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Name: freestone
Country: United States
State: Florida
Metro: Tallahassee
Birthday: 6/28/1941
Gender: Male
Interests: Fantasy, science fiction, caving, dreams, Out of body astral travel, computer and console games, travel, reading, nature, rpgs, spiritualism, spirit, art, psychology, celtic music, obe,occult,metaphysics,nature,autism,travel. Anything odd and interesting, especially of the uncounscious and spirit! I find that there are amazing and interesting things, in nearly every envirnment and person.
Expertise: A psychic Sensitive to envirnments. Dreams of astral travelings in my sleep. An Antique shop owner, was high career point in my life.computers. console games. computer games. High level functioning adult autistic, I think mostly in images, not words. I like events that partake of Imaginations and Images, that are "out of the box" of the herd-like collective thinkings, of our culture. I seem to have the interests of a teenager, like of console games and music, even though I am 64 years old!
Occupation: Retired
Industry: Retail
Message: message meEmail: email me
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Yahoo:  freestonew@yahoo.com
Member Since:
10/11/2005
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I have had, over the years, many *many* very strange dreams. As if I was visiting astral worlds where souls live after death! I have written some up at...
well I have created a special weblog JUST for my dreams and visions.
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WELCOME TO MY DREAMVISIONS hi all. I have astral traveled, OBEd, for over 20 years, now, as of 2007. This is where Angles and Guides take me to see and to experience places in the afterlife worlds, both in heaven and in hell. I have even talked two way conversations with some of my relatives and friends, there! There are also some spirit-given visions, that I have had, showing possible "end time", earthchanges, futures for the earth and for civilization! You better Pray that these Seeings do not come true!! So here on this blog I write up some of my experiences, one experience per page. Feel free to share these with others, please let me know if you post any of these on another site. Please leave your COMMENTS too. thank you freestone wilson freestonew@NOSPAMyahoo.com
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I also have a www.flickr photo site, with about
150 photos, mostly of the Tallahassee area, and the skies of North Florida.
flickr SITE
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| forgiving my hometownSaturday, July 19, 2008
Forgiving my Hometown!
Well, today's post is about How I am "forgiving" my hometown of Interlaken, New York, for "giving to me a bit of Sourness of life", something from my childhood.
Of course I was a "teabag steeped in the tea of my surroundings" growing up in a small town that is a bit isolated from the world, the Imprint of my relatives and the many many hometown peoples there, in the 50s, when I grew up.
There is quite a bit of "negative thinking" there, I really saw it during the last few years I lived there, in the 90s. basically, this is expressed in the saying, " If something good happens to you, then something bad will soon happen, to cancel out the good"!
or....
"You will Pay for any niceness that happens, in your life"!
or...
"Summer ALWAYS ends"!
I now sense better where this awful attitude comes from!
Most of the people who were my elders, in the late 1940s and the 50s, were born around the early part of the 1900s, or earlier. Then by the time that they had some career under their belts, or that they were about in their 20s, the 1929 Great Depression occurred.
Thus what happened to them, psychologically, was that as if a Tender garden plant began to grow in June, and *just* as it began to really develop, a Frost killed it nearly dead! Then this plant was very "damaged", it never grew right, looked right, from then on.....!!
I have read of how this Depression really really affected people for their whole rest of their lives! Where people had to Box their life dreams into their attic or basement, and then work to the bone 6 days a week to take care of their families, never ever Dancing again! By the time the better times came, in the late 50s, after the depression and, of course, the War, this generation was too too old to really feel like "Dancing"!
Plus.....adding insult to injury, they were PAYING now the younger people money to have them dance their lives with, via social security and taxes so that many young people did not have to work via SSI, Welfare, etc....
[some of these 1905 elders , if you placed their finger into an electric socket; they could power the city for an hour, with the "electric energy" from their anger, as they see now that the young are living their dreams that they could not do, and that they are paying the young their money to live their dreams!!]
Thus I now Understand why many older people so saturated my childhood with their attitudes; I can now forgive them better! | | |
| google testwhat I need to do, before posting anymore "duplicates" from my blogger weblog, is to make sure that google does not access the site, as google does not like duplicate posts!
