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Monday, June 25, 2007

Mon, 25 Jun 2007 21:36:56 GMT

WOW!!! Havent been on here in a while... Here's the update: I leave for Hawaii June 29th - July 16th. Woot Woot! Catch you all later!

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Tue, 25 Jul 2006 14:50:46 GMT

New FAVE song (by Blue October):

Verse 1)
I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space

(Chorus)
Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me so you can find me see whats good for you.

(Verse 2)
I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with.
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing that I won't touch again.
In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so ------ far away that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

(Chorus)
Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you.

(Verse 3)
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "Make it go away!"
Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"

(Chorus)
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you
...for you...for you...for you

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 19:52:25 GMT

WOO HOO! I can finally take my earings out and change them now! YES! I pierced Gabby's on Thursday. It was kinda funny but I felt bad for her at same time... we got the first one in and everything. Then when it was time for the 2nd one shes didnt want to and so we had to sit there for like 10 mins talking her into it. Anyways I'm going to go. Just thought I would update... LaTeR

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Tue, 04 Jul 2006 16:06:29 GMT

HAPPY 4TH OF JULY EVERYONE!!!! Hope it was good for you all!

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Sun, 02 Jul 2006 18:55:44 GMT

WOO HOO ITS FINALLY JULY!!! What's new in my lil secluded world..... NOTHING! Anyways.... Well nothing exciting here. Oh I found out I was getting married and that Pat's going to be be related to me.... (oh happy day...) According to Pat. Ummm besides that. I got tipped $30 on Saturday! cha-ching! cha-ching! Ten bucks for a full leg and Twenty bucks for a deep tissue treatment. I was like SCORE!!! I was not about to complain. Thats the most i've EVER got in tips before! You people should come and see me sometime. Either to wax ya or give you a facial. That or you can spread the word that that is what im doing and have them request me! I would GREATLY appreciate it! Well I need to get going I got to get cleaning for my PAR-TAY tomorrow! All are welcome to come. Hehe it's a waxing party!! I can't wait!! Well I'm outta here! Hasta La Vista Babae!

Friday, June 23, 2006

Fri, 23 Jun 2006 23:33:27 GMT

Well.....school today was well.... interesting and I hope that I never have a day like that again. You can decide for yourself. Here's the story:

Me and this other girl made like an 85-89 year old woman have an orgasm!!! Oh it was DISGUSTING! All we were doing was giving her a hand massage and she was all moaning. Like a DEEP sexual moan. Not that I know but it sounded like a noise associated with sex. plus she was looking off to the side and like rolling her eyes and yea i would just have to show you. IT WAS BAD!!! THEN she asked if we did foot massages and we were like no we dont do those. and she *rotfl!!!* was like oh cuz foot massages make you real horny!!!!! OH my it was SOOOOO hard to refrain from busting out in laughter! Then afterwards she was all like "OH---- That felt SO good!" Thank you sooo much" with a long last moan/sigh. oh trust me it was BAD!

Saturday, June 17, 2006

Sat, 17 Jun 2006 00:44:57 GMT

HEY!!!! I had pictures today for school... it was ok i guess. LIFES GOING GREAT!!!! Well thats about it. Until next time Toodles!!

Sunday, June 04, 2006

Sun, 04 Jun 2006 19:33:00 GMT

Well I talked to a GOOD friend of mine last night for nearly 2 and a 1/2 hours! It was REALLY nice. I CAN"T WAIT TIL HE GETS HERE!!!!! He'll be here in 3 weeks! Staying clear until August 19th I think. PLUS he might be staying here in KS! EVEN more kool! I'm excited cuz I havent seen him in like 4 years. So yea I'm really excited if you cant tell! lol haha Well that's about all...... Man xanga is really dying down.....

Sunday, May 28, 2006

Sun, 28 May 2006 22:54:45 GMT

Well today has just down right SUCKED! Got into with dad about my phone bill... Then mom heard about it so she chewed my butt about it. Then dad went at it again. Then the guys that my boyfriend was with were screwing with me, and that sure as heck didnt help at all!!! BUT besides all of that it was good. My phone bill was ...$228.46.... OUCH! I know! oh well. Thats getting fixed. Then later tonight I'm going to meet up with Kacy to go out to eat or something.... I'm not really sure what we are going to be doing. Got ALMOST all of my stuff moved in. Just got like my dresses left. Then tomorrow going over to Karen's (girl from school) to study with at 2. got a test on Tuesday plus we both have to make up a test on skin physiology. She wants me to meet her brother thats 21. She says that I'm his type and thinks that we would get along real good... we'll see. Of course nothing is going to happen since I already have someone, but you never know he could be a weekend person to just chill and hang with... idk. Well that's been my weekend. LATER!

Thursday, May 25, 2006

Thu, 25 May 2006 22:58:08 GMT

HEY EVERYONE! Dude I havent updated in a while..... School is going GRRRRREAT!! LOL We did our first facial on each other yesterday, that was FUN! THEN today we gave facial massages.......EVEN BETTER! Oh boy I am truly LOVING it! Going to go and practice on one of my HS teachers Saturday at 2. Then I'm free. Oh and I'm suppose to practice massage stuff on people everynight so if you want one holler at me and let me so I can book ya! ;) haha well I need to go but I will chat with you all later! MUCHO LOVE!