| The people who know you the best are the ones who can hurt you the worst! They know verything about you, they are well farmiliarized with every deepest wound in your soul. And so they can easily say something that will left you staying up thinking all night, waking up with a horrible headache and a ruined day! |
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| CHANGECHANGE We don't like it! We fear it But we can't stop it from coming We either adapt to CHANGE ...or we get left behind It hurts to grow Anybody who tells you it doesn't is lying But here's is the truth Sometimes, the more things CHANGE the more they stay the same And sometimes CHANGE is good Sometimes CHANGE is everything... |
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| The line...The line is there You don't see it I see it... You're crossing it Don't be crossing the line |
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| Note to self:Natalie, you gotta have principles, then you gotta stick to your principles...and you gotta know when to stop being super nice so people don't walk all over you! 6/20/08 10:18AM: Mission accomplished! It's gonna be a beautiful day... |
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| Confusion...It was a beautiful morning...Being able to sit in the park early in the morning when not too many people are there to disturb you is a beautiful thing. I had a few minutes to myself and I started thinking. There are many things that I should be spending a lot of time sorting out but I have been avoiding these subjects. I have been living in denial and it is killing me. I feel confused...again...I hate feeling confused. I had it all clear before. I had drawn myself a little path to follow knowing for sure that I will be able to walk it through, getting to the end of it but now…I am confused. I don’t even know if that path is for me. I don’t even know if I was just kidding myself about being able to get to the end of it…I feel disappointed, scared and confused! There are many different factors that lead me to feeling this way but there is one that I have to deal with every single day and it pushes me deeper and deeper into this muddy puddle of confusion. It makes me feel like I will never be that person that I want to be, it makes me feel like I don’t have what it takes and most importantly, I am not the right type of material… I want to get out of this, I want to prove myself. I want to walk my path. I don’t want to have anyone tells me I can or cannot do certain things. I will do it….my way! |
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