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Sunday, April 16, 2006

Sun, 16 Apr 2006 21:54:41 GMT

i think im quitting xanga...so yeahh

peace yall = ]

Monday, March 27, 2006

Mon, 27 Mar 2006 22:44:58 GMT

hDont wanna update right now...do it later...

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&& she's just that type of girl
who says she doesn't care
but deep inside
you are the only thing
she actually cares about. <3

I look back at my old notes and cards and everything from you and they are just pieces of paper; they don't mean anything to anyone, right? Well, those little pieces of paper mean the world to me. They mean that I once had you and once you loved me. And they give me some hope, that if you loved me before, if you cared about me that much before, then you can do it again.

dont look for the hottest guy...
or the most popular jock in the class...
look for the guy that makes you
feel like you're actually
w o r t h a s e c o n d g l a n c e
the one that makes you happy
to be the person you dont have
to try to be // or want to be
the guy who isnt like all the rest but
c o m p l e t l e y d i f f e r e n t
yet it's why you like him...because
h e i s n t l i k e a n y g u y y o u ' v e
eVeR kNoWn // He'S jUsT hIm <3

she's not like the other girls ;
when she looks in the mirror,
she doesn't see an ugly and
fat girl who's a failure at life.
she sees a girl who ;;
hasn't done much yet
and isn't very pretty,
but who's going to change the world
someday

with a tear stained face;
she sits on the porch,
looking down the street
just waiting for him to come back.
<|3<|3<|3

It's sad looking back and relizing
two people who were once so close
barely speak a word anymore...

what hurts the
most is the fact
that you didn`t
hurt at all.

i wish i had the guts
to walk away and forget
what we have
but i cant because
i know you wont come after me
i guess thats what
hurts the most

Why do you make me cry..
When you say that the last thing you want
Is for me to be hurting

Sometimes I wonder if you truly mean what you say to me...
And then I look back on every memory we have together,
And I can't even bare to think that you dont love me anymore

he was paranoid and overprotective
cause' he was so afraid to loose her
but what he didnt realize was that
it was pushing her farther and farther
a w a y

What hurts the most was bein
so close & havin so much to say
and watching you walk away

baby you could
H A V E || M E || I N || A || H E A R T B E A T
-- & you know it <3

Saw you today & you seemed so surprised..
that i could walk by & not blink an eye..
look at me, probably thinking im doing fine..
good thing you cant read my mind

it`s pretty sad how after all those tears;
all the late night fights;
& your little games, you still have this incredible way
of winning me over with just one glance

how can i forget you ..
when you`re always on my mind ..
how can i not want you
when you`re all i want inside
how can i move on
if i can't see us apart
how can i stop loving you
when you control .. my heart

I hate how we don't talk for weeks
but then all of a sudden you talk to
me again. and && it is like as if
nothing happened .. && i slowy
start falling for you ... all over again.

Smile. It makes a world of difference.
Dance. Who knows when you won't be able to.
Cry. Holding those emotions in is bad for you.
Kiss. Kisses are the most wonderful things in the world.
Laugh. What's the point in hiding happiness?
Frown. Why not let him know your unhappy?
Apologize. You don't want wanna lose friends.
Hug. There's no better feeling then being wrapped up close to something you love.
Live. Because life is everything

Ever have those days,
where anything, even just dropping your pen,
makes you want to break down and

beginnings are scary
endings are sad,
its the middle that counts the most.
so dont look so hard for happy endings,
cause you might miss the
[best][part][of][the][story]

after that whole night of crying to my friends about you, i thought i'd never love you again. but then you called me && i heard your voice -- that's when i fell, i fell harder than the first time. & you weren't even there to catch me.

they ignore each other
&& look the other way
but they both know
deep down inside, that it
wasn't suppossed to end this way

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pics from the wt writing conference...= ]

me && t-mo = ]

haha on the bus... ((berkely was talking...so yeahh = D ))

haha all of us again... good times good times..

Sunday, March 19, 2006

Sun, 19 Mar 2006 19:08:59 GMT

-Denver for volleyball tournament 7th outta idk how many...= ]

-Spent the night at ellens house...haha i love her...whata night.

-Midland for Spring Break..yay...met some guys--i love my house--i'll miss Amarillo

-Drove back from Midland yesterday...Good to be home.

-Defanitly single...it's about time = ]

-School starts tomorrow..damn.

-Comment bitches...= ]

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when the radio dies...

will you sing to me?

for once i want someone to stay up all night...

