ok. so i realize that i haven't checked this thing in TWO MONTHS. haha!

so what's new?

nothing, really. still working full time, and school full time. not a fun life, but at least its ALMOST OVER!! woohoo!! and then my friends will be home, AND i have no school. what more could i ask for? no work? that would also be great.

not too excited about christmas...i personally think that christmas is WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY TOO OVER-RATED. its ridiculous!! i saw christmas ornaments in F*CKING MID-OCTOBER. WTF. that was when i just wanted to shoot myself, because i can't STAND working retail during christmas. people are just PSYCHO, and desperate, especially when its closer to christmas.

so if you come visit me at work, and i seem b*tchy, I PROBABLY AM.

so. i haven't updated in a while...

my computer is finally "virus free". amen to that. hopefully my brother doesn't dl anymore stupid sh*t to mess up my computer.

still working and going to summer school. almost done...*YAY*!

FINALLY got a 24hr fitness membership. i was getting a little chubby. and it was pissing me off. but when i went to the gym two days ago, i ran like three miles and i felt 1235435485684x better. (excerising releases endorphins) and i know that when i start getting into the habit of working out....i become the craziest gym brat...i still eat like a frickin cow tho. haha!

i saved up enough mileage on my debit card that i can go to the west coast or outer island for free!! woo hoo!! i dunno when i will be flying, but sometime this year or next spring break. hey man, at least its FREE!!

that's all for now. maybe if i'm in the mood, i'll update more frequently, but then again, i don't think my blogs are that intersting. i just babble on and on about nothing.

ok. so just when i thought i was done with summer session I in accounting, on with sewing in summer session II. this session SHOULDN'T be as bad....hopefully.

anyway. summer is half way done, i still don't have a decent tan, and i still feel like i haven't rested in years. when will all this be over? hopefully spring 2005, baybee.

still working full time. it can be a pain in the as$, but the money is definitely good.

day off tomorrow. i hope its sunny so i can go to the beach. but with my luck...and now that i mentioned that i wanted to go to the beach, its prolly gonna fahking rain. shet.

i recently realized (i dunno why i didn't realize this earlier), but i realized that no one HAS TO do anything. this whole time i have been thinking i HAVE TO go to grad school. but something hit me today, and i thought, why the fahk am i in such a rush. im only 22 and i keep thinking that i'm behind everyone else. i think part of the reason must be i wanna get off this stoopid rock, and my overwhelming family issues that i face at home. i think i've always tried to map out my life, to keep myself on track, that when something doesn't go the way i plan, i go nuts.

BUT, i realized that i can always just graduate in the spring, keep working at my job, travel (visit nora) and do stuff that i couldn't do when i was going to school. you only live once, might as well take advantage of it.

yah naw mean??!! ;)