Currently Playing The Curse By Atreyu see related

- right side of the bed

everyone.... GET LIVE JOURNAL http://www.livejournal.com go now!! i've been updating mine a lot and its much better then xanga anyways. if and when you get one leave me a comment here saying your username.. i'll find ya. but trust me you wont like Live journal at first but once everything starts catching on you'll like it a lot more. theres so much shit you can do and the community part is awesome. you just have to get the hang of it. i like it cause you can play with the HTMl on your page and yeah.. its just a lot fucking better then xanga anyways. you'll catch on and grow to love it.  if you're not good with html theres plenty of different layouts that you can choice from.

i also have a greatest journal http://www.greatestjournal.com i dont update it much and i was thinking bout changing my username on there cause the one i have sounds too emo haha.

so if any of ya'll end up getting LJ or GJ let me know!!! they are both a hell of a lot better then fucking xanga.

Currently Playing Vanity By Eighteen Visions see related

- One Hell of a Prize Fighter

yeah yeah i know.. its been awhile since i updated. but i've been hanging out on http://www.votemeoff.com a lot lately like talking in the forums and shit.. its like a game site and its a lot of fun.. i like it at least..

uhm.. yeah i've been trying to find god a lot lately to.. yeah i know. its a big change for but its a good change.. and i'm glad that i'm doing things this way.. i plan on being single for a long time cause i really dont want to get feelings for anouther girl mainly cause i dont want them to be crushed.. i'm not gonna date just any girl anymore.. i have more respect for myself now. before i wouldnt care just as long as the girl was semi hot i would date her.. but now.. HA you gotta be the right kinda person on the inside. no more stupid ditsy bitches, no more fakes, no more false feelings, no more hate, and most of all.. seriously.. they gotta believe in the thing that i have found to be true.

i really hate being single and not having someone there to cuddle w/ or to love. but i know its for my best interest now to stay single.. god will give me the perfect person if i wait long enough. and i know he will send her to me. and when he does it will be the best time of my life. and i know i will have never loved anyone as much as i will love her. i cant wait.

Currently Playing Comalies By Lacuna Coil see related

- Heaven's A Lie

so yeah...  i've been doing a lot lately. i hang out w/ a bunch of christians now. its fun i'm prob going bowling w/ them tonight :) uhm i went up to PA last weekend.. hung out w/ pat most the time.. r acually all the time. i burned like 18 new cds!!! which is fucking hot. i have soooo many fucking cds now..

uhm i'm still single and looking :( but i think i found one r two that like me that i would like to be w/ also!!  but i'm not to sure.. i think the one does cause she always talks to me whenever i see her.. like she talks a lot to me. which is kinda kewl... and thenthe other one.. uhm idk we always pick on each other and we went to the mall yesterday and she wanted to walk around w/ me and let the other people we were with behind.. so that was pretty kewl.. but i'm to much of a fucking shy idiot that idk what to do.. [sad]

Currently Playing Women & Children Die First By Remembering Never see related

Punch Your Face, Go Fuck Yourself, Everybody Gets Hurt, Settle The Score, TJ Maxx, Denied, Slumlords, Fight Back, Fight Night, Death Before Dishonor, Buried Alive, Turmoil, Gorilla Biscuits, Judge, Youth of Today, By The Grace of God, Mouthpiece, Striking Distance, These Days, Damage Done, For The Crown, Champion, Bane, Ten Yard Fight, Animosity, All Shall Perish, Death, Slayer, Exhumed, Dahmer, Vulgar Pigeons, Unholy Grave, Dark Tranquility, Children Of Bodom, Bloodthrone...

this is just a note to self of some bands i gotta check out

Currently Playing Year of the Spider By Cold see related

- stupid girl -

ok... so i was thinking the other night...  

yeah funny that i was acually thinking huh?

well yeah so i came to a conclusion

i dated 6 girls that hated clowns

they were all crazy

and all of them cheated on me

so that means from now on

i'm never dating someone that hates clowns

mainly because i dont talk to any of those girls that hate clowns anymore

and i still have a good relationship w/ all my other ex's

its just these clown haters that drive me crazy

**sorry if i made anyone mad or upset..  these are just my conclusions to everything that has happened**

ooo and i have to add what what the fucking pussy tj likes to say..   

mallory if this is true it def. goes along w/ what i said above.. so stop lieing to me if you are.. and if your telling me the truth tell me. cause some ppl like to fuck w/ my head. and i would like you to stop if you are

FiveOFastback67: haha
KoRnAdIcT420: u must think your kewl dont ya?
FiveOFastback67: john aren't you the one who shines the cock with your mouth
KoRnAdIcT420: learn how to grow the fuck up man
KoRnAdIcT420: yeah  oooook tj
KoRnAdIcT420: only yours buddy
FiveOFastback67: dont lie john, mallory told me all about your cock sucking days
KoRnAdIcT420: grow the fuck up man
FiveOFastback67: so did stolfi
KoRnAdIcT420: hahaha  o yeah
KoRnAdIcT420: i bet they did
FiveOFastback67: they most certainly did
KoRnAdIcT420: especially since those days never happened
FiveOFastback67: not what i heard...
KoRnAdIcT420: r not what you started thinking?
KoRnAdIcT420: bullshit
KoRnAdIcT420: grow the fuck up dude
FiveOFastback67: anyway there cocksucker, have fun in carolina
KoRnAdIcT420: no wonder everyone hates you
FiveOFastback67: acually nobody did hate me, they just hung out with you because you gave out drugs and smoked them up, until... you got robbed
FiveOFastback67: case and point
KoRnAdIcT420: hahahahahahahahahahahahaha
KoRnAdIcT420: your hilarious
FiveOFastback67: also, you call me the loser when im the one in college making something for myself, and youre stuck with your mom workin at mickey d's
FiveOFastback67: have fun
FiveOFastback67: loser
FiveOFastback67 signed off at 11:18:13 PM.

ok  so now i gotta say..  tj you come up w/ the crazyiest stories and the most fucked up shit..  your going to college to drop out cause your a fucking coke head.. you cant get off that shit. hes just gonna blow his money w/ coke and pot and not try to straighten up at all   oooo and this is what stolfi had to say to me..

mixdup2: I havent even seen or talked 2 tj in weeks. Who told u that

and this is stolfis ex...

Rapture24: no, its not. i came over because of Stolfi, Stolfi came over because you two were friends. TJ used you for the drugs, but everyone was still friends w/ you after you moved out and quit

soooooooooooooooooooo   tj...   GROW THE FUCK UP!!