67. your pressence lingers all over

Would You just lie with me here on the lush green grass Pasture and forget the world with me?

even after Dawn and nightfalls and even after the stars have been plucked by God one by one off the skys?

 Till heaven and hades collide? Cos, You have to know I still want you madly! Even after all of this time!

I still need your grace to rearrange and If I'd Fall, I wana be falling for you.

If I'd take a bullet, I want to be taking it for you. 

You have to know that, even if I have failed so many times,

I  have loved you from the start.

Currently Listening All We Know Is Falling By Paramore Franklin see related

109. fmss carnival sexbomb

Freedom?

Instructor potato came ystd! and Sarah cellgroup members from Cityharvest. Who knows germaine! wow It has been so long since Ive seen citiharvest cell people again! took millions fillions, thrillions, kazillionsszxzx Photos.

P/S: SARAH NG'S GETTING BAPTISED ON 20TH JULY!

Currently Listening Welcome To The Dollhouse By Danity Kane see related

002. Clique started afresh

Glad  that things were talked out. Had a clique talk! Thanks girls! I just relized I've never seen sucha United clique as us! hahaha, so what if seven is a odd number? I've neevr seen anything as united as us, still! Glad that we really went direct and stated our flaws and all the misunderstandings were resolved and No more doubting in future! Love them Just the way they are! No matter what! every individual! So what If im a year older than all of them? They still made me feel like I'm one of them and age ain't a factor! I feel just like one of them! And I belive we'll be stronger from now! even if future problems come about, I strongly belive we'll pull through and scrape through with every one of us! No one can spoil us! no one can seperate the lovelly seven on us! It's discussed! Started a fresh! Lets leave all our problems behind! and whatever that has happened which were not so joyful or pleseant, Forget it! and today was still busy prep for fundraising. Im so tired! I've painted so many banners and did so much handicrafts! and put in lotsa effort into my class prep for Tommrow's big occasion! (fmss fund raising!) and i have tuition and stuffs. recently im putting in effort in my work. and attending all tuitions that I should. I didnt skip any! and, I'm super tired With less than 8 hours of sleep for 5 consecetive days! so I'm drowning myself with NesCafe, more than 4 cans a day and sweets to keep me alert for my tuitions and work! anyw, I love you'll! many!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DELIA!

xxxxxx

Once again, I LOVE CLIQUE, AND I cant wait for tommrow's Funfair!

Currently Listening Infest By Papa Roach Scars (accoustic) see related

90. noise, it kills me well

Last night, I read about Love. and, Guess I is able to love people for who they are without a problem. cos thats just me. and I think people can be themselves infront of me. cos I'll still love them for who they are

Why must all these happen. (whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy)

case#1 and case#2. both are Upsetting and dissapointing. but, well nevermind. Dont wana describe it too. Its like so unexpected and unpredictable. I hate to blog and make my xanga site sucha emofungue place where it gives everyone cold hard feelings. why do people do things out of jelousy? or start backstabbing each other? why must people fight among themselves? why do people destroy things with their own hands without knowing it? why, must things end so fast. Even though all this, I still Hope, and put my faith In God. and I'm giving everything to God. I'm not gona, care or do anything about it or react like some Fitch. Just control and let God. I'm sure every little thing's gona be alright. Cos God will step in and save me. But Im yet at the same time confused and cheated and I will not trust anymore. I forgive. I really do. its gona be fine. Somehow it'll sort itself out. How come all my Right intentions produce out wrong outcomes? What Did i do to deserve this? I just hope that people would behave more maturely and frank and all. (I'm not shooting anyone here, just being real about everything and all thats going on)

Cos, it burned my life to Bits and Nope, I didnt choose it to be this way

(photo by: eme. Respect me no rips)

Cos of this, I cant trust myself anymore

77. couldnt bother much?

I didnt stay back to do up the banner in sch today. But I contributed a box of paint! anyw, met some church peeps today. Went with lovelle, bigben, and junhong. Life's kinda boring I guess. but its better than sickening shit going on. anyway, Im feeling really sickening and I just keep havg my constant moodswings. I deleted my tagboard. cos I feel like it. Comment on every entry if you wana, or else just dont bother. Cos I cant be bothered to care. Kinda heack everything now. To lazy to bother or, pay attention to the surroundings. and im drifting off to my own little world. where I shutoff everybody else, exp myself. anyw, today was better. Brighter. For now, My mood is switched to, Couldnt be bothered at all about anything.

Funfair this sat! funfair prep tommrow! and friday! (Excited)

Lovelle has a kinda, Unique way of taking photos?????? HAHAH.

GOODNIGHT ALL!