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Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Heartbeat


As I was sitting during prayer today I heard my heartbeat.  I listened to it for awhile. Do you know what I heard? ...grace, grace, grace, grace... everybeat was and is a testament to God's boundless and consistent grace. every beat was undeserved and yet my heart doesn't stop. it doesn't even hesitate. grace, grace, grace it goes... a reminder that I truly have no time of my own, that each beat is given to me as a gift - that I do not earn leisure time by working extra hard: that I cannot earn anything at all. My life proves that I am ineffective and ineffecient and yet I have been given the privelege to this time, undeserved.

Then this is my prayer - brothers and sisters lift this up for me if you can:
That if the Lord wills, I will do. That He will be my everything, that I'll make my life an offering. That, from the beginning of each day, I will depend on Him alone . Thanks.

John, remember to live with plans to make the most of every opportunity, every day, every moment "because the days are evil" - Ephesians 5:16

Remember to live with the glorifying God as your sole priority.

Remember to live not depending on future time you don't have. John, you do not know how long you have left. Do not procrastinate. "Do not boast about tomorrow, for you do not know what a day may bring forth" Proverbs 27:1

live always for Him.
love always for Him.
only for Him.


Friday, March 17, 2006

don't worry. i'm not dead. umm.. okay here's some photoshop to prove it:




















Thank you Lord for giving me sight and allowing me to enjoy your beautiful creation. I ask that you keep me from forgetting that the creator is even more beautiful.


Thursday, July 07, 2005

got lazy. not a lotta pictures.


its a 50,000 pound canon! it's located in the first fort built in taiwan history.


thats the view from the 39th floor restaurant during breakfast.


thats the orchestra that played for us during our last dinner. very tswan tong.


thats my group leader. she didnt want to take a picture. UNACCEPTABLE!


thats one of the bus leaders. her name is ashanti! how very coool.


thats peter. hmm mm mm m mm  mm kuh ai nui ren, hmm mm m m mm m m kuh ai nui ren. by FAR the best karaoke singer ive ever met. ever.


i bet the first word you thought of was a color. i knew it. now give me 200 dollars.



it's a snake! it's an eel!..           it's for dinner! jk (at least so far)


whales don't move in real life. and they live in 1 foot pools.


free squating chairs for everyone.


mmmm transparent desserts.


remember that really tall building a coupla posts back? floors 39-70 are a hotel. this is the center. its hollow!


thats my room.


thats the view.



tallest building in kaohsiung on your left. floating house on your right.


that guy behind me with the nikon slr was doing the same thing. biter.


angel no.1 cleverly disguised as a ship.


and for dinner? fish ovaries! yumm.


some taiwanese celebreties.



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