She sits in her room alone,

With tears falling down her face,

The music playing loudly,

It's her escape from this place.

She wants another escape,

An escape from her life,

She pulls a box from under her bed,

Opens it, revealing a knife.

This cut is for all the people

That were never ever there

She slides the blade across her wrist,

And can slightly hear the skin tear.

This cut is for all the people

That just gave up on me

She slides it across a little deeper,

Maybe when she's dead they'll see.

This is for all the people

That always pushed me down

She pushed the blade in deeper than ever before,

And died without a single sound.



The girl who always looks sad but claims shes fine.
The girl who puts sad away messages up everyday.
The girl who when she sees you, smiles a half a smile.
The girl who always has time to listen to you vent and is willing to give her opinion to help you in anyway that she can.
The girl who cares about helping everyone but herself.
The girl who cries every night before she goes to sleep.
The girl who pretends that she's okay while she's dying inside.
The girl who says shes happy for you when you get a new girlfriend while jealousy is raging inside her.
The girl who hugs you when you're down but secretly wishes she could hug you forever.
The girl who tries to look beautiful even though she knows shes not.
The girl who says that she'll always be there for you and means it.
That's me...that is the story of my life.

GIRLS PART<3

i cant promise you perfection,

because thats not who I am.

i cant promise you forever,

because I dont hold fate in my hands.

i cant promise you the sunshine,

because there will always be rain.

i cant promise you complete happiness,

because with true love there comes pain.

i cant promise you I'll always smile,

because life always finds a way to make me cry.

id cant promise you I'll stay strong,

because its not easy to want to give life another try.

GUYS PART<3
i know you`re not perfection.
to me, you`re so much more.
i know we may not have forever,
so i treasure every moment with you,
in case another one isn`t in store.
yes, i`d like the sunshine.
but i`ll still stand with you through the rain.
your happiness is my happiness,
so i`ll do whatever i can do to ease your pain.
when i first saw you smile, i fell in love at once.
and even deeper i fell, the first time i saw you cry.
it was at that moment i realized,
i wanted to protect you,
and always be the one to wipe the tears from your eyes.
i know that life is difficult,
and has given you more than your fair share of pain and lies,
but that`s why i will be your strength when yours fall broken,
and give you my wings to fly . . .