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read my profile sign my guestbook Name: sonia Birthday: 2/21/1989 Interests: dancing. music. lee hom. steven gerrard. hot pink anything. one tree hill. laguna beach. prison break. desperate housewives. the hills. lost. the oc. windfall. and my all time favorite; friends. Message: message me MSN: purplegurl_sony Member Since: 5/27/2005

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Friday, December 01, 2006

since everyone's on facebook. hopefully they've forgotten about this thing called a xanga.

well i'm here cause i gotta vent.

just want to start off with one single statemnt. happiness is normative.

hm. i think this is the first time i screamed so loud at 12 am. i really hope i didnt wake anyone. i am so sorry.

i realised i really really really need God in my life. I dont knkow how to go back to the way things used to be. go back to when i prayed all the time. to when i often listened to christian music. what happened to me? how did i get sucked into this world of cruelty, world of deception, world of fakes. world of sadness.

how did i get to be so angry at the world? so angry at myself?

dont even get me started on getting angry at myself. cause there's about a million things i could list.

in every situation, if i was still a christian, things woul dbe handled better, grudges, or anger would be maintained better, stress would be handled decently, temper would not fluctuate that much. i really dont care if my diction is screwed up. so whoever that actually reads this. i'm sorry for wasting your time in reading something you dont even understand.

i just want to go to church. i just want to have people to support me, to pray for me, to tell me that God is there for me.

somebody tell me.

somebody tell me that it's gonna be okay.

tell me God still loves me.

TELL ME.
TELLME

someone tell me i'm gonna be fine please. please.

please.

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Friday, November 03, 2006

I LOVE THE WEATHER!!!!

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Thursday, October 12, 2006

遊戲規則:
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拍拖中的人會分手,單身的會一年內交不到男/女朋友

點我的人: sunnyeggnumber1
寫出填寫日期: 10/10/06

愛的食物: omg. i eat everything. ask chocky :)
愛的店舖: hm hard to decide.. okay. shops that i can afford :)
愛的顏色: clothes- brown family, writing- black, pink, purple, green, typing- black, pink
愛的國家: 愛HK man!
愛的汽車: i want a friggin pink minicooper.
愛的休閒: phone endlessly, sleep, eat, tvshows, msn
愛的科目: hm.. bio and eng.
愛的甜食: hmmmm... i love everything.. ok fine. banana waffle with icecream and fudge
愛的個性: fun!
愛的口頭禪: um i'm not that 'jing' in canto.. so i'm gonna guess. my most used phrase? well... "i'm cool like that".. and um "can you please" i guess..
愛的小動作: i dont have siu dong zok. i have BIG dances :)
愛的習慣: habit? haha. dancing in my room at my mirror.
愛的季節: damn. i love them all though... but i guess winter rocks the most.
愛的女人: mom ^^
愛的男人: dad/bro/chock
愛的節日: does my birthday count? lol guess not. um... christmas/newyears
愛的香水: anna sui (the pink head one), and my current, refuge.
愛的運動: dance
愛的定義: unconditional, sacrifice.
愛我的人: family, chock and my lovely friends
愛過我的人: the ppl who used to love me. HAHAHAH ok that was a copout. i know it. shush.