Currently Listening Beautiful Soul By Jesse McCartney ( i know it's old...haha) see related

well, im just doing homework and i feel like updating this...hmm, so many things have happened since the last time i updated. let's see... well, there was the time i passed out from hypothermia because of the car wash we held...then there was the time michael surprised me with flowers and asking me to homecoming dance ...aww, how cute!! haha!! anddd, there was the homecoming dance which was fun. i got to see katie again and we hung out during the football game. hmm, GSA is good for the most part and i guess that's it. school's great and mike and i are doing pretty well too. i love him so much..he's such a great guy. god, im gonna stop talking about him now before i keep going on..again...haha!! ok well, its been a fun 3 minutes...ttyl!!!

~Sam~

Currently Listening I Wanna Know By Joe see related

hmmm, well its midnight and im still up...

im writing here because im bored and because all im thinking about right now is my baby. i know its weird, but i miss him so much. my day is never complete if i dont see him. i barely saw him this weekend and he's all i thought about. he's so great!!! i love hearing his voice everytime i pick up the phone. idk how he does it, but he always puts me at ease. i can talk to him about anything and be comfortable while doing it too. i cant explain it...i know this entry might not be something that interests everyone but i know at least one person who will appreciate reading this !!! me and mike might get into tiny arguments sometimes but im glad we have the kind of relationship were we can just talk things out and make our relationship stronger by doing it. i havent told that many people how i really feel about him...how much i love him. i hope he knows though. i hope he knows how much he means to me and the things i would give up just to be with him. we have faced many problems along our way, but im glad we got through them...together!! i love everything about him...i love the way he looks, his personality, his family, and just all the tiny things about him. he is my other half!!! he is the one i wish to see the most and he's the one who i wanna be with the most. i can be who i truly am when im around him and he could care less if im acting kinda weird or goofy or w/e. he loves me for me and i love him for him. when i frist met him, i thought that he was the cutest and sweetest guy ever. i fell in love with his smile and personality the moment we said hi to each other. after that, our friendship and our relationship bloomed. i guess i always knew that i wanted to be with him...and now i am!!! going out with him was one of the best choices i have ever made. he makes me happy...happier than anyone else. he gives me hope whenever i think things are impossible and he brightens up my day. he makes my heart skip a beat everytime he holds me in his arms. he is everything i want in a guy!!!

if you dont know this already...i love you mike!!! 

Your one and only,

 SAM

Currently Listening Helena By My Chemical Romance see related

 HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALISON SUE HAMILTON!!!!!

yesterday during lunch, me, alex, ali, lauren, and jarvis sat at the same table and ate some cupcakes from ali. the best part was when us CW girls started a cupcake fight against each other. we were running around the student union like crazy. we were everywhere. everyone got frosting on their faces, but me and ali got some on our hair. it was so gross... my hair was sticky the rest of the day. after school, mike walked me to mom's car despite the fact that i slapped him (it was a REFLEX) in front of some people. im soooo sorry. i didnt mean to slap you. i felt soooooo bad!!!! anyways, me and my mom picked meg up from the middle school and went to this clinic to get our sports physicals. hmmm, we went home after that and i talked to some people online then got ready for the football game. i wore alex's wife beater and i wrote "#88 MICHAEL D'VALENTINE" on it. when we got to holt high school, we met up with mrs. braurer and just watched the game in the freezing weather. i was so glad that alison (aka pumpkin) went to the game!!! after we lost 49-14, my mom dropped me, virginia, and ayala off to lauren's house for the rest of ali's surprise birthday party. when we got there, everyone was dancing and i was so glad to be with them...especially cooney, hamilton, and souser...of course i was happy to see my katie too!!! so we just chiled for a while, dancing and singing and stuff like that. me and alex actually went to mike's house and just hung out for a little bit until ali came and got us. after a while, me, alex, and ali tried to go back there again but beau (lauren's dog) got out so we had to chase him. i sprinted through the cold, wet grass and the damn sharp cement without any shoes on. of course we sort of got in trouble but lauren said it was ok. that was the end of us going out that night. after some time, me, alex, and lauren just hung out in the "CW room" and talked for a while. i even talked to mike about something that upset me. thank god for my CWs!!! so me, alex, ali, lauren, (and supposedly katie, but she left cause we were being too loud) and sara (who slept between the two rooms) slept in the CW room. it was fun cause we messed around for a while until we all fell asleep. when we woke up, we ate some pancakes and watched fever pitch. few by few, people started leaving. when i left, i stopped by mike's house for a while and saw that his house got egged. i have no idea who did it. egging someone's house is so wrong!!! but w/e, when jarvis and i got home, i fell asleep. when i woke up, i talked to ali and wes and hooked them up!!! was up was up was up !!! i was sooo freaking happy for them!! yesssss!!!! hahaha!! after that, i talked to alex for a while then went back to sleep afterwards. now, im watching armageddon and im about to fall asllep again cause im so tired and i dont feel so good ...GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE!!!

