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Monday, October 06, 2008

Mon, 06 Oct 2008 03:12:33 GMT

really?

are you serious?

suit yourself.

Friday, August 29, 2008

Fri, 29 Aug 2008 06:11:44 GMT

no more arbitrary retorts, or misguided, cryptic, arsenic messages. no more floundering and poetic diarrhea. this is the last entry of the past. you're not even worth my words anymore. every entry now is for the future. and quick and as slow as it may come.

因為你的心不只為我溫柔

Friday, June 20, 2008

Fri, 20 Jun 2008 13:59:12 GMT

totally failed the test.

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Thu, 19 Jun 2008 13:58:10 GMT

my greatest enemy all of a sudden is on my side.
our plans now open for each other to see.
our spies have even become friends.
and no treachery can be done between this honesty.
and who would of thought we now begin to see,
who the real enemy is working deceptively,
and we laugh, we laugh,
we laugh the night away.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Tue, 17 Jun 2008 19:26:53 GMT

downward.

here again, questioning myself.
the lies are direct once more.
right to my face. with no remorse.
i can see through you and you think i can't.
and i take it. why. why do i take it.

some people just don't listen to warnings.
they are selfish and will try to make things better in their own eyes,
when it is actually is going to hurt everyone more. including themselves.
cowards never do confess. i hope you're happy.

i don't believe anymore.
i don't think i have it in me to do it again.

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Sun, 20 Apr 2008 07:11:01 GMT

some people choose to live in the past.
let them be.

you are the better person if you choose to move on.
be happy. move on for the better.
life is too damn short.
someone once taught me that.

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Thu, 10 Apr 2008 13:16:21 GMT

give only to those who know how to appreciate it.

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

Tue, 01 Apr 2008 22:17:29 GMT

pandora opened the box.
against all warning.
and she lost everything.

Monday, March 03, 2008

Mon, 03 Mar 2008 15:32:16 GMT

don't waste life in doubts and fears; spend yourself on the work before you, well assured that the right performance of this hour's duties will be the best preparation for the hours and ages that will follow it.

-ralph waldo emerson

Friday, February 22, 2008

Fri, 22 Feb 2008 15:08:07 GMT

there comes a point.

you come to a realization
when your feelings of love begin turning to hate
your feelings of emptiness begin changing to hope
your fear becomes your strength
your idea of caring displaces to another
when you would rather forget than try and remember

that what you thought so special was just a phase
that she is just the same as all the others, nothing more
you come to the realization that when people make their mistakes
you only choose to feel their repercussions
and if you don't want to, then it's not even worth discussion

you realize not everyone pushes you to the edge of the bed
not everyone leaves your room a mess
you realize what brilliance you have been holding back
and already you're too far out of reach for her
you realize you may not be in love anymore, or maybe never was
maybe all you were was just a stupid kid who fell in love
there is a difference
but you smile knowing you are the one she's still thinking of