can't believe it's almost end of september...i want summer back.  time flies but things didn't change much for me. my future is still so unclear to me. still haven't make up my mind for what i really want to do.  scared of going back to hk because it will be a whole new start for me. 

i am lost.

recap of the last few months:

may 28th...my graduation! 

it's a bit late now but still, thx for everyone who came.  may was a bad month for me. i wouldn't have survive without my frds. i luv my frds, i luv my family  n thx andre for being the designated photographer HAHA

june 11th..my first day at work

im glad i was able to wake up hahaa. now im almost done wif my 4th week, still surviving.  but i start to feel boring now. haf learnt basically everything. n everyday just sit there, staring at the comp, sending sms/facebook to wait till 4pm to get off =.=  my supervisor said it will be like this for the summer since the market is very slow. i guess it's a good thing dat i get paid for doing nth. but i hate to pretend to be working when my desk is so empty n clean! anyways but co-workers r nice, worst thing is getting up at 6am every morning. killing me!

n im so frustrated abt my future. should i go bak to hk next yr when im done with this contract? n i dunno wut courses i should take! ARGHHH...

june 30th..happy 9 months^^ seattle again hehe.

march 9th & 10th:

it's my bday dinners + alex fong days hehehe. hotpot with my babes (oh and bill hehehe) at siu fei yung was good =) thx for the homemade tiramisu from joyce n jenny^-^ also had dinner at 'golden dynasty' on da other day. n bowling was sure fun!!!!!!!  hehe n thx my boy for the special LV cake =.=

and here is Alex... <3

march 12th:

after sku went downtown shopping. then headed to Provence for bday dinner wif my bb. ChristinaAguilera X PussyCatDolls concert after dat. yes it's my first time ever going to these 'gwai lo' concert and i was sitting at da floor section too!!! it's so fun but i think it would be better if im taller! coz i hafta kept peeking at the stage between ppl's head><''

dats quite a long post hehe. more pix r on my facebook actually =) so dun realli wanna repeat myself here ^^ i will be turning 22nd in 6 hrs. sigh. i feel so old T0T

 omg haf been too addicted to facebook dat i forgot to update my xanga anymore

sigh reading break ended. so fast. n so much happened in just one week.

* cny dinner / Wii at vincent's hse

* diet plan --> master cleanser...but all of us gave up after 2 days haha.
* success concert.  justin is so cute!!! hehee so in luv wif him

--pix up later.

i realized, love is such a tough thing to learn. sometimes i just dun get why things hafta be so complicated. why can't people just let old memories be kept in heart n move on to earn happier memories with the one they treasure now? why is it so difficult to keep a long relationship? i always thot a relationship would last if two ppl r happy and comfortable together. mb im just too naive. no matter wut, i will still try my best coz i dun wanna haf any regret at the end.

march is coming up hehee =) spring is so close!!! just can't wait to haf warm n sunny weather!!!!! OH n im planning to perm my hair bak straight. gotta say byebye to my curly hair.

everyone's xanga is abt dine-out, dine-out, n dine-out.

i booked four restaurants but ended up going to only one  went to CinCin last sat. the food was great wif pretty good service.  didn't take any pix of either the food or ourselves coz the mood there just didn't seem rite for me to do so.  too bad we couldn't make it for the rest of them on our list (Watermark, La Terrazza, Bacchus) sigh. well, boo promised to treat me to sth good on v-day so hopefully he's realli gonna do it.

it has only been 12 hours since u left...but i already miss u so much. it's gonna be a tough week for me  it's alrite coz i know u must be missing me even more wahaha =) im pretty sure u won't see this but still...take good care of urself in hk 

 lub u *