| time is up cuz ive had enough
you were there by my side, always down for the ride
but your joy ride just caved down in flames cuz your greed sold me out of shame
but if it wasn’t for all that you tried to do I wouldn’t know just how capable I am to pull through, so I wanna say thank you
cuz it makes me that much stronger, makes me work a little bit harder
makes me that much wiser, so thanks for making me a fighter
never saw it coming
Take my photo of the wall if it wont sing for you
cuz all that’s left has gone away and theres nothing there for you to prove
oh look what you’ve done you’ve made a fool of everyone
oh it seems like such fun until you lose what you had won
give me back my point of view cuz I just cant think for you
I can hardly hear you say,
what should I do while you choose?
oh look what you’ve done, you’ve made a fool of everyone
oh it seems like such fun until you lose what you had won
take my photo off the wall if it just wont sing for you..
most boring, unproductive day ever |
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| heylo my dears, how are we all? Lovely i hope
so it worked out tonight! well, kind of. half way. we got the guy, hes going to give us a call and well probably take her to do it on tuesday or soemthing. its so exciting!! and i gave her the ring and everything. red. zach took us, we were going to bowl but we were like well fuck that by the time zach picked us up it was too late, and went to walmart after the waffle house instead to get drinks (cherry...) and meet zubair. god derek is weird. we catagorized him. him and another of our favourite boys. fit in one category. we deemed the other one as just not even good enough to be in that. and yeah, nothing too crazy, just planning for diana and lots of stupid talk. i love stupid talk. tina you fat lard! come get some dinner!
and uhh hmm what else? oo i think i get to visit lala in may over memorial day weekend!! i dont know if tom would come, but at least shell get me, her FAVOURITE right?? lol. dustin just let me pretend. please?
o i also went to barnes and nobles with my family earlier tonight and read the hot sex book and a marilyn book and i forget what else, but what i was going to tell you was that i have exhausted the first carmen electra dvd lol, sooo i got the second one! which is hard, i lookd at that shit and was like o ouch. but its ok. as long as it works. so now i guess ill go to the gym again so that way i can go through the other things before going home to do new things.
and yeah.. thats about it. it would have been exciting to go get her belly button did right now, but mike worked til seven, so, sitting in steves parking lot for an hour or so will suffice. lol.
wonder if there will be snow on monday? cuz if not... i could work maybe.. and then get my nails done on tuesday. THE DAY. i really hope it all works out.
ok well its 2 am, so im thinking of sleeping. hopefully ill get to go shopping tomorrow. its my new favourite thing that makes me happy.
i had to find you
Tell you i need you
tell you i set you apart
tell me your secrets, ask me your questions
o lets go back to the start
running in circles, chasing our tails
heads are a science apart
oh take me back to the start
i was just guessing at numbers and figures
pulling your puzzles apart
questions of science
science and progress
do not speak as loud as my heart
...come back and haunt, oh as i rush to the start
running in circles, chasing our tales
coming back as we are
nobody said it was easy...
take me back to the start |
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| i give it up, im not trying.
it gave/gives me feelings i never had before, and while i like them it still feels like im not supposed to have them. because there's a piece of me that feels lost. thats the only way i can explain me right now.
id hate to see it fade , but it feels like it inside right now anyways. *sigh*
save me.
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| lol tom in uniform. uhh.... but he makes really good sandwiches. but my quiznos/subway preference is going to remain secret...
ooo i hope tonight works otu that owuld be so fun and exciting! lol
im doing it too btw. im decided. just not right now.. when hes gone.. |
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