I "hid" my site from google but the last post still shows up there!
so here is a test phrase, I will check google in a week to see if it is there.
Freestone likes Tallahassee
I will look for it there soon.
beware, everyone else, google lowers the page rankings if there are duplicate entries across several sites | | |
| its not cancer!!hi all.
the vet clinic people gave to me a Diagnosis, yesterday!
"inflammitory mass"!
---a mass of infection of some ???? type, from pnumonia to bacteria.
hooooRay!
not cancer, nor TB!
they gave to me some "horse pills" of an antibiotic.
this tallahassee city, the church secretary tells me that she has seen the most pnumonia this year than she ever ever saw, and this in the tropic summers of tallahassee. a flu that goes directly to pnumonia!!
so I can breath a bit easier, litterly and figuratively. that month of middle of may to end of june, i was wasted.
So I pray and hope to be able to post a bit more. I sense that the world will not come to an end yet, even with the $5 gas that surely will come.
I have to have constant tests and such, but i see so so SO many more older people, and even younger people, with far far greater health issues than I have!
freestone
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what you Love will kill you, sooner or later!
If you love nothing at all, that will also kill you too! | | |
| Wednesday, June 25, 2008
is it lung cancer?
hi all.
last week, around the 15Th of June, I went to the veteran's clinic to see why my flu had not gone away. my flu's usually go to pneumonia or bronchitis, my lung damage is so that one forth of a lung is gone, this is why I am a "disabled non-serviced-connected vet!
they took an X-ray, and they found a "mass in my lower right lung"!
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so yesterday i was taken 90 miles to have an MRI at the vet hospital. they got to do this for every unidentified mass, could be cancer! maybe it is pneumonia. or nothing.
but if cancer, I have a 14% chance of being alive in five years!! after age 65 an operation is supposed to be risky. I am 67. chemo is supposed to work with only 20-30% of the types of lung cancers.
I will not know for maybe weeks. if cancer and they operate, I might be in the hospital for a month. if cancer is found in my brain and or liver or somewheres else, I could even be sent to a special vet hospital maybe 800 miles away, for keeps, just let my Georgia belle senior apts toss out all of my stuff.
or maybe nothing, only pneumonia.
I have had this *distinct* feeling, people, all of my life: that the end times and my death are/will be the same thing! that is....that I incarnated *to* die around the end times, when civilization comes apart, and if the end times are delayed, so is my death!
I know of at least TWO distinct times when I was told that i would die within a year, with many many many death preparation dreams, the rest of that year, then Spirit told me that my life was extended. 1998. 2003/4.
I better live, for *your* sakes, i guess; as if i die and nothing has happened yet in the end times department, it will, nearly instantaneously too!! earthquakes, volcanoes, ?????? !
as...I seemed to have my life set up where my death = end times beginning.
[got to see the human race's road walked, to the very end, i guess.]
I will, i hope, post more on this blog and the parallel xanga blog, in the weeks, and hopefully, months and years to come.
freestone
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| 25 and older.~The Quarter-Century Club (25 and Older)~ Couldn't find one so i'm starting this for the New York City old-timers... (Other locations are welcome!) Started: 10/17/2002 Total members: 1187
[BLOG RING]
well I am *well* over 25, being 67 next month *and* I have lived long enough in New York, one month, to ba able to say that I have lived in New York City!
Actually, I am from a town in upstate new york and lived there in the 90s and every ten years they build ONE house and in that 90s they had built a McMansion, a huge huge house facing Directly the North wind and not even a bush to shield it and i wonder how they do with $3.80/gal furnace oil, and a winter that can last 6 months?!
My 1960 high school graduating class had 28 kids in it, the largest that they ever ever had!
live in tallahassee, florida, now.
interesting, there probably are a few here who are 70+, but most people are "kids" of course and of course i am Amazed at how many people, who are under my age of 67, do not touch a computer and that they consider it a foreign
object, from another time and space.
why *not* play neverwinter nights 1 and 2, at age 67?! I know of a 84 year old grandmother who plays on her SNES
system some japanese rpgs!
anyway, I say "hello" to this Ring.
freestone
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