~Sam~

Currently Listening We Belong Together By Mariah Carey see related

 good morning!!! hahaha!!! wow i am incredibly stupid!!!! hahahhaa wow!!! hmmm, ok so last friday school was good as usual and then that night, was the el vs. eastern football game...hahahhaha WOW!!! anyways, after the game, me, alex, and jo walked to the school for the 5th quarter and laughed most of the time. jo is alex's cousin and she's awesome, but me and alex are just crackers...seriously, you dont even know how dangerous and fun it is to put us together !!! yupppp, so we just danced the night away and it was great. me and mike were dancing to all my life and he was singing it to me at the same time....it was so cute. i loved it sooo much!!! after the 5th quarter, alex's mom picked us up and went back to alex's place. when we got there, we ate brownies then went back to alex's room where we just goofed around. we were taking pictures and videos of the stupidest things!!! but after a while, kelly and jo went downstairs and me and alex just hung out and talked about almost everything. i have never had a talk like that with anyone in my life...hahaha but seriously, i love that girl so much (CW!!!!). i think we went to bed at around 3:30 and we woke up at 8:30 cause my dad had to pick me up early to do some things. ok so when we got home, mike and robert were still at my place and they were eating and playing pusoy. we hung out for a while then they left at around 11:30 cause they wanted to take showers...oooohhh bastards. haha jk jk. so after they left, i took a shower then cleaned the house. nehemiah came soon after followed by zach and kayleigh then mike, robert, and sonya! we ate lunch (something that my brother made) which was surprisingly good then just watched tv. my parents and meg left for the football game at arounb 2:00 and we were just left in the house. so we watched more tv then played card games. it was me and mike's 3 month anniversary and i was so happy that he came. it meant so much to me that he did all he can for us to be together !!! when the game started, we all watched it on tv, but zach left soon after the game started which kinda sucked but it's ok. during halftime, mike and kayleigh left to rent a movie that we can all watch after the game and nemo left to pick jerry up. so it was just me, mike, sonya, and robert. robert and sonya took a nap while me and mike just cuddled for a while. after an hour(?) or probably less than that, nemo and jerry came arrived and we just sat and watched the rest of the game. kayleigh and jarvis came back with "the people under the stairs". well everyone got hungry, so nemo left to pick up pizza for everyone. while waiting, we just did NOTHING!!! haha but whatever. when nemo came back, we started the movie and idk, the movie was ok. i mean i liked it. it wasnt scary or anything but it was interesting. after the movie ended, eveyone but kayleigh left. she just hung out here with jarvis for a while and left at around 10:00 i think. i was so freaking tired and sick. i thought i was gonna die!!! so i practiced my little speech thing for today then called it a night. omg, im so nervous for today. i dont wanna talk in front of all these people that i dont know, especially in a church since its such a holy place. im afraid that im gonna be so nervous that im gonna start laughing. ahhhh, i havent even practiced that much. annnddd, i still have that stupid paper i have to write for us history !!! right now, im just really nervous for this afternoon. if i screw up, im gonna cry...im not a very good public speaker... omg im going crazy!!!! i need to talk to someone to help me calm my nerves...NOW!!! god, im stupid, but what can i say...hmmm. haha!! ok i guess i should work on my paper. call me someone please!!!!!!!

~Sam~

Currently Listening Wake Me Up When September Ends By Green Day see related

so yesterday was the first day of school and it wasn't too bad. i actually liked all of my classes. here's my schedule: english I...feraco, geometry...jennings, us history...graham, orchestra...mcdonald, biology...mueller, spanish II...gehres, and homeroom with peterson!! well, i hate the work but i love the people that i have my classes with !!! second day (which was today) was a little better. i was able to see mike a lot more and i was able to manage my time better. of course we got homework again but so far they're all easy!! anyways, i just took time out to write this cause i felt like it but now i have to get back to the gay ass homework graham gave us!!! and oh yeah, ALI is now a CW!!! hell yeah!!! !!! katie, we still love you!!!!

~Sam~