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| alright...im finally back and im pretty much over with jetlag which is good because i was so sick of going to bed at 5 pm and waking up at 5 am, i had nothing to do so early in the morning and so early in the evening. i spent the whole day pampering myself, it was a lot of fun, saw bruce almighty yesterday, its kinda stupid. i got a new purse today! its so pretty! i really want to wear its raining so much i dont want it to get dirty. hong kong needs to stop raining, its really annoying. but whatever, coz im never happy with anything. its kinda weird, i miss ck...even gabi was like "what the hell clara", i dont know i think i just want to see someone, haha its weird...i want a perm, im gonna get one, i just want waves...haha, whatever im so bored, i have nothing to say. bye. | | |
| TOMORROW IS PROM!!!!!!!!! i'm so excited, and i'm so ready, but i'm so broke, i've spent 700 dollars on prom stuff but i have no idea what i got...but anyway, so i was talking to rencher (college counsellor) and my first choice college, is UNIVERSITY OF HAWAI'I, omg i'm so damn excited, i really really really really really want to go there, it's gonna be so tight...ok so just one more final tomorrow, math, i hope i do well, i need atleast like a B coz i'm doing really bad in the class, but i'm SOOOO excited for prom and hawai'i, i really want to go there... | | |
| alright...in the library doing hw again...i have 2nd-5th off today, which means i had 9:00 till 12:35 free, but i couldn't go to sleep because i have to meet up with all my teachers to catch up with all the work that i've missed...i had a nervous break down yesterday, i was so embarassed, i broke out crying in the commons infront of everybody, it wasn't even a big deal, it's called "chronic stress" where you get really really really really really really stress and then you just fall apart, and i fell apart yesterday...i mean its no big deal, try not having had more than 5 hours of straight sleep everyday for a month, and then stayed up till 6 in the morning to write a paper and that following week was 4-6 lacrosse, 7-9 dance rehearsal/performance, and your teachers aren't giving you extensions because they said you haven't been focusing in class and you've been falling asleep...um i don't understand how i can stay up in class if i have all this shit to deal with and not having enough sleep, class time is actually the most unstressed and peaceful period of the day...and i was really mad coz on tuesday night my room mate and her boyfriend broke up i was SOOOOOOOOO happy, even Shana was like, "congratulations clara!" but wednesday night they got back together, so sad and i didn't get any sleep that night (surprise!) and yesterday was HELL, i had a headache from 8 in the morning until after the concert, which was 11 at night...great times great times, i was so tired when i was critiqing my dance (the one i got honorable mention in this choreography competition) i spaced out, i was like sorry guys can you do it again? but anyway, i have to finish my hw...only 10 more minutes to class....tata~ | | |
| u like this? my mom sent it to me...i thought it was kinda funny...hahaha
yea hahaha that all i have to say today | | |
| ok im a loser, im about to go see X2 again, haha but it was a good movie! im gonna go with dave, tash, aaron, shana, and anna...anyway, i went to the library at 1 oclock this morning, and i was researching for my psych paper until 5 oclock, ITS DUE ON MONDAY!!! i hope i atleast get all the research part of the paper written up tonight, then i'll do the case studies tomorrow, this is so stressful, i learned today that kids shouldn't be stressed, orelse they'll become pedophiles, hahaha so i shouldn't write my paper, anyway, im so happy that my room mate and her boyfriend aren't here, so i don't have to look at that nasty shit, u know james said that my room mate is a bitch, and my room mate's boyfriend is a son of a bitch, and he was like "isn't that incest?" and i was laughing so hard, omg she woke me up at 9 this morning, im so fucking sick of her shit im going to have her gang raped so she can be quiet in her sleep, i went out to sleep in the hall this morning and she got even louder and louder so i still heard her when i was outside, and she acts like nothing happened...so when i tell her to "please be quiet" she laughs and takes it as a joke and starts laughing again, im like...u BITCH...and paul and i aren't friends anymore, i found out earlier that he started smoking and i've just lost all respect for him because he was always the big brother who told me not to do this and not to do that and now he's doing it himself, what a fucking hypocrite, then today my msn sn was "i will have her gang raped" and he msgs me and go "what the hell is wrong with u?" and got all pissed off at me and started ordering me to change my sn and said i was crazy, u know when somebody's sn is "i will have her gang raped" u're suppose to say "what happened? whats wrong?" not "what the hell is wrong with you" that is so rude, so many ppl in michigan annoy me, i need to stay away from these ppl...aight i need to go get ready for the movie now ~tata | | |
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