The moment i looked
over, my heart dropped,
because i finally realized
that's what i wanted.


I can't decide if you
were everything i
wanted, or everything
i was expected to have.


if we're perfect for each other, and if we're meant
to be with each other, we will be with each other.
maybe not now, or tomorrow, but
later, and i can promise you that.


 

love ;; when everything is just RIGHT..being in the person's arms, the feeling you get when you kiss them, feeling so comfortable with them.. it's not only that feeling you get when you're first starting to like someone+ you get nervous + get butterflies in your stomach.. it's more of a warm, fuzzy feeling, as stupid as that sounds. It's after you've had a bad day, that person is the first person you want to talk to..+ when you have good news or excited about something, they're the first person you want to tell. It's waking up + having them be the first thing on your mind, + when you go to bed at night, they're the last thing on your mind. The "bad" things about them that most people would find annoying, you find cute. When you're together, the time goes by too fast + you never want to go.. no one else can hurt you more, but no one else can make you happier at the same time.

 

without these blonde

moments; life would

be so dull.. 


him && her went through enough the
rumors & pain kept getting more rough
everything was tough , but they never
seemed to fall apart


& no one said it was gonna be easy
but that doesnt mean were gonna give up
[ nO wAy =) ]


We were dancing in the middle of the room.
To us it was just us, & the music.
I`m pretty sure music was playing,
I just can`t remember it.
The only thing I can remember was
being there with him,
holding him
& him holding me back,
breathing him,
& seeing him.
I wanted to cry ..
it was so perfect.

when you love someone you`ll do [ anything ]
all the crazyy things that you cant explain *
you`ll deny the truth * believe a lie * give
everything & not think twice *' you`ll
risk it [[ all ]] no matter what may come *` you
*'feel it deep inside that nothing else could
ever change your mind * you cant sleep at
night knowing that he's yours * t h i s .is. l o v e

& baby we got that
crazy love
the kind where i sneak out at 3am
to meet u at the park.
kissing in the pouring rain
up against ur car and ur hands
are all over me & your
whispering in my ear
baby, i`ll never leave



roll out our film baybee // this is another one of
our romantic love scenes, & you really love me
it's like going tOo high on the park swings & taking
stupid pictures to cherish all our memories, you tickle
me & we kiss till we cant breathe..finally we're
laying down, out of breath, pink in my cheeks,
my head on your chest.. & all i hear is the sound
of you breathing & your hEaRtBeAt

im no where near perfect:
I fall for boys too easily;  im vonurable to beliveing lies;  I live by quotes and lyrics that explain my life;  I always like guys that will never like me back--- but i guess  im just your typical teenage girl



&we`re the girls who will burst
out laughing in dead silences
because of something that
happened the day * before

 

LOVE iS NOT A MAYBE,

YOU KNOW WHEN YOU

LOVE S0MEONE - - THE HiLLS <3

The greatest thing in life

is finding someone who

knows all of your mistakes

&& differences && yet still finds

you absolutley amazing


&& if it comes from the heart
the decision is never wrong


Dear Diary,
Remind me to never judge how well I know a person..
because the one person I thought I knew best,
I don’t even know anymore..



i need that type of boy that's gonna hold
shit down & claim me..tell his boys..
'you see that beautiful girl..yeah the one
over there? yeah..that's the one i'm
always talking about..' <3



you`re so tough - but i want to be
your first w e a k n e s s <3

i wanna be his one & only
i wanna be a part of his life
10 years from now i wanna be his wife
i want to be his babygirl he's always checkin out
i wanna see my first name next to his last
i wanna have his kids 15 years from now
i wanna wake up next to him
i wanna be able to look back at our past
i wanna grow old with him
i wanna be the grandma of his grand-children
60 years from now
I wanna be able to say that we shared
a wonderful life we had together
i wanna lay next to him..the day i die


 

it's your love
it just does something to me
sends a shock right through me && i can't get enough

 

 if you think the sunset is pretty;
oh just wait;; wait till you look into his eyes. <3

If breaking up was easy, they wouldn't

have put the word "break" in it

you're all i know, wont let you go
cause you're everything
i cant live without
ill breathe you tonight
and for once we'll get it right


 

i mean so wat if im loud & preppy` i know wat i want. &

i get wat i want. & i laugh too much 4 my 0wn g00d. i Cry

f0r n0 reas0n ` i act crazy just cause i dont give a fuck.

& im real. i say wat i think & if i have a problem with you.

ill tell yoou.. im not tryna be nethinq but me. i leave the 0nes

i l0ve ..i waNt the 0nes that d0nt want anything t0 d0 with

me. but its okay kuz, life is all about takinq risks. ` & im living

my life to the fullest.

Love is undeniable,
unforgettable,
unimaginable,
and what every heart yearns for...

but he doesnt realize that
im not gonna do this all again.
we're just friends now.


 a girl could fall inlOve with you


breaking up with a boyfriend
is a million times easier than breaking
up with a bestfriend

your hands are mine to hold



LETTING GO;
shows nothing but strength.


