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Friday, July 25, 2008

Thursday, July 24, 2008

  • What would be the most inconvenient thing to remove from your life, and why?

    Someone or something up on high must be laughing at me right now.    This week, my computer broke.  I have to go to the library to use the computer.  Today my cell phone decided to malfunction and I can barely use it.  I'm moving this week.  I take public transportation in long distances and I count on my phone just in case something happens.  I'm also job hunting and I can't send or receive calls.  I can't check my e-mail anytime I please.  I'm almost cut off from the world! 

    I do fine without a TV.  I can read.  Now if I lost my sight and/or hearing, it would really be inconvenient.  Losing any senses or even a limb or any bodily function would be hard.  Let's hope I keep all of that this week!  I don't like what's going on.  First the laptop and then the cell?  I don't really have anything else that could break.  Maybe my new apartment will catch on fire?  I might even be ready for that one and won't be surprised.  Bah.  Let’s not think about it. 

    Well those are material things.  I could still function.  I am still movin', but it is a lot harder and I am a lot slower.  It is inconvenient.  My things are broken, but I'm not.  From my last post, I said that this will pass.  Whatever is going on, I'll get through it. 

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  • My phone no longer works....

    This is really not my week!  I'm not sure how I should be feeling right now because my phone decided to malfunction on me.  It's a Samsung D807, and I took pretty good care of it.  Maybe it's just time?  I did change the battery recently.  When I slide the phone open, it's just blank.  I can't even make a phone call.  I have to remove the battery and turn it back on just to call out.  I'm going to have to borrow a spare phone.  I can't really afford to get a new one and I certainly don't want to start up a new contract.  My family isn't happy with AT&T/Cingular, and we've been a customer before cell phones were common here. 

    Well, that really hurts my job searching efforts!  It's not very easy to reach me without my phone and when my home computer is busted.  I'm pretty much cut off! 

    I take public transportation, and I count on my phone just in case something happens.  I had some pretty close calls before (oh I almost got robbed once), and it helped that I had a phone.  I call the transit line if I get lost so I could get directions and bus routes. 

    I do have a backup of phone numbers, but they're all on the computer.  Thankful I do have back-up files.  I really didn't count on my phone just to die on me?  Maybe it was trying to warn me and I didn't realize it.  Today I've been getting angry at it that I felt like throwing it, but it passes.  Then it would be really broken! 

    I'm really not complaining.  I'm just a little baffled really.  I shouldn't be surprised.  I'm pretty sure something else is going to go wrong.  They come in bunches I think!    *sighs* oh well.  It will pass.  I'm ready. 

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

  • Daily Update 2008_07_23

    I wanna go to Comic-Con.  I lived in SD for several years, and I live in LA right now.  *sighs* yeah I need some $$$   Well, I wanna see Stargate Atlantis, Battlestar Galactica, and Eureka.  Anyhow, if anyone is planning to go, have fun!    I'll go next year :)  d=)  I get text updates from the Sci-Fi channel, so I was bummed to think about it just now.  I'm already over it  

    I tried something new with job listings. I started going to company/agency websites and linking their employment page.  I'm sharing it with my group, too, so I hope they find it useful.  I'm sure they already look through craigslist, so what I'm finding is stuff they already saw during their own search.  I hope it helps.  It's not too much trouble for me to copy webaddresses and forward them to classmates...  I'm still looking and applying for myself, too!  I'll have to resume my efforts tomorrow since I'm getting tired and it's getting late.  A friend from class spends 3-4 hours a day looking for jobs.  She works harder than I do!  Job hunting is frustrating *sighs*.  I might have to go on with my backup plan.  Anyhow, I'm going to stop bloggin' about job updates since it's going to pretty much sound the same.  

    So I didn't get a chance to type up my summary of the conference I went to yesterday.  I'll try to do that tomorrow if I'm bored with the job hunt. 

    I'm reading about Motivational Interviewing (see below for the book).  I really like it and hopefully I'll know it well enough to practice it.  I first learned cognitive behavioral therapy in early high school and reread a book a couple years back and have been exposed to some of it post-undergrad.  There are some useful theories and skills I picked up along the way.  I hope it all becomes worth it.  Even though through my internship I seem to work well with clients I worked with, I still feel I have a long way to go.  It's a confidence thing that I'm working on anyhow.  I just need to learn more, practice more, and expose myself more in real work. 

