| Umm Ew.
One word: Binge.
Again. haha.
I'm so pathetic.
You girls are my heroes.
I have no idea how you do it.
I think starting tomorrow
Im gonna start eating something
little for lunch.
That way when I get home from
school im not so hungry.
UGH. It's horrible.
Food is evil.
support.support.support.
We should make something
bracelet,necklace,etc.
For us starting ana's.
And for you ana's who
have done this a long time.
how did you get through the first week? "i want hipbones, not love handles" |
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| Okay girls I'm not gonna lie.
That whole "boy" thing was bothering me so bad lastnight.
And guess what I did...binged.
I tried so hard not to.
But I'm an emotional eater.
And I mean I defined binge lastnight.
I ate so much it's disgusting.
But today is a new day.
brighter. nicer.
And I'm doing really good.
I'll update later with my intake.
Stay strong dolls. <3 Intake:
3 fiber tablets
a bowl of soup
3pieces of gum
told you girls i would do better today.
i promised <333 "i want hipbones, not love handles" |
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| apple.
starbucks.
soup.
starbucks is the worst thing
you could drink..ever.
and i found out the
boy ive been crushing on
doesnt like me cuz
im annoying.
which i know its
really cuz im fat.
when my parents leave
i think im gonna try to make
myself throw up. but i cant
cuz ive tried it already.
keep the support coming.
hope you girls
are staying strong
<3 this stomach:
http://www.ruggedelegantliving.com/a/images/Alessandra.Ambrosio.Model.jpg
these arms:
http://80s-supermodels.munich-styles.com/Adriana_Lima/pics/adriana-lima- |
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| It doesnt even matter.
bananna
porkchop.
potatoes.
corn.
applesauce
friends w. ketchup&cheese
milkshake.
could it get any worse?
yes, i saw my super crush.
and felt disgustingly fat.
girls i need help.
ive become obsesssed with how i eat.
i will do better tomorrow.
i promise
i promise
i promise
i hate myself right now. i want these legs:
http://x1a.xanga.com/59dd6376c173140795502/b4520738.jpg
and these wrists:
http://xe2.xanga.com/bc1b93267313347201854/z31797768.jpg |
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| [B]- banana
[L]- nothing
[D]- arbys (beef n chedder and curly fries)
.. I dont even know why im trying.
I'm so disgusting.
And on top of being a complete fucking pig,
I saw my crush today.
And of course looked nasty and fat.
Oh well I'm a failure at life.
Girls, help me out here.
I need advice.
Thinspo.
Anything.
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