEE"  but umm, its not really a fun rollercoaster ride.  Its an emotional twist of disaster.  But God is always there.  I am learning to rely on him, with everything, this doesn't come easy though.  I have been seeking him, it relieves me for a couple of hours and then the emotional torture comes back again.  I have a lot of spiritual warfare going on.

     A couple of weeks ago I was prayed for by Brad and Pastor Bryan, They foresaw some vision within me, that I wouldn't have to go through this house called the "house of pain"  I feel and felt then this event in my life was what they were talking about.

     Although, I believe somewhere along the way I made a mistake and stumbled into the house of pain.  They foresaw that I would be outside the house of pain, and walk away from it.  Here goes something that really has helped me these past few days.

    "So let God work his will in you. Yell a loud NO to the Devil and watch him scamper. Say a quiet YES to God and he'll be there in no time. Quit dabbling in sin. Purify your inner life. Quit playing the field. Hit bottom, and cry your eyes out. The fun and games are over. Get serious, really serious. Get down on your knees before the Master; its the only way you'll get on your feet." James 4:7-10

Please pray for my hurt and pain.  And for me to be productive in this hard time.  I seek God, some answers have been given to me.  Which, well makes my faith grow.  My faith in him is growing again, my perspective on life, well, it was already changed, but lil nick nacks here and there are changing.  But God is GOOD!! ALL the time.. SO DO WAP DO WAP ...buh bye laterZ.

        Well, I didn't run/drive away today, good thing I didn't too, Rick and David needed a ride to school, umm, Ricks car stopped in the middle of the road and he pushed it himself in front of someones house.  So he needed a ride to school, David wanted to be on time, They were both about 2-4 minutes late.  Not too bad, but rick is on probation at school I think, so it's not so great for him.

        If I wouln't have been here rick probably would have got 35 minutes late to school.  I guess I'm glad I was there to help.  I thought about leaving anywayz, but everything I read last night helped me stay.  A scripture was sent to me in the morning by someone special to me.  It helped alot.  I was supposed to wake up about 10 minutes after that scipture was sent and leave somewhere up north.  I just wasn't thinking right.  Running away doesn't help.  But it isin't as bad a decision as other probabilities that have crossed my mind before.  But I don't really consider most of them.

         Was thinking of going somewhere to a park by myself and reading the bible for a couple of hours instead.  Maybe il do that tommorow.  I didn't really have time or enough time for it today.  But maybe il go somewhere different each day of the week until well I have nowhere to go.  But stay home and read the bible.  I do read the bible at home for those who are wondering.  It's just, I need some encouragement at times.  I feel horrable at the way I've been acting.  But I've been going through a really stressful time and I just want healing.  So heres goes a scripture that touched my heart when I read it last night.

       PSALM 147:3 --He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.

Have a good day everyone..God Bless. Keep me in your prayers. ThX.