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Name: Paul
Birthday: 11/18/1984
Gender: Male


Interests: I like Spam, Taco-bell, Pepsi, Philipino Food, Chinese Food, Sushi, Pizza, Curly Fries, Salmon, Shrimp, Crab, Lobster, Beef-Stew, Curry, Cup-o-Noodles I like Video Games, Rock, Punk, Techno, Brainless Action Movies, Romantic-Comedy Movies, Martial Arts, Boxing, Anime, Manga, Japan I also like Girls with great personality, someone who is fun to talk to and talk about anything. Girls who dont smoke. Girls who are skinnier than me. Girls who like to have stupid fun. Girls who have some interest in what i like as well.
Expertise: From what im told... Im a good hugger, kisser, and lover. (if you know what i mean) im also good at cuddling, tickling and being fun. Im good at making sad people laugh. Also im a good friend too. I try to be there for people most of the time.
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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Tipping Cows

I got to say... today was one of the most shittiest days that I have had in a long ass time.  Come to think about it, it has been a shitty week.  There is definately nothing I could do to reverse what I had done already, but the only thing left to do now is to pick up myself and start from bottom-up again.  Yup, it is going to take a very long time to reach where I once was, but I think I can manage.  It seems like I've truly lost the favor of a goddess, but with some sacrifice (LOL) she will be pleased in no time.


Sunday, February 11, 2007

Hello!

Like after a very loooooooooooooooong extended vacation from xanga, I have finally returned!

Alot of things happened since I last updated my xanga and I am not even going to go over what happened then, cause Im too lazy to do it and it doesnt matter now.

For starters, I would like to let everyone know that I read your xanga post all the time. I just dont comment, at all. Why? Because i couldnt log into my own xanga account. The solution? Took less than 5 minutes. Why the delay? I dont honestly know.

Anyway, Valentines day is around the corner and yes I will spend most of the day with sai (the girl in the top photo, we arent related mind you). Some people might not know this, but I really care about my friends (despite the fact I make fun of them most of the time) so last Valentines day I spent it with most of my friends and bought everyone some whip cream, chocolate and some strawberries.

This year Im afraid, I cant offer the same thing the year before. Not only am I broke, but I am super-sick-flu-sneeze-so-much-that-blood-mixes-with-the-snot-everytime-i-sneeze bad.  So I dont think I can comfort some people.  Although I could rummage for some Valentine day porno. ^_^

So like, I am super sick.  Being this sick, has opened my mind beyond the limits of reason and logic.  It has came to me that, It is most likely, I will never find someone as loving and caring as sai in my entire life.  I feel like as if sai and me were truly meant to find one another in this life.  Which, brings me to believe, that maybe we were former lovers in our past lives (reincarnation), but I wouldnt like to test that theory out at all O_o.  I also find it so cool that we just hang out, maybe doing nothing and still have plenty of fun. Hence dates become real cheap and movies are free (thanks kenzang!) . The only thing stopping me from venturing outside is the harsh weather, my empty wallet and my sickness.  This sickness has helped me realize a few things.  I realize that sometimes I take sai for granted and that I can always count on her to be at my side.

Because of that I wish i can do more for sai.  To make her feel happy, to whatever ends and causes. Thats why I love it when I cook for her, tie her shoes for her and being there for her as well.  Looking back at my very depressing life in the past, it makes me feel very silly for trying so damn hard for others to like me (women and men alike), when I finally found someone that I feel that unconditionally loves me for whatever the reasons it may be.

I know I may show too much affection towards sai, but in all honesty, it is not because I wish to gloat or to prove that I am a much superior alpha male, but because doing it makes me feel so alive.  It feels so good to do it, whether in the privates of my own home or in public.  I vowed that I would never do drugs, but the feeling that swells up inside me and twisting my insides as I see the girl of my dream breathing in front of me is like as if I have been drugged all along.  This feeling is better than anything i have ever experienced before, this is a feeling to yearned and envied at the same time.

That is why I wish for all my friends the best of luck in thier relationships and whatever else that comes thier way.  I want all my friends to know, that you are in my silent prayers in church and that I hope that you truly find the thing that you have been searching all you life.  Although I have found mine, there is still more things to come and experience in the bright future tomorrow might bring.


Sunday, May 21, 2006

hey ppl!!! whats up?

huh? nothing much for me in my side. gonna take 2 summer classes this summer and maybe chill with sai the whole time whle im at it.

