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Monday, February 23, 2004

 what do you do if you wake up one morning and you doubt yourself. you doubt you got up for the right reasons. you doubt that you should be going where you're planning on going. you doubt you're even in the right place. what the fuck am i doing here? your head is screaming. yesterday it was clear... obvious even. i am here. i am meant to be here. i am good at what i am doing. i am me. today... its just all foggy. confidence leaks out of you like piss from a scared kid. suddenly, you find yourself lost and feeling alone on the other side of the world. no way to go back... not really sure which road you should take to move ahead. left. right. up. straight ahead. fuck if you can tell. it all looks like doom and gloom from where you stand. all for a reason, they tell you. fucked up reason this must be. all will work out, they tell you. whose gonna pick up the pieces and put you back together when it finally does? a rumble of thunder. big drops of rain begin to fall. swing your legs back under the blankets. lay your head back down. tomorrow will come. start this thing over again.
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