Yeh im updating. finally -____- i have literally little more than a day then i'll be moving in to a new school. yes, moving in. i'll be in NT most of the time for the next two years and i'll be taking the KCR more often than the MTR :o)

Deciding to go to a new school takes a lot of time, especially for someone as indecisive as i am. i didnt know what i wanted even after i got my results. but i still left. and already im missing spcs. im not being hypocritical here. when you leave spcs for real, you'll start to remember all the good times you've had with your friends. because, no one else except students from spcs like to sit on the floor like it's more comfortable than a chair. which is true :D dont get me wrong, i dont miss Sr. but undoubtedly, without all the pretense and all the show offs, she's still a good principal, in some unexplainable way.

But i guess it's time for me to leave what im used to for 13 years, and adapt to a new environment. i'll have to do it sooner or later anyway. i'll have to learn how to be independent, how to get organized, how to make new friends, how to live with other people and most importantly, how to deal with pressure and the fact that i wont be the top 10 in class anymore because everyone's just as smart. after two years of training, i hope i will have achieved what i left spcs for. i hope i can be a better person. no one will ever be good enough, but we can always work towards that goal :o)

people say lifelong friends are made in highschool, and business contacts are made in university. i dont know if the latter is true, but i can tell you with 100% certainty that the former is. i have made true friends in spcs, friends who like me for who i am, friends who know how i feel and friends who tolerate my bakchi ness and bad temper. when you're comfortable with having silence between two people and just enjoy their company, i'd say you've made true friends.

this is a new start for me, guys. i'd like y'all to be witnesses to what i say below :

Starting from September, I shall be more hardworking and I shall set my priorities straight. Homework and revision shall come before novels, tv shows and taiwanese/japanese drama. I shall not do last-minute cramming, and I shall let the surface of my desk be seen. I shall take good care of my possessions and not let everything i come into contact with turn to ashes ( quoted from my beloved sister. honestly, i am so destructive my sister is just so worried for me.)

Alright. im not making any bets here because at some time or another during the year i know i'll break my promise. but there's no harm in making a resolution :o) everyone needs one. just like how everyone bothers to make plans but never follow them*coughjessicameriangelaforlenwuisortoniacough*, im gonna follow suit :o) but i promise i'll try my best. plus, i'll stick warnings all over the place so i can be reminded of my plan and the consequences of not following it ( for example, my mom's lectures of how i'll ruin my future. honestly, whatever i do, i'll be ruining my future because apparently i am highly incapable of making the right choice and i have no sense of priority, which is true- the latter, i mean.)

Okay. Time to jet. All I have to do is throw my neatly folded socks into the suitcase and then i'll be off to Sleepyville. Loads of packing to do, but i'll leave it for tomorrow. Too tired to stay up.

Have a good night's sleep and dont drool like you're leaking water. :D

I didnt intend to update my xanga. but there's something i want to say. so i just ...did.

Please. Dont say anything like ' You wor. Dim wui ng duc ar?' to me. Maybe you think im good, but im actually not. You've just overestimated me, expecting too much from me. Thank you for being so confident about this, but I dont need the extra pressure. I really dont. It makes everything harder, the blow much more devastating when I cant do it.

Just because I ocassionally do well in something, doesnt mean im good at everything. I'm Andrea, but not the Andrea you think I am.

I'll never be good enough, never be smart enough. I dont even know what im good at okay? I hate this world. I hate all the competition. I hate it when you have to know the most prestigious people, so that they'll come in handy when you need them. I hate it when you have to let the more powerful decide your fate,to decide whether you're good enough, to decide whether your work is striking. What is wrong with this world? Maybe I should go be a monk, who has all the time in the world to count pea flowers and doesnt have to worry about getting good grades so that I wont have to end up working at McDonald's and nowhere else.

P.S. However strong the winds, moo moo cows still wont get blown away. Even if they do get soaked when it rains, they'll be dry again when the sun comes out.

Please don't make me get scared of you.

I really don't want that to happen.

  Wow.  This is gonna be one looooonnnng entry  and the last long entry I'll ever make before CE. My mom's gonna kill me if she finds me doing this :P but it's christmas. So whatevah. Besides, today's Santa's labour day, not ours. We're allowed to rest on Christmas eve, according to our dear Simon.

 The best x'mas present ever  i'm so proud of it. i regretted the instant i gave it to anner BUT i'll miss you 

see the shoe? DID YOU SEE THE SHOE? i just wish i had a pair of those

chi yu/ nim chor/ bob the blob/ slug/ tokie bird / catfish/emu. you're getting girlier with each passing day.jk. GET MARRIED SOON   even if you end up deciding to get married with HIM, i won't mind. seriously, i won't.

wui sor looks so lost without her west life calendar. OR is it because she couldnt guess her lover's voice?

Uncle  My funniest neighbour ever. 唔好洩水!

上堂一齊sleep geh neighbour XD 成日俾你話我白痴, someday i'll really become one

 wui sor and sylvia.

駱曉毛 aka 班花 of 5T aka adidas/ D&G/ CK 的小偷

ZONG! my fellow left hander.

woot. me and wong ting cleared up all the sushi just for this photo. actually, it was just 3. haha. i swallowed one by accident. hm. strangely, i dont remember how we got to know each other, but we seem to be bonded through boxing  and PE lessons

happy hatch day! i remember we used to be best friends in kinder. anyway, i finally remembered to buy your hatch day present for once, in 3 years. i think. haha. forgive me la. i'll make it up to you

 ANGELA! i just realized that our morning routine mostly consists of 1) talking about taiwanese drama and 2) laughing at daphne's uncombed hair/ her storage closet next to G7

i opened your present already. ho leng a! and the bag smells really good  fai d open my present !

AND FINALLY...oh finally...it took me so long to go to the last pic...

the pretty eggshells my mom got from europe two years ago. apparently we forgot they existed and when my mom dug them out from somewhere yesterday, the wrapping papers were covered with worm corpses. fascinating   and yes, you can ignore that picture behind the egg. it wasnt supposed to be there...but anyway. 

okay. now that im done, i should wish everyone a very happy + hardworking christmas and good luck, good health, god bless you. this time next year, we should be enjoying our christmas holidays and having fun.

P.S. a thank you note to all my closet friends, esp. merry and chi yu : thanks for tolerating my whiny-ness and bak chi-ness. i know im older, but i just cant help being not grown up. like you said, chi yu, mental age and real age isnt directly proportional.

P.P.S. my mom and dad are really great parents, even if they nag a bit too much. but..i guess i deserve it for being a lazy-ass. i have another piece of good news. my brother's all grown up already cuz he's at the age which he comments on girls and finds girls pretty. awwww.  my babeee bwotha.

I AM SO FUCKING PISSED

i didnt even update during my birthday, but this woman gave me an urge to update. for those who think i should write more often, you should really thank her.

honestly speaking, i never thought issues of  labelling students would be so serious in this school, especially not from HER. i knew she was good at teaching her subject, and i once wished that she was my teacher. but not anymore. i dont want someone like that to teach me.

Not being in the smart class does NOT make us stupid.oh sure, we have a lower class average and they get like 99/100, but that doesnt give you the right to label us as 'not capable'. you're not even our teacher, you dont even know us, so how the fuck do you know we cant do it?