Ok...So today's a new day. I am still very depressed and all, pissed off even, but I know I got my friends behind me whenever I need them....*Sighs* And a little something y'all should know. Even you Taylor...The only reason(s) I acted suicidal was because I got depressed so much, and it was over a lot of things.
My parents still bitch at each other a lot and they're now just starting to get along....My mom's going through a depressing stage right now. She's all happy and cheery one day or two, but the next day she's all depressed. she has all these hot flashes and she usually doesn't feel like doing a thing....I'm really worried about her....And other things as well....
Even though I'm falling for this other guy who's my best friend, Taylor somehow still doesn't approve or something. The only question I have for him is "IIf you were already with someone else....Why get mad if I start to fall for someone else and not you?" That's what I don't get....He confuses me sometimes. I know he's with Sophie and all....But why get mad at me if I start to fall for someone else that's not him? >.< Yep.
*Sighs again* I'm really sorry for putting him trhough the pain I inflicted on him, but he put me through more by lying to me and not telling me what was really on his mind when he should have. i'm not like Amberley. I don't spaz out at vevery little thing. Only if things are real bad. However, you get my point right? *Shrugs* I know I shouldn't worry about things like this or that, but I can't help it if I care a lot of people and things at hand. And you, my friends, should know that....
Anyways....I'm gonna go. If you guys would like to chat with me today. IM me on Yahoo or AIM....
Love Always,
Ashley | 
