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comment on my beautiful haitus sign xDD

woot happie 17th bday to me xDD;; i received so many wishes today and its like so touching T^T even from people i didnt know in school. lol. being 17 doesnt really feel any different. and as luck would have it, i sprained somewhere from my neck to my shoulder >__>;; anyways. overall its been a pretty good days since the past two weeks or so werent so smooth going for me x]

on saturday, my friends wanted to celebrate my bday early for me, so they like called me at 1am and asked if i could go out. i waited till my dad was asleep and i sneaked out x_X; he would've shot me if he knew. and i came home at like 4am xD;; but it was a bad night T^T

im going back to taiwan in march x] *dies* ive been dying to go back. and my younger sister's bf is like going back too. so we can all like meet in taiwan. lol. but too bad hemans going back to hong kong T__T oh wells..

happy halloween - me and my sad boring pathetic halloween

been quite a while since my update once again. i really should be editing some parts of the layout but then again, im really not in the mood to do that. so shall leave it the way it is. havent been doing much. school, friends, relationship, family. dealing with everything.

i told heman several times that it feels so damn insecure being with him. and sometimes i get so sensitive and paranoid. but compared to all my relationships before, being with him in really like in an actual relationship. not that the previous ones werent, just not with that must trust and compromise. so im actually very confident in us. even though we like fight 827364 times a day xD;; we fought over what i forgot again today and i was like swearing to my friends that i'll ignore him for 10 yrs but in the end it only lasted for 10 mins before we made things up again x33 mew.

im actually kinda tired with school. dealing with all those people. but then again, its my own bad. shouldnt even be involved. but when you're out there, its hard to stay away from people you dont want to interact with. so pretty damn boring. bleh.

ive had two periods this month. two. and that is just freaky.

been a while since i updated so fast xD my weekend has been totally insane. went to a few famous pubs in shanghai. its so wild. loud music, crazy people and alot of drinks. i use to go to jazz bars all the time. but im starting to like those discos type.

yesterday like at 3am, i went to the pubs bathroom and saw this girl throwing up. thought she was just drunk. then she tried to borrow my friend's phone and she was mumbling some alien language. she then called someone and started crying. then we asked her if shes alright. she told us that they were drinking with 6 guys. the guys cheated and her friend got drunk. and now her friends missing but she managed to escape so shes hiding in the toilet. we were all like o_O omfg. but she obviously took drugs. think she sniffed K.

was kinda scary. now that teaches us to be always careful around strangers T^T never know when to get kidnapped. slaughter. YIKES.

school starts tomorrow. really dont wanna go. T^T but i dont seem to have a choice. bummer.

its been 811 days since ive used this xanga. whoa. thats a long time to think about. and through xanga, tons of stuff happened. it kinda like grew up with me. and everyone on it. so its been pretty cool x]

we had a week national break last week. everything was cool. heman has to go back to hongkong. so i didnt meet him in that week at all T^T just stayed at home, play a little of maple story (finally lv. 80 xD i just dont play that too often now that i dont have much time) and went out with some taiwan friends. been pretty boring. but god i wish school never had to start. everything went absolutely wrong till now. the whole class is like fucked up and we all got problems. i almost got expelled from school like 2 days ago >__< for something i dont even know what i did. bummer. china teachers can be such freaks sometimes. gawd. they like... live in the 1960s or something. times like these i really wanna go back to the states T-T

besides that, which is almost nothing, everything elses' cool. a new pup is brought into the family. but i dont think my cat likes it too much >__> how unfriendly. and my cat being the five times the size of that pup, we had to like watch out 24/7 making sure she doesnt eat him T^T hes okay now xD;;

i got a new mp3 player. yepp. its colored and real cool. but i really want a new phone now. like really REALLY do. heman got the latest panasonic phone. cant remember the model but the phone flips open itself when pushed a button and you can change the color plates on the cover. ohh lucky him T^T but my dad just wont get me a new one. sad.