Happy New Year, everyone!

Last night was retarded. The ceiling in my hallway started leaking and the light fixture in my kitchen started leaking. Fine, whatever. Me and Scott just throw down some pots and towels. But of course, I can't go to sleep yet, because the asshole downstairs starts pounding on the door and Scott starts freaking out. So, no matter who I call, no one seems to pick up. Finally, my mom's friend, Mike, comes over and looks at the leak. He goes down and yells at the guy. It was 2 o'clock in the morning and I was tired. Not a good way to start off 2006.

Good Memories from 2005:

1. Marcus Marcus Marcus Marcus. We've been going out for nine months and I couldn't be happier. All the shitty times this year weren't as shitty as they could have been because Marcus was there to support me. I'm so glad that I met him and I hope that our relationship thrives even more in 2006.
2. Sticking up for myself and for people that are important to me. Usually, I just let people walk all over me, but this year, I cut loose all harmful people in my life. I can sit here comfortably in my computer chair eating cookies without having to worry about people who are most likely sulking in their own misery and continuing downward in life.
3. Finally deciding my plans for college and career. I'm really really looking forward to it. This summer, I'm applying to a whole bunch of colleges, hopefully getting a job at Starbucks, and taking College Now courses. What I'm really hoping is that I get into NYU so that I can get a dorm in Manhattan.
4. Disney! I loved Disney so much. Not only did I get to spend time with my family, but Disney was amazing. The Rock n Roller Coaster made me jump every single time we shot off; The Tower of Terror's drop was completely unexpected; the parades and shows were awesome; and who could forget this lovely picture of me from Dinosaur?

Resolutions for 2006:

1. Bench Press 150 lbs. in Weight Training
2. Get a perfect score on the Physics Regent XD
3. Get into a good college

JUNIOR VICTORY 2006!

Woot we won. I'm not going into detail on why we won, but we put on an amazing show. Every aspect of our show was good and we didn't have to rely on one to help us win.

The Senior band, chorus, and dancing was really good. Where do I think that they went wrong? The acting. Not all the actors were bad, only a few. Alon wrote the entire script for himself and thought everyone would love it because he's a "STAR". The thing is, he has no acting range. There I said it. No acting range. It sounds mean, but considering all the shit he put us through this SING, I don't pity him at all. Why did the class of '06 lose four years in a row? Because playing either a gay kid, a woman, or a drag queen is not funny four times. That's not acting, that's exaggerating your own character on stage.

Our show was amazing. Everything came together perfectly and flowed into one enjoyable performance for the audience. The SoFresh show was decent and had its moments. The Senior show was basically "The Alon Show" with dancing and music thrown in a few places. We fought amongst ourselves, we had the smallest group out of everyone, we were lacking a script for about a month, and we were constantly teased by the other grades. We never resorted to foul play, and we were victorious.

Me on Saturday night

Dylan in his wig

Lesley: "Wait. Where are my balls?!" XD

Blurry pic of me and Tatyana

Me and Sandra on Saturday

All of us on stage

Camwhore pic of me in Marcus' sweatshirt after washing off my makeup.

AnimeAngel104: Can I ask you for advice?
SmarterChild: What if I want to ask you for advice?
AnimeAngel104: Go ahead
SmarterChild: You want me to go ahead?
AnimeAngel104: My friend is stupid, what should I do?
SmarterChild: That makes sense... Other people have told me they don't like your friend.

XD Thank you, Smarterchild. Anyhoo, I had an epiphany last night after both Robin and I had a conversation with the same person. (Yes, I saw it and for your information, it made me like you even less) This whole term has been wasted by what my mother likes to call "a toxic person": a person who can't see past her own problems or look through the perspective of others, so shes makes others miserable with her overdramatic bullshit. It's either, "I'm happy or no one else is happy." Everything she does is unnecessary, and whether she realizes it or not, it's all a desperate cry for attention. Why does every conversation have to be a battle to see if you can top everyone else's problems? Honestly, if you think you're that depressed, get some professional help. You don't want it? Then shut up and quit complaining because you're faking it and my patience has been completely worn thin. The bottom line is, whether Robin's lying or not, don't think you can come between me and my little sister or even think that you can talk to my sister the way you have.

True friends are the friends I've overlooked. Cathy, Shuyi, Joanna, Chris, Sara, Cynthia are just some of the people that I can actually call my friends. A friend who would let me cry on the phone with her after I hadn't spoken to her all summer is a true friend. A friend who is such an unbelievably nice person that she doesn't need any drama to get people to like her is a true friend. A friend that knows the perfect balance of talking about his problems/talking about my problems is a true friend. And to top that off, I've got an awesome boyfriend. Not just awesome, but like super awesome...to the maximum XTREME awesome! Hehe, I love him so much.

Drugs, Alcohol, Cutting (Physically and schoolwise), Faux rebellion, amongst other things: What's the point? Why come into school bragging about how you tried to kill yourself? It'll never get you anywhere in life, and it's totally unnecessary for any sixteen year-old. I've got such a future to look forward to, and I want to enjoy my high school years. There's no point in getting involved in drama, because it'll all be forgotten in a few years. I want all the positives and I want to use the negatives to grow stronger. No one's going to hinder my potential anymore. I'm going to pull up my grades even higher than I have before and I'm going to get into all the best colleges. I'm going to surround myself with the best of friends and I'm going to make my relationship with Marcus the best one I've ever had. I'm going to be Kelly again: the Kelly that everyone can come to for advice but still have fun hanging out with.

I quote Scarlett O'Hara when I say, "Afterall, tomorrow is another day."