---1st order of business: renavations are starting 2morrow for my house so the chances of having a barbaque is still good, however the chances for ppl stepping on carpenter nails and loosing a foot is pretty high, but im sure that wont stop ppl from coming to eat some pork chops would it? lol

---2nd order of business: havent been studying as of late, started to lose interest in all things that werent important like, speech, japanese and biology.... exams coming soon so i jst wanna get in and get out and hopefully still get a B

---3rd thing: hung out with a bunch of buddies on thursday and played D&D till 8, pretty good game going on there, had aot of fun too, i feel bad for Prota lol

on friday sai came over my house and we had some shrimp tempura good stuff (i cooked them) and we saw some anime, had lots of fun.

on saturday i had to show up for my last class for printmaking, got bored cause it was like at 9:30 and we started to do it at 12pm so i was like doing nothing for 2 hours and a half. oh but i met with sai again and had so much fun. we went to china town, had malaysian food (awsome stuff) i picked something i never had before (remembered why i always stick to curry chicken) had bubble tea (taro flavor, i like honeydew melon better) then we went to elizabeth center and sai picked up some more phone assessories, then we walked to union square i think??? or soemthing. that place with the spinning cube thing.

anyway we went there and there was a street fair thing going on, bought some more D&D figurines (tika, alicia and clare) was a pain in the ass to glue tika together. and then we walked around some and chilled till 7 really. so it was a cute little date i havent had with sai. i need to take her to westchester and show her how boring it is here, lol all we have are parks and trees.

then i got to yonkers at 8 and chilled with kenzang after he got out of work till 9:30....we spent the whole time talking and reading about D&D stuff....

D&D is poison to the mind.... but i take it any day over flintstone kids (and i do love flintstones kids tablets)

anyway today i didnt do much work at all. i have to clean the bathroom still and right now im eating some mee goring/pancit canton noodles ^_^ i love to mix them up

i did get to make a whole world map of the D&D place i think theres 6 continents and 10 nations that exist in them with at least like 3-12 cities each. i didnt take notes in what thier culture is like but what the hell u kno lol, i jst finished making the map thats all. like a good 3% was explored by the party so theres alot to do now i think lol, anyways i got to go lol


Saturday, April 08, 2006

Hello!!!

whats up people!!!

i been really busy and all, had a hot dog eating contest, D&D to do, bakes sales to make and studying to boot too!

anyway i got home early so im gonna let ppl kno that im alive but rlly busy so im hard to come by now adays

but jst to let ppl kno (not to brag) im gonna go to virginia with sai during spring break/ but with my family ;;sigh;; oh well.

but i cant wait though. i mean for a couple of weeks i havent rlly given sai all my attention so i have to make it up during those 5 days, honestly it feels like i havent seen her in a long time, but i need this spring break soooooooo badly

so im gonna go study some and get some gay chem reports done


Sunday, February 19, 2006

Beyond Recovery ( ^_^ )

after weeks of misery and pain. i finally feel much better!

i mean i usually am very active but! this time i got good-old paper mario and a boxes of nyquil and dayquil to boost up my strength. i swear im gonna become addicted to those things.

so yea. this valentines day this year was cool. i mean sai and i didnt go out and celebrate by ourselves. but we thought it might be nice to cheer up some people cause this year has been a little rough on them. =( but all is well. people are in good moods and everything is fine hopefully they are lol.

ok like last thursday we had this super smash melee. lol ahem Stupid Smash for sai LMAO. its cute the way she says that. well i think im going to retire from the stupid smash business, getting bored of it anyway.

paper mario is soooooooooo cute i like it when he says "oh no!" and "oh yea"

well aside from that me and sai hung out like on friday and everything is cool. i let her read berserk which was cool. that manga jst shouts out her lol.

also today i banged my shin on the staircase. and i was like groaning like a panzy. but the most screwed up part was i heard my older sister upstairs in her room laughing at my expense. sadistic bitch! anyway she fractured her ankle from working out too much so hahaha i have the last laugh. but that happened like on friday..... so maybe i had the first laugh, she laughed at me 2 days later and i think about her case and laugh some more at her..... errr u get my point lol

my shin rlly hurts >_<

oh yea some good news in life came to me on saturday i think? like, a couple of weeks ago my mom signed me up for some life insurance! damn right they can collect some refund when i go kaputz, errr 5cent deposit i guess lol. but anyway i had to take some test and i came out negative with flying colors

meaning i dont have HIV!!!! wooooooooooo

so yea like everything is jiffy. i may not like this cold i have, but its a damn lot better than having HIV man!

so yea kuddos to me. im kinda bored and rice jst finished cooking so i think im gonna have me some ^_^



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