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Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 03:46:38 GMT

I want this so much~~

Well, just saw this Sony bean yesterday in Cosmo. It is soooo cute~~ I want one so bad~~

Well, i need a flash memory for school stuff, and this is just perfect. Built-in USB can make it easy to transfer documents. I can put school stuff and music in one tiny thing! Bring it to school every day, no need to worry about missing any document and plus entertainment.

I really want one for X'mas present, Senta Clous. ><

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 06:02:21 GMT

My Best wishes

i watched this Hurricane fund raising TV show last night. I was very touched by it. I feel bad that I did not pay much attention on it until now. I read some news about it and really hope more help to be offered for all the victims.

Besides all the news that we can get from Media, the Hurricane actually affects two of my friends. Richard and justine... Richard is one of my best friends in Madison. He actually gets activated and heads down to Missisibi for training b4 going to Iraq. Jusitine is a very nice friend of Steve. We hang out a lot on Mifflin. He is just back home to Missisibi to start over a new life, but Hurricane happened... we heard from friends on Mifflin that he and his family are safe from Hurricane now, however his house got destroyed...We have no further infor of him... I really hope my 2 friends will be fine...

Some ppl move from affected area to IN these days. I think its a good thing for them. I hope everyone can find their home and start over a new life soon. I cant tell how pain it will be to loss home...

Speaking of home, the Mid-autum day is approaching soon. I miss my family and friends a lot. I want moon cake, want the family get together, want my grandma's dishes...all the wishes for my dearest family.

All the wishes for ppl affected by Hurricane.

Pic from Justine's go-away party. July 2005

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 04:58:13 GMT

Beach Theme

Do you notice that I choose tropical beach as background for this season? Beside the reason that I want it to match with the beach pics we have, I love water a lot. If I can choose the place to stay in the future, I would def live by water. Either Ocean or a big lake. Like Chicago, meets this criteria.

I really like Chicago a lot. Well, as you all know, there is a special reason for it.=P But still besides that reason, Chicago is a very exciting city to live in. It has a good balance of business and relaxing. This weekend, we spent a lot of time in downtown, more than any weekends b4. We went to the Lincon Park Zoo, watched the AVP Volleyball, tanning at the beach and just dinning in the neibourhood. It was so much fun and a good way to explore this city.

Steve asked me how I feel myself in the city. Do I feel like a tourist or a local. Hmm... I never really think of this question. Surprisely, I never feel myself as a tourist in this city. I dont know why, even the 1st time I visited here. But I cant say I feel like a loca neitherl, bcoz technically I never really live here although I visit it a lot. It is a question that make me to think about how I really like this city.

He wishes he could be working somewhere in the West Coast after graduation. (Nerd Nerd, CA arh~) It makes me want to see what the west is like. But so far, Chicago is the city I like best in the States.

I will see where the wind brings me ( I say this a lot recently). NO. I will make my wing to fly to the place I like...

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 23:26:05 GMT

My dearest,

How are you doing these days? When will you come back arh? I miss you so much.

Read your last email and I feel so moved.... I can totally understand the feeling and the "Wu Nai". The same here, i have too much happy time with him that I feel scaring that what if I loss him some day...

This is my first week in Purdue. Things are going well.... Well, I mean relatively well... I miss Madison so much! Purdue is Ok, (better than Steve says) but its jsut different. Maybe bcoz I love Madison too much~~I just cant stop missing all the ppl and buidings and lanscape in Madison.... I feel myself much more belong to Madison ! I have the badger spirit in my heart!! Steve says Madison is my root in America. THats totally true. Thats the place I meet you, meet steve, and the liberal and friendly environment to make me decide to stay in the US. There is no doubt that i will cheer for badger in this yr's football terminent. GO Badger!! So, i will def go back and visit. Thats my home in the states. Just like I feel you are my best friend as well as a family here.

I still feel very lucky. I have a place and ppl that I know myself care so much. All the valuable memories, friendships and experiences. Its part of life, I cant tell my appreciation of having all these.

So nerd nerd arh. Let me know as soon as you get back. I miss you a lot.

Haha, I may write too much lar. Dont feel bored bor.

Love ya~~ Kisssssssssssss and hugsssssssssss

Please take good care~~

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 23:03:48 GMT

I miss Madison!!!!!