    For lunch I went to a Louisiana fried fish place.  I had their lunch special, which included fried red herring and shrimp, some fries (guess that's fish & chips), and I ordered some hushpuppies (which is essentially fried bread).  Eating fried foods isn't so healthy, but I figured it would be okay since I don't eat it too much at all and I won't have the stuff when I move.  The area I'll be living at will have different kinds of food.  Several entries back, I asked why a lot of Louisiana restaurants were owned by Chinese folks.  In sum, it had to do with the population of the region.

    Oh I told my mum about the laptop.  She took it well.  It is her laptop btw.  She figured that it's already broken and there's no reason to get angry over it.  Years ago she would have been furious!  My mum has really come a long way though.  

    Anyhow, I'm heading home...

    Currently Reading
    Motivational Interviewing, Second Edition: Preparing People for Change
    By William R. Miller, Stephen Rollnick
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  • Bus Tales 2008_07_23

    I have no sympathy for drivers!  I talked about how I don’t like drivers making right turns because often they turn and go as I’m about to walk or walking.  I had my share of close calls.  Does right-of-way mean anything?  It’s for safety and a rule of the road.  As a pedestrian, I know better than to exercise my right-of-way because I don’t want to be a traffic fatality! 

     

    Today I was at an intersection.  I was about to cross the street because the lights said it was safe for me to walk.  This car pulls up and blocks the entire cross walk.  Since he did a full stop to check his left, I did think for a second that I should walk in front of him.  Of course I knew better than to get hit, so I decided to walk behind the car.  I don’t know if I’m more upset at cars that just go or cars that block. 

     

    Anyhow, from across the street, I saw another car do the same thing to a guy.  The guy was rolling himself on his wheelchair across the street.  A car blocked the ramp to get on the sidewalk.  The car didn’t go because of oncoming traffic.  So the guy on the wheelchair wheeled himself backwards.  Of course he could’ve just waited for the car to move, but I don’t question these things.  If I were him, I probably don’t want to be hit since it is not easy to move around in a wheelchair. 

     

    So some days I just want to buy a slushie and throw it at a car.  Drivers have to be more careful with pedestrians because, obviously, hitting a pedestrian can deal great bodily harm or death while the driver is safely inside his mobile pile of metal.  Anyhow, I’m not going to throw anything at a car.  That’s not only wrong, but the car could just turn around and run over me or something.  Me vs. a car?  I just let it go. 

     

    One time when I was walking, some people in a car scared the heck out of me.  “BAAHH” or something they yelled out of the car.  I was a little jumpy.  But that’s just mean.  I might have wanted to throw something at them, too.  Even though they won’t just turn around and try to run me over, it’s really not worth my time and effort.  I just let it go. 

     

    Not too long ago, someone urinated on the bus.  I guess he couldn’t hold it and I’m not going to judge the guy.  Anyhow, the bus driver put some paper over the seat in hopes people would avoid it.  When I saw the seat, I knew better than to sit on it.  For the first few stops, people warned the passengers not to sit there, and eventually they gave up.  Eventually the passengers gave up warning the new passengers, and people began to move the paper.  It would take like 3 seconds before they felt the wetness, and they would spring up all surprised.  Why didn’t I say anything?  Well, I was sitting at the back of the bus and I was feeling ill that day.  I could hear myself trying to yell across the bus “Don’t sit there,” but only a whisper came out.  It was hardly audible and I didn’t even hear myself at all.  Maybe I shouldn’t have gone out that day.  Instead of trying to whisper a warning that they would never hear, I took out a sheet of paper from my backpack.  In my ill state, I first thought of writing “There’s pee in this seat,” but I decided “Don’t sit here” in all caps would be enough.  People got the message.  I’m sorry I couldn’t save three people from sitting the wet seat.  I hope they washed thier clothes and showered after the bus trip. 

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  • forgottenphoenix
    @awaiting_the_dawn - yeah...i didn't know any native Fresno people. my family and family friends just moved there about 2 or so years ago. We didn't know anybody there. haha. i've been to some of those places, especially the shopping centers. hmm...i haven't been to the zoo personally, but my fa
  • awaiting_the_dawn
    a native Fresnan is necissary in the exploring of Fresno. all the good stuff is hidden. there's some great shops in the Tower district, and if you're into the more mainstream stuff, there's the Shops at Riverpark. then there are the Fashion Fair Mall, and Sierra Vista in Clovis. other than that, the
  • CarmenDeBizet
    @forgottenphoenix - Yeah man, the first time I saw a chatboard...I thought, "I don't see people chatting."
  • forgottenphoenix
    @CarmenDeBizet - I have a chatboard?! Omg thanks! haha, yeah it was good :) it was very thoughtful of you to make that post.
  • CarmenDeBizet
    I am glad you enjoyed the Karaoke post.