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new xangaXcore!!!

[[hinthint:::click the X]]

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i miss matthew.=( but atleast illhopefully get to spend all day with mi amore tomorrow until about 5...the fair and church and what not...

last night was fun though. great friends. my hearts never been lighter between that and feeling his delicious kiss and strong arms around me fora minute this afternoon..

pictures!!! score. =)

murrizzle

flippy haired princess

heathurrizzle!

cheeeese!

double u tee eff, mate!?

*pant, pant*...-drool-...hahah

...-uh oh-...

fox n bunnayayayay!izzle.

pimpin aint easy...

uni-boob.

lets...tango...dun na na...

andys bout to choke a bit.....oh my...is that charros head unerneath shawns crotch!

i think charro drooled on me. o.o

***the rest are all me. yes. im vain.rawr..***

....yeeaaaah boiiiii.haha flava flav is mad hot, yo. ha.

hmm im off to take a shower for the concert...more pics of tonight...lol..im sucha  camerawhoreXcore.

<3

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life could be better....yeah...alot better. but he makes the days go by fast..

the moments with him drip through me like tupelo honey...the moments with out...bleeding like a open wound..

its the little things that get me by though...

like his drawings...

that would be moi, miss heather monique [[mills]] , herself...with the b e a u t i f u l lyrics of je t'adore surrounding...

and....thinking about summer. that was the best summer of my life. nightly swings on my front porch....stars and kisses....long talks til 4am or later...

this summer can only be better.

life can only go up from here..

[[ i hope ]]

ashley, its wonderful, i do beleive, that things are fine now. it was really good talking to you earlier, love.

fair with my biggles [[the fox himself, charro ]]  tomorrow...for some lovely snapshots for my lovely matthew...

notetoself: imissyouterribly

[[this is what we call a tragedy]]

comebacktome

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je'adore you, matthew...mi amore..

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god...it was amazing...

HomeComing was the most beautiful, wonderful, amazing nights of my life and i owe it all to this gorgeous angel...

thats us...get used to it..

we're forever.

<3

____YOUR LIFE____
[x] they call me: heather
[x] also: add an izzle
[x] sex: boobays!
[x] my first breath of air: 8/2
[x] age: 1+6
[x] status: happily taken for the rest of my life
[x] occupation: Ho Countay!
[x] nationality: french american

____REWIND____
[x] most memorable memory: meeting matthew, my last birthday party, summer nights on the front porch
[x] worst?: junefest... [[most know what im talking about]]
[x] first word uttered: damn [[seriusly, lol ]]
[x] first bestfriend ever!?: I never truly understood what that was, nor had one until Matthew

 ____FAST FORWARD____
[x] college planning to go: not planning on going, but im interning at Betsey Johnson next summer to get a good grasp of the fashion world
[x] future resident of: Tennessee
[x] wedding: Matthew Lee...<3 in a year or so
[x] children: Coheed Nathaniel and Cambria Autumn
[x] looking forward to thanksgiving: closer to Angel's visit
[x] NOT looking forward to: dying

____PLAY____
[x] feeling: melancholy
[x] Listening: The Kinison
[x] Talking: Callie
[x] doing: yawning
[x] craving: Matthew
[x] thinking of: Matthew, tomorrow morning
[x] hating: school

____LOVE?____
[x] love is: oxygen
[x] first love: Matthew
[x] current love: Matthew
[x] love or lust?: *true* love
[x] best love song: 'Just like Heaven' by The Cure or me and matt's song by Farewell to Arms
[x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person @ the same time?: no not if the love is true, its possible to still care for someone strongly though
[x] when love hurts, you: hold close to your heart and even closer to people who care
[x] true or false - all you need is love: false. you need to love and be loved *in return*
[x] have you ever been in love?: im in it forever
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: i  fell that way

____THE OPPOSITE SEX____
[x] turn ons: eyes, heart, smile
[x] turn offs: jerk, fake, *too* muscle-y
[x] does your parents' opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: no
[x] what kinda hair style?: kinda shaggy but trimmed
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: love me for who i am
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: my friends
[x] are you the type of person to holler n ask for numbers?: if im *that* interested

 ____PICKY PICKY____
[x] dog or cat:dog
[x] short or long hair: medium
[x] innie or outie: innie
[x] sunshine or rain: rain
[x] moon or sun: moon
[x] basketball or football: football
[x] righty or lefty: righty
[x] hugs or kisses: hugs
[x] bf/gf or best friend: both in one, like i have
[x] tv or radio: tv
[x] starbucks or jamba juice: starbucks
[x] mc donalds or burger king: BK
[x] summer or winter: summer
[x] written letters or e-mails: letters
[x] playstation or nintendo: nintendo [[ol skool nigga ]]
[x] disney or nickelodeon: nickelodeon
[x] car or motorcycle: car
[x] house party or club: house
[x] sing or dance: sing
[x] freak or slow dance: FrEeAk! haha
[x] yahoo messenger or aim: aim
[x] google or ask jeeves?: jeeves is mah boay!

____MISCELLANEOUS____
[x] can you swim?: i used to be  on a team
[x] whats your most embarrassing moment?: cant remember
[x] what are you scared of?: dark, being alone, death, losing him
[x] what is your greatest accomplishment?: deserving my angel somehow
[x] what kinda roof is over your head?: old, withering, unstable
[x] do you like tomatoes?: with lots of salt
[x] how many TVs in the house?: 4
[x] how many phones?: 3
[x] how many residents?: 5
[x] how many DVDs do you have?: 56
[x] last dentist visit: whiiile back
[x] last doctor visit: 4 mnths ago for an anxiety attack
[x] last phone call: with Matt a few hours ago

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wow, alot of things have changed since i last updated.

well, things are fine now. I still feel like all that down there when im not wtih matt or other people that make me happy and like when im home alone and yeah with the family that wishes i wasnt there anyway... but yeah.

We had a wonderful night. it was more emo than track jackets. IN fact, it was at the HoCo track, and we just sat underneath the stars and held each otehr and whispered about memories from way back over the summer and what not. We hadn't been able to do that in so long and it felt so right and warming and ... releiving. Im so in love. heh. ^-^

He drew me a wonderful picture of me, and one of our songs  [[J'te adore by Odd Project]] completely in PINK highlighter. hes wonderful and got some madd skillz at that drawin ish yo, yhurrd. and He wrote me so many lovely letters in efforts to cheer me up...

and all that PLUS all those kisses PLUS hugs times 674289706 PLUS last night, makes me a very happy girl all over again.

Tomorrow nights going to be just as great....HomeComing, matching outfits, Cheddars, replacing *that* picture [[haha]], and spending the night in your arms, bodies entangled is going to be beautiful. glorious. and well awaited for.

You're beautiful, baby.

and to all my wonderful, gorgeous, GREAT friends that have been there for me recently, You have *no* Idea how much you doing that means. I might not be breathing as easy or smiling quite as big without *you* being there too.

and to my Angel, i love and miss you more than you know. mhm. and Spring Break. psh. that ish is gonna be CURRZY f'sho, nIGGAAh! Youre beautiful and im always here for you and to wipe away those tears from that porcelain face, my angeldust [[heh heh]], never forget that.

<3