JUST thinking of me

&& maybe one day there will be that guy...

who will call me at 3 in the morning just to say,

"Babe, I love you."

&& now i realize i wont ever get the chance to know...

what it feels like to be her.

hold my hand...&& dont ever let go

We talk for hours on the phone. Eachothers houses are second homes. Its something true that will never end. Thats why we'll always be bestfriends

we're    not    sarcastic     ;    we're    hilarious
we're not annoying; we're just cooler than you
we're   not   bitches   ;    we just dont like you
we're not obsessed ;     were just best friends

yes ,we do sing into our brushes;; dance
around in the car && act like total losers.
but its okay ;; because were best friends

years from now i wont remember
every friday night, or the
things that made us laugh so hard till our stomachs hurt, but
i will always remember that, you were the ones who were there--ellen, kaitlyn, jaydon, anna, tamara, shelby i love yall!!

You're not friends because you sit together at lunch` or talk on the phone; or have matching flip-flops' or can recite each others wardrode. you're bestfriends because when she smiles, a grin forces itself across your face. no matter how mad you are-- when she cries, you instantly feel her pain, & want to cry with her. When you look her in the eyes you know there's no one you could ever trust more. regardless of how many broken hearts you've had. that's what it means to be best friends

you add the c o l o r to my black && white world.

&& somewhere inbetween all of our laughs, long talks, stupid fights && inside jokes... I fell in Love

when you`re sad
i`ll help you plot revenge
on the jerk who upset you.
when you trip
i`ll laugh and ask "walk much?"
&& when you`re confused
i`ll use little words
to explain it to your retard...
cus i know you`d do the same for me.
(( best friends always ))--ellena tay = ]

good friends get drunk with you
but best friends hold your hair back
when you've had too much to drink

crazy times & fun nights
sexy guys & pillow fights
never fake, always true
where would i be without you?

a friend is there with you to buy the beer...
but a best friend is at the party screaming...
"chug it bitch!"

people are like "damn those girls are always together
"DAMN STRAiGHT!!" cuz we're best friends f o r e v e r---eelleennaa!! = D

Friday, March 03, 2006

Fri, 03 Mar 2006 21:04:39 GMT

not much to say...

Life is Great <3

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Monday, February 13, 2006

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 01:55:28 GMT

well this weekend has been like so much fun! it was my bestest friend in the whole world's b-day on saturday...but on friday we went to Allie's b-day && there were a lot of cool kids there like me, ellena tay, cole, joe, toby, stevan, sam, malorie, trent, allie of course, my little sister eden who i miss like crazy...&& a lot of other ppl i just cant think of right now...&& that was fun a little drama because people are jealous haha yeahh but for the first time it was the guys not the girls....so that was fun && then on saturday we had a game at bowie..b team played good ((Anna && T_MaRa)) you da man! = ] well then we lost but i think it was because we were all tired or something..i dont really know... && then we all went back to ellens house but we thought the guys might still be playing so we walked to austin it was a lil cold...but at least we got to see them play for like 56 seconds...haha yeahh...&& then we walked back to ellenas house && ate pizza...with cameron, joe, stevan, antony, && trent i think that was all then anna && tamara showed up haha ohh my goshhh i love them so much! haha && we were being girls haha more like first grade girls but at least we have fun...haha so me T_MaRa && AnNa&& ELleNa did our hair..haha yeahh it was hot i have pics but i have to add them later...when i get new batterys for my camera...but anywyas..then we did eachother make up haha that was HOTTTT...&& then we were singing && dancing...haha it was tight yo...&& then toby && cole walked in...haha im sure they think we're stupid but it was fun = ]...haha so then errone cool showed up && stuff && we played around then watched some movies..&& then errone left except for cameron && quinton because cameron's dads car broke down or something...haha wow whata night..= ] best one i've had in a while..&& then today me ellena t_mara && anna decided to go the mall haha ohh my goshhhh we have so much fun..it was crazy = ] we went into hollister like 5 times && they wanted me to work there again..haha damn...not old enough...&& then the mall was closing so we walked to target haha && that was freakin funny && then we left there && dropped anna off then me t_mara && ellena went to wal mart...&& then i went home...so yeahh that was my weekend..purrrtayyy freakin fun = ] so i will update later or w/e...here are pics i found from our volleyball tournament the other weekend...&& i'll add some from this weekend later...

