Wow it has been a while since I updated.

So I am not exactly sure what I want to do woth my life still. I'm not even sure what a good career would be for me. I'm not coming back to OBU next semester because it is way to expensive to be experimenting with what I want.

I'm excited cause The Prestige comes out this weekend. It looks great. I didn't realize it till I was looking on the website but David Bowie is in it. He doesn't even look like himself in the movie.

What is up!? Not the sky, for the sky is fallin'!

I'm doing better and have become a little more social. Not social enough to attend any of the TWIRP week events but close. All my classes are pretty good. I am working on a paper for my english class. I am having to take it again cause I failed last semester but I am just glad I don't have that evil teacher from back then.. I have a mass communications class which is pretty good. I can't wait till we get to movies and music.

I don't feel like typing anymore. My hand is le tired

Hello eveyrone. I have gone into a horrible downward spiral. I hardly talk to anyone anymore. I haven't even talked to my friends hardly. I haven't made any new friends at all. I used to have a girl that I at least liked ,but now I don't even have that. I feel dead in life. I go to sleep each night hoping that tommorow will bring a better day, but it doesn't. I can't handle it anymore.

I blame this on my shyness. It has got worse and worse. I have become so shy that have a hard time go up to my friends and talking with them. I have hardly any self confidence. I feel inferior because I have never had a girlfriend or experienced anything close.

I should talk to somebody about it but I don't. I never tell anyone any of my problems because I don't want to burden with them. Nobody wants  to hear of my problems.

What have I become?

I am ready for school to start. Even though and just kinda jumped up and surprised me. It's hard to believe that it's already here.

I get my own room this year. It is going to be a sweet piece of action. One of my friends is going to be right across the hall from me. I'm ready to see everybody and hang out.

As Cities Burn and Maylene and the Sons of Disaster are playing here Sunday night. It is gonna be an awesome show.

Dueces Wild

Its been a while, eh?

So I quit my other job  and just work at the theatre.

Got to screen Pirates of the Caribbean and saw it before anyone else. That was a long day. I went in at 2:oo pm Wed. adn got off at 5:oo am Thurs.

Im kinda readay for school to start back