| I want a boy.
A nice and bad boy.
He'll give me his favorite sweatshirt.
He'll call me at 3am and ask me what I’m doing.
When he went out of town, he’d call me twice a day, tell me he missed me, and
couldn’t wait to see me.
He'll tell me he couldn't fall asleep because he was thinking about me, and he needed to hear my voice.
He’d call other people looking for me, but not in a stalker way.
He'll text me every morning before school saying "Have a great day babe I love you!”
He’ll teach me how to do all the [funny] things I don’t know how to do.
And he always whispers something sweet in my ear.
He’ll hold me when I shiver.
When we’d watch scary movies, he’d ||hold|| me if I was scared, even if it wasn’t all
that scary.
And he won’t get embarrassed to tell me he loves me in front of his friends.
When I cry he'll tell me I'm too beautiful to and he'll kiss every tear.
and he would hold me when i cry
He’ll play with my hair.
And he’ll “(((secretly)))” smell it and pretend like I don’t know he did.
He'll always make me feel better because he knows the //perfect\\ things to say to me.
All of his friends will know we're in love <3 because he'll talk about me to them.
When we're walking together he'll stop and pick up a flower and put it behind my ear.
He'll love everything about me.
We always end up laughing about silly fights.
He’ll make mixed tapes for me with songs that remind him of me.
Even if we are a million years old, butterflies will still go .c.r.a.z.y. inside of me Every time he kisses me.
He'll surprise me by bringing me over my favorite candy when I'm having a bad day.
He would still think I was beautiful if I dressed so crappy it was classy.
He'll introduce me to his friends as the coolest girl he’s ever met.
We would have contests of h o w f a r w e could spit our gum, or how
f a r w e c o u l d jump off a swing.
We’ll share a milkshake,
And he’ll get some on my face by “accident” and lick it off in a cute way.
He’d hang my picture in his locker and be proud of it.
He’ll take walks with me in the snow and we’ll catch snowflakes on out tongues
He would grab my waist and kiss my neck.
He’d do everything he could to make me comfortable.
And we'd always take pictures in photo booths.
He'll let me go places with his mom.
We would play tag and not care who’s watching.
We’d tease each other, and then apologize when the other got sad.
We’d kiss and dance in the rain.
I want a boy who can argue over stupid things with me,
and than go totally soft when I got sad and apologize.
I want someone who would lay with me outside under the *stars*
And we’ll try to count them all.
He’d build me a fire, and we’d cuddle in front of it.
Even if there isn’t a fire, we’ll cuddle.
If we were sitting next to each other, we’d play footsies, or he’d rest his hand on my leg.
I want someone who will squirt me with water guns in the house.
He’d sneak out of his house at any time if I ever said I needed him.
We’d play rock paper scissors shoot and he’d argue in a cute way over who won.
And when we kissed our hips would be pressed together.
I want someone to be there no matter what. | 
it was soooo much fun! we saw the ring 2 (it was my second time but....watever) and i had my first kiss!! o yea!!! 2nd girl in my class. second 2 nicole....shes this short nerd. idk y some1 would kiss her (or me but....o well) bc every1s like shes so fugly (lol) and she was kissed by some guy from another school in 5th grade. kinda unbelieveable. at least i have a witness! 
!!!! and i know i havent written 4 a while but....like i said watever. i think im like, staticky or somethin lol. bc anything electronic i touch makes these freaky noises. like, on my computer, it'll just start beeping. not like a bomb (lol) but it just beeps irregularly, and idk when it starts or why. and just recently my cell phone started doin that, and so is my house phone. so maybe its my house right? well i went to zabrinas house and used her phone and it made the same noise. i told her shes like wow its never done that b4. i used brittanys cell phone and it made the same noise!!! its kinda coo though
. maybe i was abducted by aliens and they made me electric lol. idk but...watever!
. zabrina called earlier. she wanted 2 know wat 2 wear 2 a horse race bc she was goin with jordy. wen she was there she supposedly "broke off w/e they had"....but guess what? shes inviting him 2 go to her house tomorrow!
i mean wtf?! and then she asked if i wanted 2 come over too. i may just be a little dramatic, but seriously. im sooo not takin this shit from her 
(< haha that guy is so cool!) jordy cant keep doing this. he needs 2 pick me or zabrina....but if he does, whats gonna happen to me? she says she doesnt like him and he still likes her, but acts as if he likes me sometimes. i really dont like that. i need 2 find a guy my age. (hes 2 yrs older than me if ya didnt know) even my mom says so! so.....yea. and i also said b4 hes my fwb or w/e. zabrinas like "he owes me 17 kisses....we are friends with benefits too." ok.... NOT HAPPENING!!!!! how the hell can she do this so me!? im supposed 2 be her best friend. last night i had 2 best friends. now i have none.