YOU ALWAYS DiSSAPOiNT ME;
iTS KiNDA LiKE OUR iNSiDE JOKE;
EXCEPT... iTS NOT FUNNY..</


It sucks when you're walking down the hall &
someone asks, "What's wrong?" & You tell
them, "I don't feel good." & When they go,
"Aww, what hurts?" all you want to say is
" It's just my H E A R T . "


THiS iSNT A PERFECT WORLD.
YOU SMiLE; WHEN ALL YOU WANNA DO iS CRY.
YOU ACT LiKE YOU ARE OKAY;;
WHEN YOU ARE REALLY FALLiNG APART,
BUT YOU MOVE ON.
BECASE THERE iS NOTHiNG ELSE TO DO.
EVEN THOUGH iTS SLOWLY,
k i l l i n g .  y o u


MY LADiES.
they're beautiful.
personalities? incredible.
our times together? unforgetable.
smiles so memorable.
their friendship?
NON REPLACEABLE.


You'll never let me go<3



sometimes sleep is the only thing that makes me happy.
knowing the day is finally over.


BEST Friend --? the person that no matter how long
       it`s been since you`ve talked or seen each other, we
       can call each other no matter the time of day & pick
       up where we left off.


do you ever wonder if maybe you`d
taken that left turn instead of the right
one how different your life would be.


best friends understand when you say, "forget it."
waits forever when you say, "just a minute."
stays when you say, "leave me alone."
& opens the door before you say, "come in."


boy:...i love you

girl:whoa where did that come from?

boy:my heart<3


she drives away, she's feeling worthless, used again but nothing's different, she'd stay the night but notice he doesnt care...she'd cry herself to sleep but she don't dare, she wants to be a model, she needs to hear she's beautiful


with me & my girls, every moment is one of
those "you just had to be there" moments

if he takes time to argue with you then
         he cares more then you think he does.


all I need right now is for you
to wrap me in your arms
look me in the eyes
& promise me you'll never give up 


 my heart keeps calling out your name ;;
but you never listen..


HERE .. since you completly crushed me already, i'll
give you  my heart .. you didnt crush it yet cause you just missed,
but here, give it a go, it can't feel much worse than this ...


* && i don't want you to see me because --
then you would realize how bad i really need you



i`m glad she`s with you, because now i`m
not the one getting hurt.... it`s her turn


its too late to turn back now
i believe that im falling in love


friend 1: did you see her today? i don't think i saw her without a smile on her face the whole day!
friend 2: yeah, she talked to him again.
friend 1: i knew it.



broken hearts & tearing up old photographs;
you & me, i just thought it could be.



she told herself it's just another silly crush,
something that would be over in a day or two.
it was nothing at all, shen said to herself,
nothing meant to be thought through.
but oh boy, was she wrong.
he was all she could think about.
until she saw him with another girl,
about to make out


you are her only love. Break her heart;
&& she'll never get over you


If you want me that bad,
show it.
Tell me you love me
&& kiss me like you mean it.


words hurt;
but actions are unforgetable.


&& NOW i CANT;;
EVEN LOOK YOU iN THE EYES


Take back everything you ever said.
i know you never meant a word. <


There's not a star in heaven__*
That we can't reach..*.

I love you more than any word can say ...
I love you more than every action I take ...
I'll be right here loving you till the end.

You are my sunshine in the mornings,
my energy throughout the day,
and the reason for all my dreams while I sleep



How do you know you're in love?
When you look all around and all you see is him ....



I don't know if it's the way you say my name,
the butterflies I still get when I see you,
or the way I can still smell you on my clothes when you leave,
but I'm never letting you go

It stretches my lips to smile,
brings a glow to my eyes,
hastens my heartbeat rate,
and causes me to hyperventilate
- thus, my tummy ache.
To me, that's what thoughts of you make


When in lust,
you only notice what the eyes can see,
but when in love,
you only notice what the heart feels



You know you're in love
when you're as close
as you can physically get
to that person and it still isn't close enough


Love is knowing you will spend every day,
of every week,
of every month,
of every season,
of every year for the rest of your life
with this person, and thinking,
'This is exactly what I want'

 

When you fall in love,
everything else falls into place

 

I must be in love with an angel
because there is nothing like him on earth


If ever you think of me out of the blue,
just remember it's all the kisses
I've blown in the air finally catching up with you

You know you've found love
when you look in their eyes
and find yourself.

