It is time to make decision. I made it. Hope we will both be better off.

The happiest and 2nd saddest things in my life happened within the last few months. Well, my EQ isn't that good, my emotions jumped up and down all the time.

As per someone requested, I have just started thinking of how to prepare that extremely important present. I know, that will potentially affect my life in the future. That was my still my dream a month ago, back then i was spending every single second to search for ways to go. All of a sudden, it become a possible reality, but i was unexpected hesitate to promise in it. I don't know if i should still go ahead with that. But for the sake of courtesy, i think i still need to get that present/work done! Yea, sometime i will regard that as a kinda work ...cos i felt the pressure when i was working on it. Besides, I'm still thinking of that big issue...how should i decide, should I bet on it. If i think rationally, I don't think i should go ahead, but i still believe that suprise, miracle, unexpected stuff will somehow happen. I used to have some small luck under some terrible situations. I hope my luck will help me to prove my decision is correct. I'm nervous!

Christmas is almost over..my feeling has changed gradually, from confident to worries to disheartened, and I can feel the distance between us, that's quite horrible indeed...esp in this kind of joyful festival. well, the trust is somehow still in my heart. I listened to some advices, i did try my best to manage my expectation and thus my dissatisfication....anywayz, I hope it can be worked out finally.

Back to HK for almost a month lu. Still in the holiday mood lei..

Backed to work and started my role in MKT, well, my ever longing team is the most boring one in the world. I don't really like what i am doing, hope i can take all of my leaves in between and get it done asap. Met my old boss some days ago and i was unconciously complaining on what i m doing. well..he said he was treating me too well lei..indeed, i know!

I didn't hang out much after returning back to HK. It was super unusual as i don't really want to hang out late at night. I do miss my frd, but i always want to ditch some plans ..haha..my bad my bad. I spent most of my time sleeping and resting...should make good use of it instead lei.

It is sunday again, and need to face back the real world tomorrow, starting my week again in ACQ with no one to hang around, no frd's no mo liu chat and no coffee break life! Gosh....i miss my old life..i hope i will get used to it soon @_@

haven't updated for a long while. It is my first entry in BW. Life in BW is tired, today is the 2nd time that i can have enough sleep..wuu. (well, the first time was me taking sick leave..haha) Tired yet fun life..so, not bad! Just finished the chairman's challenge today. I have completely proven to myself that assertiveness is extremely important! was quite disappointed indeed... anywayz, it's over!

Yea, life with spiders is fun, yet i m still survive. haha..I love to hang around with funny people here, well, there are really lots of funny people out there!!! Just finished an adventure trip last weekend and found that i can be a human GPRS! First time to know that i can be that good in orientation..haha..i was used to be said as no sense in direction and bet to be got lost for sure!! hehehe. Yep, we (4 people) took a map and rent a car and know nothing and drove towards the north! Well..It was indeed a great fun! We didn't book hotels, didn't plan for where to go, didn't research for anythgs but just go straightly. I just m pround of our braveness. For that 'Survivor' trip, only 2 of us are survived in the first night. We finally went out from the forest in lake district and got a hotel, after recharged for that night, the 4 people regained their energy and went to another adventure in the 2nd day..haha.. We drove up a hill which is next to a cliff. It was rainy and foggy and we couldn't even see 2 m outside..