Monday, August 15, 2005

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 18:52:36 GMT

530 W Mifflin Apt 1 Madison 53703

Aug 15th weekend is an important one for anyone in Madiosn. It is the moving out weekend!! we drove back to Madison and clean up the house fianlly. The house on the Mifflin, the center of Madison's college life.

It was soooo... much work! I feel like I never have done this much house work in my whole life. We empty our room, Wash the walls, floors, stove... Throw away trash, coaches, clean up the party room on the 3rd floor... It took us the 2 whole days and a night to finish. But its worthy, we get back all the security deposit at the end. ~Yeah~ (Although it is not my money)=P

It is mixed feeling to be in this house again. It is the last days I live here and this city, where I have so many memories left behind. I really dunt want to be too emotional at this time. But I have to say, this is the place I will never forget and always feel appreciated and belonging when I ever think of it. It is my college life, it is the place we party, it is the house we strive, it is the roof that I have many ppl being so nice to me. A friend from Mifflin said his roommate came back to their house after they moved out, and he was wondering around the house, staring at the wall and say goodbye to every single spot. It sounds funny when he said that, but i totally understand the feeling behind it. Everything in this house carries memory of us. The kitchen, certainly it is not the most good looking one I ever see, sometime it is very messy. But i have to say it is the best kitchen ever! Do you remember how many yummy meals we made together in this kitchen? Do you remember the dinner party with the gals? And the home made pizza after our fun bike riding? What about the beer bang at the dinning table? And so on, and so on..... That was so much fun! All these bring ppl together. The days we spent togehter when we are young, when we are native and being true. It is the days when we are still trying to climb up and taking the risks. The days in college.

There is no doubts that college changes your life. Madison changes me, Mifflin changes me, all my dearest friends change me... When it is the time to leave, I dunt wanna to be sad, becouse i have brought the gains and appreciations with me. It will support me to go further. It has changed me in a better way, a stronger way.

530 Mifflin, Bye.

Thursday, August 11, 2005

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 20:28:38 GMT

House Wife?

To see how much potential you have to be a house wife? I am pretty much being a house wife these days.

Finally finish school, so I move in Chicago with Honey now. He has to work everyday from 8 to 5. Without a car( of course no licence neither), I have to stay at home pretty much the whole day. Well, it isnt too bad. I mean I dunt mind to be a "house wife" for a while. What i was doing was like clusting, laurdry and cooking, ect. Now I know how much works it takes to maintain a house!!

But, it is very nice. His family is very nice. Well, maybe a little lame(as he says), they are not very talktive ppl, but his mum and I can always have a conversation longer than 1hr. ( Im surprised too). It is good to get along well wif his family bcoz I care about him. And I get to know his little funny stories back to the days~ (Xixi)

Hmm... speaking of house, I really need to find an apartment in Purdue now... But I just too lazy to do that. I feeling it is an escape from reality for me to live with him. I am too afraid to think about future. Wanna keep this ever....

Good luck on me bar. Too many to go.

Thursday, August 04, 2005

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 15:40:20 GMT

Finally~~

Well, this week is passing fast. It is a good week so far although I am a little stressed by the finals and got stochache last night... I can relax a little bit since the immigration documents have been sent out (most important thing) and one exam done by now. Everything come to certainty, which is the first time since 4 months.

The work is not finished yet. I need to find a place to live in Purdue and start to plan my studing schedule and register for classes ( this is a long and annoying process)

However, I am happy and feel appreciation for all I have now. Going to Chicago in 4 hrs!! I am sure we will have a great time this weekend. Cant wait to see you, honey.

Thursday, August 04, 2005

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 00:23:31 GMT

So much studies...

Cant wait to get it done tmr~~

See you in Chi soon, honey

Monday, August 01, 2005

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 15:58:21 GMT

Last week in School/

Well, spent a fantasy weekend with Honey.We didint do something very crazy like we did in some weekends. But it is just so nice to hang out together and do the everyday little things , like cooking together, do shopping together... It is like we are planning our lives together. I never feel this close before in any of my relationships.

We went to rock climbing on Sat and played volleyball in Witti on Sun. It was so much fun! Thanks for being so patient on me, honey. I know I am not an excellent climber~(Actually I felt myself good enough as a first time beginner~=P)

This week is the last week in school. Two finals to go on Thur. But I know i will be fine since I have a lot to expect in this weekend. I am going to visit you and I am sure it will be a lot of fun in Jason's going-away party.

Add oil, this week~