| Free at last I am free at lastIf you now notice that my site has changed, you would be correct. No longer will I talk about possiblities of realtiy. However now I will discuss on how this country is so drasticlly in need of a revolution. Because it no longer serves all of the needs of it people. It is more like its people serve it. I had been in a period of my life where I followed a bit blindly the leaders of this country for I thought that it was the patriotic thing to do. But now I know that it is of ignorace that I did this and of the thought that no one person could change all of the things that is wrong. But I now see that if I but influence one person than I have helped to make a difference in the injustices of our country. It is a shame that more people do not speak out but I understand that speaking out now could be a fearful thing with this patriot act that they can charge anyone and take away thier rights. But as it has been said before the people should not fear the government the government should fear the people. So stay tuned for more on the revolution for a better America.
The Patriot
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| Reality has away of changing right before your eyes. I have recently had one of those shifts. This has happened on several levels. One is that I realized how much of a BITCH cherise is and I am glad that we are not together. Yeah I loved the cherise that I had but she is gone but a memory vaugley seen in a blur. She did me way wrong and what i say here is not referring the whole lets not get married thing and winding up with Jim. I am act ually happy for them. I hope they last forever. But like I said I am so beyond her. And the thing is it hit me one day and since then I have seen past the facade that I had seen and see her. But I dont want to linger here.
I have also realized that I am yet still young. The WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD is out there and ready for me to conquer it one day at a time. I am going to start living life again. I am really going to enjoy it. There are no boundries to where I can go and what I can do. I dont know who or what I will be when I grow up but for now I am just living life one day at a time
Another reality shift is that in college I tried to hang out with a bucnh of people who where not me who did not get me nor truly accept me to the fullest. Dont get me wrong I love some of these people they are still considered friends in my book but they would have to accept me now for who I am not who they desire me to so be. And well if someone cant handle it then so be it.
Finally the reality shift that hits us all at some point. That point in which you where with someone and they became all that you could focus on. You loved them and them alone. And even after it was over you still could not think past when they where your world. You still think of things in terms of the two of you. But there come a point when that slowly begins to fade and yet it fades back and then eventually you wake up and they are gone and someone else is there. And they seem to be better than the last. This would be considered bias but to us they are. And you tell yourself that this time it is going to be differnt because this is a whole new day in a whole new world. And you strive to change what you can and deal with what you can while you set off on this new wild adventure hopeing that this might be your one true and great adventure.
And to answer you question before you ask Jeff, YES there is. And remember reality shifts constantly it is you who must decide if you will shift with it or not.
-geeK
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| Well my wedding date has come and past. And I am not married. I had some friends over and alot of alk-key-haul. It should have been one of the most happiest days of my life and it wound up being one of the saddest. Though thanks to all of my friends that showed up. The thought that kept getting to me was that she was in the arms of another man on our day. I wanted to call her so badly and just tell her a thing or two. But I knew her well enough to know that she would be quite upset and livid with me if I did. I do wish her the best and I am slowly getting on with life. But things still make me think of her or go wiat till i tell Cherise. And then it hits me that she isnt with me anymore.
On another subject. Most people that read this blog are people that I knew and cared for in my college days. What happend to us all. No one is willing to keep in touch. I have tried with several of you and recived hardly anything back. Do you think that I am that much of a DEVIL that you cant talk to an old friend from time to time. I think of some of you from time to time espcially some of you that I was really close to. Where are yall. Well let me name names. Phil, Keyton, the Pamps, the Marrows, the Hammetts, the Adams, Jamie, and of course PFUNK. Was i just the perverbial thorn in your paws that yo anxiously awaited to be removed. I thought some of us were really close. But time has shown how yet again I can be very wrong about things.
Todays reality lesson. Reality is like a good mystry movie. IT leads you one way making all of the clues point to one person. YoU think U've got iT figureD out and tHen all of the sudden you find out Kiesier Socie is really Verbal Kent. But after he has already walked out of your office. It was in your h ands but damn it it is gone now. |
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| Well I dont really have alot to say. I am staying busy working a whole lot as a manager trainie at Johnny's Pizza. I have been moved around to several stores so I am not in one particular one right now.
This has been a really bad month. I wrecked my bike on the first day of the month. It wasnt too bad I got it being fixed. Then my car broke down on me while I was taking a road trip to Arkansas. I still havent gotten it fixed yet havent really had time. It seems like anything and everything that could go wrong is. This aint my month.
Not to mention the fact that I was supposed to be getting married this Friday. Yeah I have been working on getting past all of this but it is extreemly hard espcially since what Friday is. She was/is such a wonderful woman. I still love her and I dont thingk that will ever change but I know that I need to move on. I still think of her and Amanda alot. But I know eventually things will be okay. I do wish the best for her and Amanda.
Friday I am having a bbq open for all friends of mine. In rememberance of the day or actually in order not to remember the day. So if you call yourself a friend of mine come if you can make it.
Well I hope all is well with you out there and remember reality can really screw you up so live outside of it. |
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| I'm BackHey yall sorry I was a bit down. But I am getting it all back together. Just incase you dont know what happened Cherise left me for her ex Jim. This really hurt for a while but hey what do you expect. One thing that really got me was that I lost Amanda Grace whom I considered my own daughter. She is the one who really loses in this. But if Cherise wants to make a decision like this it is her bussiness. He if she wants to go back to a guy who treated her like he did well that her. But I working past it all I had to take a hyadus from things and go on a spirital journey. The spirits of heart and mind showed me that this was not my fault and that she is the one that is really losing out cause I am one hell of a guy. Well thats all for now but I will keep you up todate. To all in cyber land remember that reality is realative.
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