me, teal && haha d gettin up thurr

micah, sherridan, && D

the team...

haha yeahh i actually blocked that ball..
myself && sarah

much love yo

Monday, February 06, 2006

Mon, 06 Feb 2006 01:12:52 GMT

so hmm im bored so i decided to update...well umm this weekend was kinda fun i guess...on friday i went to the movies with my favorites..ellena tay, t-mara, && anna!! haha && of course we had so much fun = ]...there was a lil drama..but of course it's girls...then on saturday we had volleyball we were playing up in the 16's... && so then we had to play at 8 today...woahh that was early but im glad we had morning pool...so we won all of our games until the last game && we played the 16 2's..&& we lost but i think we playedd purrrtayy dang good...= D..so umm yeahh theres not really much else to say but i'll update later or something.
much love yo.
<3

Flynn

Monday, January 30, 2006

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 22:52:43 GMT

so humm well this weekend was fun! on friday i went to the movies with my favoritests everrrr!! ellena, anna && t-mara haha yeahh that was funn && then we went back to annas house because we had a choir thing....at like haha umm 7 in the morning haha yeahh that was a fun night...&& then we had to get up freakin early for choir...haha that was umm...intresting but me anna && tamaras warmups are the best i've ever heard...haha soo yeahh...&& after we got done with that we walked to mcdonalds because we were starving && we had breakfast there...&& then we went back to annas && started finishing jeepers creepers haha but then we all fell asleep...&& then ellen && i woke up....haha && had the funniest talk we've probably ever had....= D haha wow && then her dad came && picked us up && then we went to the mall...we stayed there for a while..&& then my mom came && picked us up && we..went her mom's "b-day partaaayyyy" haha yeahh && then we stayed the night at her house && thennnnn we woke up && my mom took us to t.j. max && some other store..&& then we went home && i spent the night at my grandparents house && just got back from school && bball so i just decided to update....buttttttttt im about to go to my brothers basketball game so i'll update later i guess...talk to errone later...

much love yo

TobyJack

yeahh coments are cool

haha anna ellen && t-mara watching the movie there would be more pics but my camera went out of batterys...

Monday, January 30, 2006

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 22:51:54 GMT

Monday, January 23, 2006

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 01:48:06 GMT

well this weekend has been fun = ] haha a lil drama on friday because well girls of course are immature idiots..but ya know how that goes ((haha cat)) well thenn on saturday we had a game && we lost..= D but thats ok...&& then i watched our guys play && of course they won...so then i went home && changed && ate n stuff then Toby = ] && Tim && Trevor came && picked me up so i went back up to Caprock to watch the city game && they lost..= [ but they played really good...&& after that i went with toby && all the guys to eat at blue sky...&& that was fun...kinda then i came back hurr...&&&&&&& thennnnnnnnn umm today i woke up && talked to Adaly on the computer && we decided we were gonna go to the mall with her lovely sister Addy haha yeahh that was fun! && i got some cute shirts from Hollister && the coolest pants from victoria secret && Adaly got a shirt && Addy got some cute jeans...&& then we went back to my house then we decided to go to their youth...haha wow that was fun..&& we saw some purrrtayy cool kids like............Brian = ] umm Jeff haha...&& Aaron so that was cool..&& then i came back hurrr...soo yeahh it was fun...haha here's some pics of us being our cool selfs!

adaly...= ]

haha theres me=[

haha ok so that was the only pic that would work..get more later

much love yo

peace

Flynn

TobyJack
yeahh comments are purrrtayy cool = ]

Saturday, January 21, 2006

Sat, 21 Jan 2006 00:37:30 GMT

well new layout && stuff so tel me what you think? ok so i guess it's time to update...well yesterday we have a basketball game = [ ...&& yeahh we lost so that sucks but it was kinda expected to happen...i scored 4 points though && that was like more than half the score so that tells a lot..haha..well then today umm after school ellen && i waited for her mom && then...we went back to her house..&& i came to take a shower at mine...&& thennnnn umm i was supposed to go back over there but girls are bitches so yeahh..what else is new? && i was supposed to go to the movies but...i decided i wasn't gonna waste my time && i didn't want to anymore...so yeahh im just here at home by myself for a while...so i guess i'll talk to errone later or something...

yeahh comments are purrrtayy cool = ]

peace

Flynn =]

Edit,
i <3 icons

haha pic of me...not so hot

beautiful miss T-Mara && myself

haha yeahh she's that cool

haha thats real hot