Hmmph. I wanna go to sleep. I have been deprived of sleep for a while now but yet again I forgot to throw my clothes in the washer so I have to wait for them to get done. This BITES.

Sunday night was the 4th of July party at my church and It was fun. I hung out with Scott most of the time. Which made the night even better.

Today Jessie trained me, I actually waited on tables and what not. It was a lot more fun and a lot better than bussing.

Tomorrow I am serving. I'm a little nervous. 1st reason: I have been studying all night for a test I have tomorrow and I still don't know everything. 2nd reason: my manager told me that tomorrow is going to be as busy as a Saturday and since it's my first day actually serving I'm afraid I won't do too well.

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Serving was pretty fun. I didn't do too bad. and I only used the, "It's my first day" line like twice. It was so funny because everyone was telling me, don't worry!! if you mess up just tell them it's your first day!

Bad news. Jacob is gone for 6 whole months. It makes me sad but I know God has great things in store for him. God is going to do to amazing things with him. Jacob is such a special person. He's always there for me when I need someone to talk to. He always comforts me when something is going wrong and he lets me know everything is going to be okay. God has delivered messages to me through him. He is such a great friend and I am going to miss him. But I trust that God will take care of him. But if he comes back acting all structured and everything, I don't know what I would do. I would be stunned.

Camp was last week and God did some amazing things that week. I was holding on to something that was going on in my family. I wouldn't talk about it to anyone at all. No one had any clue what was going on. But God had Jayson come up to me and talk to me and that there is proof of God's existence. God had delivered me from that burden and made things so much easier for me. Also, I made a new friend and I got to watch him be saved. That was awesome. There were some others but nothing I feel comfortable putting on here.

Wow, I'm tired. I'm confused. I just wanna go to bed and not think about anything around me.

I love y'all, but more importantly, God loves y'all.

I'm excited!!!!! Camp is on MONDAY!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait. I was trying to pack but it turns out 2 of my shirts hate me and ran away because I can't find them anywhere. A little dramatic, I know. Wow, I am tired. I feel bad. I missed Jacob's going away party.  I almost cried when I woke up and was like!! Oh no!! Jacob's party!!!

<that's me. I'm as happy as can be!! lol.

Can someone tell me the difference between, shocked, stunned, and surprised? i'm having a hard time.Cuz aparently they all have different facial expresions so they must all be different right?

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I stole this off of my friend Jarred's site, sorry Jarred, I really liked it: