This is how im feeling and wondering right now.....
Feeling locked in a house thats is the thits not my own and evil.....
Not knowing what i want......
Not knowing if any one cares......
If any one would miss me if i left....
If People could really love me as much as they say they do...
If i will ever get what i REALLY want out of my life....
If i will ever good enough...
If im ever going to make it any where... beyond the walls of a locked house
If i will ever find the key to a locked door that can only be opened by one person who left.....
If my friends are really my friends ... and not just talking to me and going behind my back and talking BAD on me...
If the sun will ever shine in some where that it has not for a long long time
I just want to put all that i feel in words and for people to understand but i know they wont.. They cant it just they cant cuz they are not me I just want some one to try
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ya know what I am so sick and tired of being yelled at for no gosh damn reason I am not some child that likes to be pussed around
after a while i am just like you look so stupid but i keep on talking and telling him how i feel and i say i loud and proud and i am not afraid to say what i think
