life is going to be difficult this semester.

i have like so much to change and do better.

so i'm working on it. i've made some hardcore adjustments...we'll see if i keep them.

first project : spirituality

second project: procrastination

third project: physical health- exercise, work outs

fourth: forget men.  cuz pretty much they've been unreliable and dumb and many other stupid type of words. so now i've finally figured it out- the goal is to forget about them..and when one figures out that maybe i'm worth talking to...he can do what the romantic prince charmings do in the fairy tales and sweep me off my feet and i will just have to deal with it then.  but screw it all til then...ha, does that sound slightly bitter? my bad...

let's see if it all works........

encouragement?

And I'm in california.

gunna party tonight.

and then in a few days i'll be in missouri- or.....Nashville.....or both.

who knows.

i do know i'm coming back to idaho. eventually

like- around the 7thish cuz i start school again on the 8th

til then.

LOVE
RACHEL !>

wow. i don't know what xanga is anymore.

umm,

I'm officially double majoring next semester> Vocal performance, and Music Education.

freakin' sweet. AND i'm also officially single all the way and it's been this way for a while and i'm actually loving every minute of  it. - which is also weird.

umm,

i'm officially a junior in college. credit- wise.

ummm,

i am coming home to missouri from January 2nd- January 7th.

yes, not for christmas because red lobster won't let me.

ummm,

The last day of my semester was yesterday- but I still have to finish a research project and turn it into my professor before grades are due. (tuesday) Yes, he loves me. and yes I'm very much a teacher's pet. and i get away with murder.

umm, I have an uncle that wants to send me a plane ticket to come see him in california.

-and i'm okay with that.

ummm,

 I miss you.  and i'm already excited for next semester to start, how freakin' pathetic is that?