Currently Listening Letters to the President By Hawk Nelson see related

- Late show

Life is amazing.....and so are my friends!

This past week I've realized how much i truly do love my friends! They get me through the day and i'd be so lost if i didnt have them. This entry is dedicated to them so if u dont think u're on here then u're prolly right and reading any further would be of no value to you watsoever.

*Mary-Wow....who would've thought we would become friends? Though or past was very rocky, i know the future is gonna be bright and we'll be friends for a good long while. You're an amazing person and i'm so glad we're friends. Just watching you come to youth group and seeing how much you've grown spiritually in these past couple years just blows my mind, cuz in all honestly i didnt think it was gonna happen. It's truly inspirational and i just hope you stay strong and true to your faith no matter wat. Remember i'm here for you no matter wat. I'm so lucky to have you in my life and i (to quote you) friggen love you!

*Cait-2 yrs and we're still runnin strong. We've been through it all the ups and downs but no matter wat we made it through, and made us stronger. Idk wat i'd do w/out you. You understand me like no other which is impressive cuz sometimes I dont even understand myself haha. I'm glad we became friends and cant w8 to face these last 2yrs of school w/ya. Scary huh? I luv ya gurlie!

*Megan-like mary we had our fair share of arguments and wat not but luckily ReCreation made everything better. We became a lot closer and i'm so excited cuz she's such an awesome person! And we have a lotta memories. I can't w8 to get to know her better and share more fun times @ youth trips and stuff. I <3 her!

*Jordan(aka brudder)-Ok so jordan wont read this cuz he doesnt have the internet but i still freakin luv this kid. He's my shoulder to cry on, and a great person to talk to. He makes me laugh and i know he'll always be there for me. We have an amazing bond, he's the greatest guy friend i could ever ask for. LYLAB!

*Josh R.-This kid is freakin amazing! Idk wat else there is to say about him other than that in all honesty cuz that pretty much sums him up. I luv that kid!

*Steven-I've known this kid since elementary and he's still the biggest hick i know haha but thats ok we still love him. He's the greatest hick any1 could ever ask for i'm glad we started talkin again.

*Geoff-He's such an amazing person, and we've been through a lot and no matter wat he's still there and always makes me feel comfortable and safe. I'm gonna miss him so much while he's @ college!

*Jared-Good times w/that kid. He's so fun and made youth group so energetic. I'm gonna miss him a lot to while he's in florida for school.

*Ben-Ok so i'm a little mad @ him right now but after everything cools down i still heart this kid. He's sucha goofball and he's always there to talk to if i need him which i luv. And he always makes me feel better

Well there ya have it folks, these are the people that make my life worth while. My supporters, my ventors that i go to often, the people who keep me sane when i need to be, the ones who i can always look up to and go to no matter what, my reasons for living. I'm so blessed, i couldnt ask for better friends!

<3 Always and 4ever,

*Court

Currently Listening Don't You Fake It By The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus see related

- Face Down

What a wonderful caricature of intimacy...

Wow these past couple of days have been fun! Sunday I worked from 12-5 then went to youth the applebee's w/mary,ben,jordan,josh, and steven it was pretty fun. Then after that we went back to mary's a hung out a lil bit. Yesterday went to the pool w/Geoff and Jon which was fun. Geoff's car wouldnt start twice the 1st B4 we went to the pool and the 2nd time after the pool we went to blockbuster rented a movie came out it wouldnt start so we had hoover pick us up which was crazy! He's an insane driver! Went back to Geoff's house and watched a movie and stuff. 2day i went to the mall w/Cait which was fun. Spending money is always fun lol! 2morrow is my last day workin @ Allenberry and I'm seriously thrilled! I'll prolly end up running when he says we can leave for the night cuz I'll be THAT excited to get away from that hellhole! I'm hopin to hear back from Papa John's soon.....dont ask about Sheetz I'd rather not talk about it. But yea it'll be cool cuz Jordan works there and Josh hopefully will start to it's gonna be crazy. Those guys are awesome! Idk wat I'd do w/out them! So yea. There's like 19days left till school AHHH!!!! That sorta sucks cuz I dont really wanna go back to school. I mean sure i miss every1 and it gives me somethin to do but still.....yuck. It'll be awesome once I get my liscence which is oct. 25th thats too far away! Grrr. But yea....nm else goin on really so yea...I guess thats it for now...

