maybe it's time to change the song on this site...what do you think about Aeroplane by the Red Hot Chili Peppers, Galang by MIA, or Crossroads by Cream?  tell me what you think...

later

I think I'm only going to keep this xanga site thingy so I can leave stupid comments on Kristina's site.  So if you're expecting any more entries...you can forget about it.

Later

i think i'm seriously going through a nervous breakdown.  i've been having panic attacks lately, but i don't want to talk about this any more.

I'm going to put Lady L up here again to cheeer myself up:

Lady L let your soul be free
you closed your eyes and you wouldn't see, girl
the only one who could ever ease your pain was me

as i ride on my horse the countryside
i say come on Lady L let me give you a ride
but as i pull the reigns of my horse
you pull the reigns of your soul
i'm out of control!!!

couldn't see through a thick cloud of smoke
you held my heart now it's bloody and broken
is your green army jacket keeping you warm tonight?

Lady L, lalalalalalalala, that's the sound of "L"
Lady L, she's my Lady L, lalalalalalala, Lady L

We live in a world of teachers and tests
i take my comfort in your silky breasts
and you're the one asking me what's next
your yellow eyes are cold as stone
i phoned your heart there was nobody home
what're you gonna do when you're all alone?

she's my Lady L, she's my Lady L, she's my Lady L
yeah, Lady L, Lady L, Lady L

that does cheer me up.  but it can only last for so long...

I start school tomorrow, but classes don't start until Thursday.  I have a lot of homework to finish and I'm so bummed.

Since I'm basically talking to you Kristina, I'll just answer your comment now.  There is nothing going on with me and that guy, but I know he does not have a girlfriend. That doesn't matter though, 'cuz there's a different guy now...