| HiMy birthday is Wednseday. Yay. Another year older another year wiser. |
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| Here I am wide a wake sleep just won't seem to come. I am operating on less than 6 hours sleep in 24 hours. My brain just won't shut off. I figure if I xanga this might help. I am very very sad right. I really miss my grandaddy. Its is getting around the time of his birthday the 4rth of July. I loved him he was my best friend. We were best friends and when I was with him everythings seemed right with the world. We were close and could talk to each other about anything he even told me what it was like to die one time. I don't know why missng him is so hard this year I thought it was suppose to get easier with time. maybe because I am going to be spending the fourth at my grandmothers house this year which I hardily ever do. It is just to many memories especaially on the fourth. Just be praying fot me right now. |
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| It has been a while since I updated. I have had alot on my mind lately. This happens to have been a hard couple of weeks for me. I rather not go into details. But God has been with me through it all.I want to thank my friends for bing there rfor me and praying for me even when I and pretending everything is okay. You all mean the world to me. There is some things on my heart now. My heart is really burdened right now. It is breaking right now with a desire to reach young people. But have no opportunity. its like I know I can do this but all I get from my friends,churchand people who are suppse to be there and care for me. I hate it because it is all I don't live in the box they want me to. Or live up to the standards they want. I am really struggling right with this right now.
Rosalyn
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| I have been doing alot of thinking. Things like who haveI influenced for Christ.What have I done for God lately. Who have I helped. Will the things I do be remembered by others. Its like right niw in my life I want to do so much more for Christ but I don't have the opportunity. I want to be to do great things for Christ but I don't know how to go about doing it.I guess I am just very confused right now. Oh wellI guess that is what it means to be be surrender to God's will for your life and wait for his timing always. |
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| Ah.......Major paryer request. Please be praying for me I got hurt on my job. And I spained both of my ankles and my wrist. I could really use your pareys thanks.
Rosalyn
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