<3 Always and 4ever,

*Court

Currently Listening 15 By Buckcherry see related

- crazy bitch

Holy crap i like NEVER write in this thing nemore. I'm sorry guys! Wow recreation was july 16-22nd and omg it was sooo fun! I didnt want it to end. I'm too lazy to put the pics up here so go check them out on myspace i put a few up there. Umm......o i FINALLY put my 2 weeks notice in for allenberry and applied @ sheetz and got a call today while i was out saying 2 call 2morrow to schedule my drug test and stuff  so that means I'm in. Thank God! I'll be makin a buck more than i do now and i'll actually know when i get off work! I'm so excited. Mary and Ben are gonna work there w/me so thats gonna be fun! I'll be so glad to get outta allenberry that place is literall hell on earth! So yea...hung out w/keefer today that was pretty fun. Went swimmin @ boiling springs pool it was hot! Yuck and 2morrow is gonna be even worse! 110 degrees! Thank God for AC. Hmm.....nm else to write about. Haha i now own seasons 1-4 of Will&Grace woohoo! Gives me stuff 2 watch durin the day cuz there's never nething on. Hmm.....yea nm 2 really write about in here. The only reason im really posting somethin is cuz myspace is down as usual. What else is new right? So yea...I guess thats it for this lovely entry until next time!

<3 Always and 4ever,

*Court

Live well...Laugh often....Love retirement....

Ok so that motto was on the blanket that they wrapped my grandma with in her casket.  For some who don't know i found out after work friday night that my great grandma died thurs. morning.  Apparently she had been in a nursing home for a while and her daughter and her family were just waiting for it to happen but didnt have the courtesy to tell any of us! Her son read it in the paper and told my dad who called us, and had it not been for that call we wouldn't have known.  So yea....that wasnt cool and that def. made the funeral harder to bear.  The woman that was in the casket didnt even look like my grandma it was awful and yet i couldnt bring myself to cry that much.  I just can't bring my self to believe that she's gone. She was sucha stubborn woman, she worked untill she was 86 years old and never missed a day of it.  She received an award in DC for being the oldest most respected woman @ her job @ PHEAA.  I also found out she played field hockey in college.....guess thats where i got that from.  She loved every1 and helped in everyway she could.  She had a great sense of humor and when we'd go to visit she'd always tell me "courty u better work hard in school so u can get a scholorship and go to college."  Now she's not even here to see me graduate.  Thats all i ever wanted, and thats all that runs through my head on the 1st day of school are those words and the thought of her being there as i walked across the stage to get my diploma with a scholorship under my belt.  I wish i could do that for her.  She's done so much for me and she deserves that.  She was one of the most honorable women i knew, who lived life to the fullest.  She was never afraid of death ever.  She knew God would take her when the time was right.  I never saw her cry, she said it was a sign of weakness and that you shouldnt cry just move on.  I honestly dont know wat to do.  Everytime I go to cry i cant and i feel awful, and i dont wanna bottle it in cuz thats not good either ugh! I'm still in that denial mode i guess, because i guess i always figured she'd live forever and now thats she's gone i don't know how to react.  Alright well i guess im gonna stop rambling cuz i dont even know wat im saying nemore so yea...i guess until next time...

<3 Always and 4ever,

*Courtney

RIP Margaret Rosealba Gontz you will never be forgotten!

Currently Listening Louder Now By Taking Back Sunday see related

- "Make damn sure"

I just wanna break you down so badly...

Wow it's been a while since I've updated.  Mostly life has consisted of sleep, school, eat work, shower, drive thats about it really.  But life has been pretty good I must admit.  I got my paycheck the other day for $294 so i was pretty excited.  I went and opened an account then spent the rest on my i-pod nano!!! Woohoo it's about gosh darn time I got one.  My next check is goin all straight to the bank so I can save for a car YAY! lol.  But yea so last night Cait and I worked till 1AM!!! That was an 8hour day for me so that was not fun.  I mean I wasnt complainin but still my mom wasnt thrilled, which I dont blame her.  But yea....so one of the dishboys has returned and lemme tell ya wat....THANK GOD! For starters he's prettyy damn hott and secondly that means we wont have to stay and do dishes much nemore since there's two dish boys YAY! Haha.  Hmm.....I get to work by myself 2night since Emily took off for campin and Cait so she can watch her cousins so this should be interesting.  Hopefully it's not to chaotic.  Thank God we have off Monday woohoo!  I swear even though we only had school 2 days this week it still felt like a whole week.  I'll be really happy when school is over for good then it's summer.  Now I'm not as excited about it cuz we found out sunday we're not goin to IYC cuz we just dont have the budget for it so that means no Cali *sniffle sniffle* but hopefully we go back to recreation again in NC i luv that place!  Umm....wat else? O yea in choir we're workin on graduation music which is makin me really sad cuz I'm losin A LOT of friends after this year and it's just startin to hit me that thats the case, that next year they're gonna be gone and thats not cool.  Next year is gonne be so weird.  But alrighty well i guess thats it 4 2day...until next time i guess.

<3 Always and 4ever,

*Court