| So its been a million years yet again since i have updated this thing..i think i always remeber when i get really sad about something..i have this problem so im going to post it..give me your opinion..so i have this friend who has been my friend for years. We kissed. It was amazing. I really like him. He told me he didnt want to date me because he didnt want to loose me. I understand that, i feel the same. We have kissed 4 times now, different days. The last time we kissed was about 3 days ago. So today he told me he liked this other girl and he was thinking about dating her..uhm am i being to retarded to be heartbroken about this? Even tho deep in my mind i knew me and him werent going to have anything atleast until after highschool. How would you feel if u really loved this guy?? Well i feel like shit && i wanna know your opinion. K. Thanks guys...i dont even know who will see this =p Update- So now that im done feeling sorry for myself. here are some things going on in my life. * School * Sleep * School * Sleep LOL you get the point, my life need excitment. im so bored!!! |
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| yo....so this spring break hasnt been that thrilling....ive been at my dads all week hanging on with my brother .....well on wedsday noah came over to hang out with caleb and play some music....that was awesome....then on thursday i didnt do much of anything....and yesterday my highlight of the day was going ot guitar world to pick up a guitar and some drum stuff for my brother....toay im going back to my moms house because she is finally comeing home =] i bought her some flowers and im excited to see her....my clothes are still wet in the dryer so i cant get a shower which sucks...well you know what. christina might spend the night to night but i have no idea..on monday i think im going over taras for a slumber party yay...lol its like im in middle school again....omg guess what i just made a freaking bagel and my toaster started burning it and its a new toaster and it doesnt have a pop up button so my bagel was burning and there was nothing i could do about it...IT KILLED ME INSIDE LOL.....woo holler back if u wanan chill this weekend...ooo i forgot its easter lol on sunday im going to my g ma's she cooks really good and i cant be really fat lol....im excited.....i love you all mwahs |
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| wow okay so last night i was just in a bad mood..life isnt that bad....it could be a lot worse.....so today was boring once again...school just sucks now lol....spring break is coming yay....wow i have nothing to write about....i love u guys =] |
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| well today was awful....yesterday evan dumped me  he said he was too busy for a girlfriend.....and im really sad...but i kinda knew it was coming but im still hurt....and my moms still in the hosptial for 3 weeks now i really miss her....spring break is coming and i have nothing to do.....no money and no boyfriend, this sucks...today was awful i cryed in school like alot and it sucked, i hate crying in public but i couldnt hold it in...im so sad and i cant fight it.....=[ |
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| okay yay...so im updating two days in a row...woo okay so today so far i woke up talked online ate a whole jar of apple sauce now im going to go get a shower nand do some homework...maybe later if im feeling saucy im might watch some O.C lol..wow my life is awesome.....=] |
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