 

This is what I don't understand. Men sit and question and whine that girls are only attracted to the mean guys, the guys who berate them and belittle them and don't appreciate them and don't want them; who use them for sex and think of little else than where their next conquest will be made. Men complain that they never meet nice girls, girls who are genuinely interested and compelling, who are intelligent and sweet and smart and beautiful; men despair that no good women want to share in their lives, that girls play mindgames, that girls love to keep them hanging. Yet, men, I ask you: were you to meet one of these genuinely interested, thrillingly compelling, interesting and intelligent and sweet and beautiful and smart girls, were you to give her your number and wait for her to call... and if you were to receive a call from her the next day and she, in her truthful, loyal, intelligent and straightforward nice girl fashion, were to tell you that she finds you intriguing and attractive and interesting and worth her time and perhaps material from which she could fashion a boyfriend, would you or would you not immediately call your friends to tell them of the "stalker chick" you'd met the night prior, who called you and wore her heart on her sleeve and told the truth? And would you, or would you not, refuse to make plans with her, speak with her, see her again, and once again return to the bar or club or party scene and search once more for this "nice girl" who you just cannot seem to find? Because therein lies the truth, guys: we nice girls are everywhere. But you're not looking for a nice girl. You're not looking for someone genuinely interested in your intermural basketball game, or your anatomy midterm grade, or that argument you keep having with your father; you're looking for a quick fix, a night when you can pretend to have a connection with another human being which is just as disposable as the condom you were using during it.


So don't say you're on the lookout for nice girls, guys, when you pass us up on every step you take. Sometimes we go undercover; sometimes we go in disguise: sometimes when that girl in the low cut shirt or the too tight miniskirt won't answer your catcalls, sometimes you're looking at a nice girl in whore's clothing - - we might say we like the attention, we might blush and giggle and turn back to our friends, but we're all thinking the same thing: "This isn't me. Tomorrow morning, I'll be wearing a teeshirt and flannel shorts, I'll have slept alone and I'll be making my hungover best friend breakfast. See through the disguise. See me." You never do. Why? Because you only see the exterior, you only see the slutty girl who welcomes those advances. You don't want the nice girl.. so don't say you're looking for a relationship: relationships take time and energy and intent, three things we're willing to extend - - but in return, we're looking for compassion and loyalty and trust, three things you never seem willing to express. Maybe nice guys finish last, but in the race they're running they're chasing after the whores and the sluts and the easy-targets... the nice girls are waiting at the finish line with water and towels and a congradulatory hug (and yes, if she's a nice girl and she likes you, the sweatiness probably won't matter), hoping against hope that maybe you'll realize that they're the ones that you want at the end of that silly race.

you just have to go after what you
want & if it doesn't want you back it
doesn't deserve you anyways [¢¾¢¾]

everyone cries . - - . everyone  weeps  ;;
we all stay up late one night because we
can't  go  to  sleep  `  tears  coming o u t '
thoughts   deep  in your head,   so you `' .
sit  &  lay  there  &  cry  on  your  bed  you
can't  help  but think  about  all  the  things
you  had .  you  can't  help   but wonder ;;
why  they  make  you  so  sad.  you can't
help  to  think  where  did  you  go wronq.
you  can't  help to  listen to your old song .
you  can't  help to  think about  him day &&
night.  you  can't help   but wonder why  ;;
this  match  isn't right.  so  you're   happy `
to see him.  it's been  a lonq time ;;  you're
happy to see him & you don't know why


she falls asleep,
dreaming she's in
h i s  a r m s  <

I'd file my nails so they don't hurt you
& lose those pounds, & learn about
football if it made you stay, but you
won't, but you won't



believe in sleeping in ; i believe in giving 100% when you only have 80
i belive in love, arguing, and jamming out by yourself in the car
i believe in kisses on the forehead
i believe in long kisses, smiling till your cheeks hurt, and laughing until you cry
i believe in having someone tell you that you're beautiful
i believe in having someone play with your hair
i believe in swinging on swings and running in the rain
i believe in miracles and random acts of kindness
i believe in saying hello to anyone and everyone
i believe in second chances.and i believe in passion

You said "I`ll never hurt you, I`ll never make you cry"
I must admit darling, you told the perfect lie



every feeling inside of me is telling me,
'`no .. don`t fall for him .. you know it`ll hurt`'
but my heart is saying ..
`'go for it. you LOVE him.'`


&& my head is saying;;
who cares about him;; && my
heart is screaming;; ` `i do


you gave me a feeling better then butterflies




OPEN YOUR EYES BOY;
SHE LOVES YOU


she KNOWS she could NEVER be good enough for you
but for some reason, SHE TRIES ANYWAY




isn't it funny
how when you want it the most you can't have it?
and when you have it you don't care.
and once you lose it,
you'd do anything to get it back





you don`t have to be together
for him to break your heart

The only fights i want to have with you
are the "i love you more" fights



& right when i begin to enjoy life again

..& start to smile for no reason;; i get reminded

of the summer ..& how it used to be when i was

yours. ..& i begin to fall once again for the boy

who doesn`t and didn`t believe in ANYTHING


you can miss someone that died.
you can miss someone that moved away
but the worst way to miss someone,
is someone you see everyday</3

yeah, the break up was devastating
but the fact that he didn't come after

her really tore her to pieces.